Author: - Nemsy
E-mail: - [email protected]
Category: - slash romance – so if you are not a fan of slash and you're reading – YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! Turn around, walk away, I won't be held responsible!!
Rating: - R
Summary: - It's an angsty little one chapter story I cooked up – absolutely rubbish!!! Can't do summaries – but it's R/D…
Disclaimer: - Not mine - except for the muses. *Ron and Draco muses wave* All charas and places connected to Harry Potter belong to the Wonder Woman herself, J.K.Rowling! (And Warner Bros.) And thank you to Shakira for writing 'Fool,' the perfect song for this!!!
I'm a Fool.
Tell me lies,
Slap me on the face,
Just improvise.
Do something really clever –
That'll make me hate your name
Forever…
You might swear
You'd never touch a lady.
Well let me say
You're not too far from maybe
Every day you find new ways to hurt me.
But I can't help it if I'm just a fool
Always having my heart set on you
Still the time you start changing the rulesI'll keep chasing the soles of your shoes…Shakira, 'Fool.'
From the moment it commenced, the moment he pushed me again the wall and claimed me as his own, kissing me passionately, we agreed it was purely physical. Better than fighting each other. The first time we fought for control, and I won, but that was just lucky. I'm not that strong, even though might I look it from the outside. "It's only mindless sex," he said, after about three weeks, after he had won so many times, after he had corrupted me, and him alone.
It has been going for months now, even over Christmas. We haven't said a thing to our friends or family, though we exchanged presents – he gave me a jade dragon. I gave him a wrist watch I had bought on holiday to Egypt once.
"It's only mindless sex…"The thing is, as the months progressed, the more we fought for control the more we screamed each other's surnames, I've come to…I can't even say it to myself. I love him. My mind and heart scream every time I see him. I'm such a fool…I daren't tell him – he and his friends would sneer, call me a queer fairy. 'Whoever heard of a Weasley and Malfoy in love?' they'd say.
He'd scorn me, push me aside. I couldn't live without him. I'd die. Oh, God, I love him so much, I can't bear to see the disgust on his face, the hurt, the pain.
"It's only mindless sex…"Isn't it? Why do I crave him then? His beautiful blue eyes, his copper-red hair. He burns, and I want, I need his fiery embrace.
Why, Ron? You never call me anything but 'Malfoy' – could you feel anything in return? Am I just a simple shag? Are you using me? Could you learn to love me?
"It's only mindless sex…"I meet him as usual, the same place, same time. He slips off Potter's Invisibility Cloak, and immeadiatly starts ravishing my mouth. He stops after undoing my black Slytherin robes.
"What's wrong, Malfoy?"
I answer with a cautionary shrug. Can't let him realise what's going on in my 'queer little mind', as Pansy once said, or we may never meet again in this way. It would break my heart – drive me towards death.
"It's nothing." I shake my head. Ron shrugs and continues where he left off. "It's only mindless sex…""I love you!" I blurt out without meaning to.
He looks up, startled, at me. "What?"
"Iloveyou."
"I still didn't get that." Ron grins, putting his head to one side, questioningly.
"I…love you."
The grin disappears, and is replaced by surprise. I lower my head, not waiting to see the look of disgust, and waiting for the sneering, horrible words he'll throw into my face. I hear nothing.
"It's only mindless sex…"My God, what was I thinking - he'd just sweep me off my feet, and declare it too? Tears fill my eyes, and I don't wait for the scorning words he'll say. I jerk free of his touch, and run from the room, down the corridor, and out into the night. I'm sure Weasley doesn't want to see Draco Malfoy crying.
I find the rose greenhouse, and slump inside on the floor. I don't move when footsteps echo from outside. Let them find me. With any luck I'll be expelled, and I'll never ever again see Ron.
"Malfoy?" Oh, no. Not now.
"It's only mindless sex…""Go away Weasley." He comes and crouches in front of me, silent. "What? Come to laugh at the poor little queer ferret, have you? Well, get on with it then."
"I didn't say I was going to laugh at you."
"Well, you've come for something. Is it to try and break it to me gently? That you're not a fairy like me? That this was…'mindless sex', as you put it? Well, don't bother. Leave me alone."
A gentle hand cups my chin, and lifts it up, the thumb brushing away some of the tear marks. I meet his eyes, my own still full of water. "What I was going to say was 'good'."
What the hell? "What are you bloody well on about?"
"Why do you think we started this? Enemies don't try and fuck each other to pieces. There's something behind it, Draco."
Draco…? My first name? "What…what are you trying to say?" I ask in a shaking voice.
"I loved you from the beginning."
As our lips meet once again, I am rewarded with one last thought before I lose myself in those blue eyes, and die with happiness…
…It's not only mindless sex anymore…
Fin/x
Author's Note:- Well, I hope you liked it. If you've any flames, all flames will be sent to my Chemistry teacher (that's you, Mr Robin Smith!) to blow up the school lab, or used to fuel the Slytherin common room fire…
Ron:- What happens in the end?
Draco:- *hugs Ron* Yeah – we wanna know!
Nemsy:- Well…you both shag a lot, and live happily ever after…
Ron and Draco:- Wahoo! *run up to bedroom*
Nemsy:- Oh Lord, I'll have to change the sheets again…still… *walks off* Byesie bye!!! All reviews are loved and really enjoyed!! Just click on that little button!!!