Hey guys. I'm sorry it's kind of short. Things have been hectic, so I'm sorry. Thank you to everyone that reviewed. I hope you guys like it. xoxo – FlaweDnBrokeN
Emma was sitting lying in bed, staring at her ceiling, and couldn't stop think what had happened between her and Sean only a couple of hours ago. It just kept replaying in her head over and over, "What the hell am I doing?!" She couldn't figure out why she did what she did, all she knew was that if Tracker hadn't knocked on that door, things would've gone farther between her and Sean. "But is that such a bad thing?" She knew she loved Sean and she felt secure with him, but was she ready to do this, look at what happened to Manny. "But I would never be that irresponsible."
"Hey Em, how come your still up?" The words cut into Emma's thoughts, "Oh, I couldn't sleep. I didn't wake you did I?" Manny sat up on the bed, "No of course not, I couldn't stay asleep with all of what's going on you know?" Emma pushed the blankets down a little to give her room to maneuver on the bed. "Yeah, I can definitely understand that." There was a long silence between them when Manny finally broke it. "Where did you go before?" Emma took her gaze away from her ceiling. "Oh crap. I don't want to bother Manny with this stuff." Emma stalled trying to think of what she could tell Manny who was just staring at her and wouldn't drop the issue, but of course she couldn't think of anything that would work so she just decided to tell her the truth. "I went over to Sean's."
Manny wasn't shocked because she had figured that's where she was, but she knew that Em was going through a lot right now and she didn't want her to do anything that she might regret. Manny decided just to play it off. "Oh, I figured that. What's going on with you two anyway?" Emma looked back at the ceiling. "I don't know, but what I do know is that I feel comfortable with him. So I guess that's all that matters." "Em, please don't do something that you'll regret. Promise me?" Emma looked at Manny. "Manny, what the hell is that supposed to mean?" She was shocked that Emma was being all harsh all of a sudden. "Uh, um…Em I think you know what I mean. You're going through a lot."
Emma couldn't believe what she was hearing and started to flip out. "Manny I can't believe you, you're the one who's giving me advice about this topic. Look at you." Manny finally snapped. "Yeah Emma, look at me! I'm fifteen and I'm pregnant, do you really want to end up like this?" "Well for one Manny, I would never be as stupid as you and not use-" "I'm not going to sit here and listen to you, because you of all people have no right to judge me." Manny got up and grabbed her purse and put on her shoes. "Where are you going?" Emma said. Manny turned around before going up the basement stairs and looked Emma straight in the eye. "I'm getting away from you."
Emma sighed. "Shit, why did I snap at her like that? She didn't do anything to me. All she was doing was trying to tell me something and I yelled at her." She had no idea where Manny was going and she couldn't tell her mom because she would want to know what started the fight. Emma got out of bed and looked for her slippers and walked up stairs to see if she was even in the house. When she couldn't find her, she opened the door as quietly as she could and walked outside. It was starting to get cold and all she had one where pajamas. "Where could she have gone?"
Manny was crying so hard that she couldn't even see down the street she was walking on. She couldn't believe that Emma would be so mean to her. All she knew was that she couldn't stay there with Emma treating her like crap. She had already gone through so much and being constantly ridiculed by her best friend wasn't going to make her feel better. When she felt she could she stop crying for a moment she wiped the tears from her eyes and looked around her, she was over by Craig's house. "Oh god, what do I tell him? I can't do this." Manny looked at the house and kept walking down the sidewalk, trying not to break down.
Emma started walking the sidewalks aimlessly, she had no clue where Manny could have gone, but a feeling in her gut told her to walk by Craig's. As she was walking up to his house she saw Manny just standing there frozen like a statue, she wanted to go over to her and try to comfort her but she was the last person that Manny wanted to see right now. She kept watching and saw Manny walk past the house and head for the park. "I can't just let her walk around alone. We really need to sit down and talk about this stuff. This "keeping things" from one another is causing stupid arguments." Now that Emma finally had some kind of plan in her head, she started to follow Manny and try to fix this mess the best she could, or at least fix the mess "she" made.