Disclaimer: I own none of the characters.

Okay.. I'm back with another ReixBryan fic!

A little turned down by the lack of reviews from my other one, but its ok..it wasn't that good.

I hope you like this one a bit better. It's a chapter fic to the song " How Soon Is Now" By Love Spit Love

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I am the son

I am the heir

Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar

I am the son and the heir

Of nothing in particular

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Life was no easier now then when he was still in the Abbey. It wasn't torturous and he didn't get hit or punished for every little mistake he made. It was difficult in the sense that he had to provide everything for himself. Even though the BBA had been 'kind' enough to give him and his team a place to stay and supplies, he didn't like the idea of being so dependent.

After all he was a Demolition Boy. The ruthless, unforgiving couldn't care less one. Or at least that's what the world saw. Everything about him screamed out those few words. From top to bottom. His lilac purple hair, moonlight eyes, body and facial expression and even his clothes told the world who he was, what he was like, how he acted....everything about what people thought. Or that's what the assumed. Truthfully he was like what the people thought because he didn't know much of change. Everything was set for him many years ago. Plain and simple.

Did they know him at all? Did they know him personally? Had they even stopped to think about what they saw? No!!!!! How could they say all those things?! The world hadn't given him a chance. The all saw him as this menacing figure that would kill you if you stood in his way. All because of one little incident. He never intended on it, it was just the way things went in his life. He lived for orders. Victory is what his life centered around. He knew to get that victory would mean to take extreme measures. Even if that meant destroying your enemy.

But then that was then, and this is now. People could change, but drastic changes took time and patience. Things people now a-days have none of and expect everything to be solved in the blink of an eye. He was no exception. He too had little patience. He had never met anyone who still had those virtues. Well, there was a few but they were aliens to his life. He would never get the chance to learn from them. And even if he did would they be willing to teach him? Would he want to learn? After all he wasn't impressed by change.

But there was a change that changed him, but he hated to talk or even think about it. It brought shame and unburied things he had never felt before. It was a curse to be reminded of it. Even though everywhere he went he would hear the people's whispered voices talking about it. Almost mocking him. A glare would send them quiet, but has soon as he lowered his head they would start up again, adding more about him. Making rumors and add to his reputation, making him more of a monster then a human being.

That's all he wanted. If he wanted anything in this deranged, poorly stabled place called Earth he figured that it was something that would make him feel more like a human that he should be and not a monster that was born out of the deepest depths of hell. But he figured that everything comes with a price. He wondered about what he would have to exchange for this one simple thing. Money? No...money wasn't worthy enough for something like this. His soul? Even that would be worthless. They had no use. What would someone want with a soul? A free express to heaven? He smirked at this. There was no such place. After eliminating all possibilities, he came down to the last and most cherished thing he had. His dignity. He would never trade that for something. It was everything to him. He would probably trade his friends just to keep his so-called dignity. He wondered why. What was so important about it? Was it because it hid him from the world? Was it a barrier to the world? No, again. He cherished it because of what little he had. If you compared it to an ant, it still would be much smaller. Almost invisible to the eye, but it was still there.

These are just the thoughts he went through everyday. Most would imagine him to be plotting revenge on a certain someone. After that incident that's all what people thought about. It went so far that it had created fear those who knew that 'special' someone.

Coming out of his thoughts Bryan lifted his head scanning the people around him. It seemed that all these people were just a barrier protecting something from him. Something he had no desire to see, think or hear about. It was always like this. He thought about just getting rid of the problem by going after the so-called problem.

Couldn't the people see he wanted nothing to do with it? Would they ever leave him alone? He thought over this. The answer was simple. No. It was there in black and white. Literally.

Standing a few good 30 feet away, was that problem. That little thing that had brought this all upon him. How easy it would be just to go over there and kill it. It was weak. It would never fully recover from what happened on their first encounter. He could finish it off with one swift move. But then again there were the people. They protected their 'god-like' figure. They praised it, and groveled at its' feet, like a dog does to its' master. Couldn't they see it didn't want all that praise? It too wanted to be human. Technically it wasn't human to begin with. The same people who would think it disgusting a while ago, now praised it above themselves.

Bryan guessed that he, in a way envied it. At the moment he had a lot of anger and felt like terrorizing something. His prey.....Rei. What would he do? Nothing much. Just frighten that poor, weak, scarred little feline. Taunt it? Probably. It was to public to do anything. But a little jeer there, and a little remark there wouldn't hurt him.

Walking over to the neko-jin he waited for the surprise he was going to give.

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Okay! Chapter one complete!!!

I'm sorry I haven't updated my other stories yet. I have been busy and I wanted to start this off, cause I couldn't get it out of my head.

Please Review! They are cherished!!!!

Devlinn Reiko