Kissed by Shadows
By: Haruka-chan

AN: I know I didn't update for almost 14 months! But I meant to really but I was just so busy! Anyway please read and enjoy and also please review, no worries I will be updating frequently now that I have some time and desire to finish it. Yes I have the next chapter almost done just need to finish the last part.

Chapter 5: Stop making sense!

She looked at him as his hand pushed the strap of her nightgown down. He looked up at her and they just froze for a second what were they doing? Yes it felt wonderful but it wasn't right was it? Rin parted her lips to talk but Sesshoumaru beat her to it.

"Why did you come?" he asked.

"Because your mother asked me," she said throwing her head back as his hand caressed her shoulders.

"No to my chamber"

"I thought it was the bathroom"

He picked her up full against him, her ankles hooked around his hips; she blushed slightly when she felt the hardness against her lower abdomen.

He's lip turned into a small smile almost as if he was challenging her. "Don't be afraid," he breathed against her mouth, as he slipped his thumb away. For a moment he hung there, feeling their breath mingle in a humid puff-Rin's lips had cracked open ever so slightly-and then he kissed her again, this time, with a bit more intensity.

"I'm not afraid!" she exclaimed once they pulled away from each other.

"No?" he asked.

"No!"

His golden eyes stared at her, breathing heavy and her lips in a pout her eyes glaring at him. His hands slowly moved to her bottom and touch it with a feather touch.

Rin gasped, her eyes wide with surprise, "My lord I believe that we should stop before we do something that will bring disgrace to us both"

Sesshoumaru responded by angling her face up towards his own again and fastening his mouth over her own hungrily, his tongue delving deep into the warm wetness of Rin's surprised mouth. As before, she responded with the enthusiasm, delightedly tilting her head up higher of her own accord in an attempt to connect more fully with Sesshoumaru. As Sesshoumaru broke the kiss this time, he caught her lower lip between his teeth carefully and gave it a slight tug, causing Rin to produce a soft, incredibly arousing breathy noise.

"No please we should stop," she said.

"I suppose you don't desire a man then"

"God do you expect all princesses to be mindless whores?"

"No, but most of them yes"

"Put me down because I am no such princess, and beg that you treat like an honorable one," she said glaring at the Youkai who held her against him, pushing at him to release her.

Sesshoumaru narrowed his eyes on her before walking a few steps to his bed before depositing her there and hovering above her. His hair serving as a curtain for them. She looked up almost shy and in wonder of what he will do next, but then she reverted back to her usual self as she slowly sat up glaring her head off.

"I am going to follow your order and stay away from you and hopefully you will find yourself another princess who will please you," she said.

"I don't favor any sort of princesses," he said looking down at her. "I however won't let you just walk away, after all I must rid of this irate feeling that you bring out in me" he said.

"Oh! Forgive me my lord!" she said rolling her eyes, "I could careless how I make you feel, I just want to get back to bed and dream of my prince who will one day come and rescue me from you" she said looking out the window and missing the almost possessive fierce look he threw at her.

"The prince which you dream of is nothing but a mere fairy tale which you humans will always cling to" he said almost harshly.

"God why on earth and heaven has he made a insensitive jerk like you!"

Sesshoumaru chuckled as he looked at her almost sadden eyes. His hands then acted without his permission, as they made their way in to her hair and pulled her head towards his. His lips wanted to taste that feisty honey. Rin found her hand move to his cheek almost as if she lost her mind.

Her hand, seemingly frozen at first, eventually began to move in whisperingly soft touches across his skin, shaking ever so slightly. Her touch was so hesitant and gentle that it was achingly teasing. Her hands traveled over his thick silver hair wonderingly, reaching high up to smooth it down starting from the crown of his head. The fingertips on one of her hands smoothed the line of one of his eyebrows repeatedly, and the other whispered down his cheek to touch, shyly, his mouth. When her fingers inadvertently lingered too long near his mouth and it became unbearable for him, Sesshoumaru's hand caught Rin's and he took her index finger into his mouth slightly. He heard her lick her lips nervously as he nibbled and suckled lightly on her small finger, and she began to stutter a bit.

"Why do you do this to me?" she asked her eyes like a child who just found something oh so sweet.

He let her finger fall from his lips and looked down at her, and with in seconds she was pushing him out of the way and was slowly walking towards her room. He caught up with her as she walked across the room, falling in step behind her with one of his hands on her waist. The light of the fireplace revealed the blushing red color on her cheek, it was almost as if she was blushing bride on her first night in the bed of her mate. Sesshoumaru drew up behind her fully as she stopped at the table, and wrapped both of his arms around her, one hand holding steady at her hip and the other sliding slowly up her stomach.

"Are you wanting to stop?" he asked her, breathing the question right into her ear; her body was arching against his, hard; her chest was heaving slightly with quickly drawn breaths. Sesshoumaru knew her answer was no before she'd even said anything. And he was thankful that was the case-he'd dreamed of having her in this position too many times since that kiss they shared the night of her abduction, and then to finally get it, only to scare her away? He didn't want that at all. She shook her head quickly, apparently not trusting her voice. 'So much for not being a whore, oh god she was a virgin!'

One of Sesshoumaru's hands remained riveted to her hip as a counterbalance for her slightly arching back. The other, however, was the cause of Rin's arching back, as it slid slowly up her torso to run once, appreciatively, over her breasts. A small, bitten down moan sounded low in her throat, almost inaudible; Sesshoumaru watched over her shoulder, fascinated at the effect simple touching was having on her, human females were strange but this princess was something that puzzled him yet excited him all at once. His hand ran over her small, round, firm breasts again, cupping them slightly and molding one in his hand through the sheer fabric of her nightgown. Almost immediately he felt the responsive hardening of her suddenly alert nipples, small nubs through the fabric. She let lose a lazy moan as her hand moved to his hair and pull at the strands of silk.

"Please we mustn't…oh gods…"

"I shall if you can look me in the eye and tell you want to without desire in your eyes," he said into her ear, sliding his hand down her arm to one of her breasts, pinching lightly at the nipple through her dress. As if on cue, Rin's hand clutched convulsively at Sesshoumaru's neck; settled eventually for gripping a handful of his thick silver hair. His thumb ran firmly over the sensitive nub through her nightgown, tracing the almost visible circle of the areola around it and then pinching it lightly again. He repeated this action with his other hand and the other nipple, and followed the urging of her clutching hand and drew his head closer to her own, down towards her ear.

"Can you tell me to stop?" he whispered, watching her quick, fervent little shaking her head; her eyes squeezed shut and face flushed, teeth biting into her bottom lip somewhat. Sesshoumaru evoked a stunned little gasp out of her when his teeth bit into the soft lobe of her ear. Rin quickly pressed the fingers of her free hand against her mouth to muffle any noise she may have made afterwards. One of Sesshoumaru's arms snaked around her waist, holding her against him firmly, and the other wrapped over her chest, gripping her shoulder. He then began to bite and suckle at her ear mercilessly, causing her hand in his hair to grip with strength he didn't know she possessed. Her bottom pressed against him enticingly and as a reflex he gripped her slender body possessively and pressed back slightly, running his tongue along the rim of her seashell-like ear.

They would have continued on with their activities if it were not for the soft knock on the door of this chamber.

"Lord Sesshoumaru?" asked Jaken on the other side.

Sesshoumaru mentally cursed as Rin pulled away from him, blushing madly and slowly walked towards the door to her own room.

"You and I are far from done..." she heard him say as he stared at her back.

She blushed. "I can assure you that what took place here tonight will not happen again, I have much pride just as you do my lord" said Rin as the door closed softly behind her.

Sesshoumaru mumbled a quick "Come in" but his eyes were narrowed on the small toad that walked in.

"Master Sesshoumaru...I'm sorry to interrupt but..." he stuttered.

"What is it Jaken?" asked Sesshoumaru annoyed, angry, and very much in need to release tension.

"It seems that there are some idiotic Youkais' on the out skirt of the palace heading towards us," stated Jaken.

Sesshoumaru growled, this is just what he needed, but first to take a jump in the near by lake. "Very well Jaken prepare to leave, I shall be out as soon as I have my armor on."

"Yes my lord!" he said closing the door quickly.

Sesshoumaru smiled towards the door, he knew she was listening like a little spy, he walked towards it and opened the door so fast she almost fall face first on to the floor if it weren't for the Youkai prince of all her chaotic emotions, she made contact with his hot flesh instead, her lips brushing his skin accidentally. He hissed she looked up at him, and then push herself up straight.

"Spying?"

"No I was simply passing by."

"Stay here, don't leave the castle."

"I wasn't going to-"

"Don't do anything foolish you don't want to be out their in this state." He said as one of his hand made contact with her feminine center, pressing a finger to the moisture there.

She blushed as a small whimper pass through her lips, "How dare you touch me…there…"

"I will touch you anywhere I please!" he found himself exclaim. Why in the world did he say that? Why did in the gods knows how many levels of hell did he just act as if she was his mate? Gods yes he did want her, he at least admitted that much, but he just couldn't see her being kissed or touched by anyone else, it angered him, why? Hell if he knew he would do something about it!

Rin looked at him with surprise, nobody ever looked at her so possessively as he looked at her this very moment, who the hell did he think he was, yeah he was the great prince of the west, like she gave a damn but how could he touch her there! It was meant to be touched my the man who she married, hell she almost lost it to him just moments ago, ok so she did want him, but come on she wasn't a degrading doll that he could use for a couple of nights and throw away! "I do not belong to you!"

"No." 'Not yet' he thought without even thinking. "Stay here princess and do not leave this room, I advise you for your own safety, Youkai males are rough."

"And possessive! I will do as I please, you are nobody to me to obey!" she said without thinking.

He growled at her and pulled her too him and crushed his lips down on her, kissing her as hard as he could, but what surprised him a bit, was that she kissed back with the same force as if she was daring to go against him.

"I don't care if you leave the damned room but I will be obligated to rescue you." He said releasing her and stepping into his room.

"Damned jerk!" she cursed as she walked towards the bath, now she had to wash away the scent of his musk of her skin, bringing a finger to her lips, she found herself smile. So he wanted her as much as she wanted him made her happy to know that she had as much power as he did, remembering the very evidence when he held her close to him. Another bad thought rushed towards, what if he was hurt, what if they hurt him, finding her chest feel as if it was hurting she rubbed the place between her breast and shook her head, of course she's not falling in love with the idiot.

"be safe idiotic Prince…" she whispered softly getting into the water.

He walked towards the Youkais' that stood with a sadistic smile, this wasn't anything new, arrogant leaders leading their men to deaths by his hand, how was he going to punish them for interrupting him? Pride shining in his every move he looked at the mob and waited for one of them to give their usual speech. He was so very use to this and so very tired all at once, waiting almost patiently, perhaps he should sit and have tea while they came up with something decent. "What do you want?" finally asked.

"We want the land isn't it obvious? It's a shame that you cam alone and with that imp, because you're about to die."

How many times did he have to go through this idiotic scene in his life time, he left a perfectly welcoming princess to deal with an idiot like this? Sesshoumaru said nothing as he whipped out his poison flower, and smiled one of his sadistic heart wrenching smiles, before charging towards the enemy.

Rin woke again the warm rays of the sun shining on her quite deviously as she turned to her back and laid back, she loved the feeling of the warm light on her skin, she stretched, she laid twisted in the blankets, her body just covered in the right places seeing how she was nude, she didn't bother dressing after her little "episode" with the prince next door, the thought of him brought her out of her lazy wallowing, as into reality of what might have happened to the prince. Pushing the sheets away from her body she stood, pulling the thick robe which lay on the chair next to her, she needed to be extremely careful with this ever growing game of 'passion gone wrong' they were playing with fire here. She slowly made her way to the door and took a deep breath before knocking.

Sesshoumaru sat by the window, he already knew she was up from the moment she let lose the last moan, he had his own images of what she looked like wrapped in nothing but those silk sheets around her, he almost smiled when she knocked on his door, so the little bratty princess was concerned with his well being. "Come in."

Rin opened the door and saw him sitting by the window, deciding it was best if she didn't enter his room, she smiled and waved at him, "good morning, just wanted to make sure you weren't dead or anything, well you seem fine so, I'll just go back to sleep."

Sesshoumaru watched her amused, but he couldn't help but chuckle, at her choice of attire, the thick robe graced her body, he was of course sure she was nude under it, how silly of her to want to appear cautioned. "Good morning princess, I should remind you I am Sesshoumaru I do not die in a small battle with morons."

Rin's eyebrows twitched as she looked at him, "Of course forgive me my lord, my mistake for even giving a damn." She said as she closed the door and stepped back into her own room. "Jerk."

Sesshoumaru smiled as he stared at the door which separated them, what a silly little human; pushing himself to dress for breakfast he wondered what she would do there, she was quite the amusement here.

Rin was pissed, he was a piss in the morning, afternoon, and night, the guy just had to have a release, at that thought she blushed, release, god did she need one just as he did. Today was the day, she was going to tell her mother and the queen that she couldn't bare it here, it was too much to have the object of her young orgasm so close to her, and not give into temptation.

TBC

AN: I know lousy, but I promise the next one will be better, and longer twice as much! Please review and tell me what you think I love to hear from you guys!