Title: Paradox

Author: Magenta

Genre: PG/ Romance/ Angst

Pairings: Sanzo x Goku, Homura x Sanzo, Homura x Goku

Disclaimer: Ok, ok, I know! Saiyuki is not mine... Tsk, tsk... T_T

Notes: This story is way~~~ OOC, for EVERY character. And it's AU, even. The idea just popped-out in my mind all of sudden, and I know I had to write this even though the idea is very stupid. Be warned that there will be lots of grammar and typing errors, so you have two choices; ignore them or tell me. Make your own choice! ^^ Enough of this stupid notes, on with the fic!

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Two boys were climbing a hill, in the cold dark night. One of them have golden eyes, wild brown hair, and he's wearing a black colored cap on his head. Wearing a gray colored baggy pants with white 3/4 sleeved shirt, he climbed the un-named hill with his blonde haired companion. Yes, his companion is a blondie, and he's wearing a pair of jeans and black jacket, since it's quite cold up in the hill at night.

"Sanzo, hurry! Or else we'll miss the chance to see the Mars!" the brown haired boy said.

"Now it's only 8, there's plenty much time! No need to hurry!" Sanzo answered.

"It only appeared every 5000 years you know! It's a chance of a lifetime! Hurry!" Goku preached.

"Hai, hai..." Having no choice, Sanzo fasten up his pace so that he could catch Goku up.

After 20 minutes of non-stop climbing, the two boy had reached their destination. They were welcomed by the sight of a dark sky, with billions of stars twinkling elegantly on it. And there, the object that make them climbed a hill on this dark night, shining brightly red; planet Mars that only appeared every 5000 years.

"Kirei.... After seeing it's beautifulness, I didn't felt tired anymore even though I had just climbed this hill a minute ago!" stated Goku.

"You're right...." came Sanzo's short reply.

The two sat on the green soft grass, together, watching the pretty night sky. Neither of them moved, both were enticed by the scene on top of them. They were floating in their own deep thoughts, whatever their thoughts are.

"It's surely romantic na... Sanzo"

"Yeah, I wish I had seen this with a lover, rather than seeing this beautiful scene with a best friend..." Sanzo replied.

Goku looked hurt, hearing Sanzo's wish. True, Goku is not his lover, but for Goku, he had a certain hidden feeling for his beloved Sanzo. He's been hiding his feelings for Sanzo because he know that Sanzo likes somebody else; and that somebody else is not him. It's no other than the ever so gorgeous Homura Taishi.

'Why didn't he likes me? Why did he only sees me as a friend? Am I not good enough for him? Or is it, because of or status differences? He's a rich guy, whom his parents owns several leading company in Japan, and me.... I'm just a nobody... My parents aren't rich, and I had to work hard to enter the school where I study now. [1]Mugen Gakuen, it's a famous all-boys private school for rich kids. If it's not because of Sanzo, I surely can't afford to study at such a place...' Goku thought silently in his mind.

The fact is, the status differences between them is too large. Sanzo's family had adopted Goku when he was 15, and supported him in every way, including finance. Goku had owe Sanzo's family to much, that he can't even think to confessed his feelings to the blonde haired man.

"Goku... You're being silent... Is there something wrong?" Sanzo asked worriedly.

Goku then was being snapped out from his la-la land, hearing Sanzo's question. "Oh nothing!" Goku tried to cover up, even though it's obvious. "I'm just fascinated by the Mars' redness!"

"Really? You must be really fascinated then, you didn't even hear me" Sanzo said.

"Uh? Did you say something before, Sanzo?"

"Yeah, I asked you, did you have anyone particular now?"

"Anyone particular???" Goku was in a riddle, he didn't understand a thing!

"You know.... Easy saying, crush?"

"Crush?" Goku blushed at the thought. "No, no one particular..." he lied.

"Oh....But... You're cute, surely somebody will come to like you" Sanzo said.

'But that someone wouldn't be you' Goku thought.

"Un, I guess so..." Goku finally said.

"C'mon, it's getting late, tomorrow we have to go to school. Or else, dad is going to kill us!" Sanzo joked.

"Maa naa....Let's go..." stated Goku.

Goku and Sanzo were beginning to stand up on their feet, when Goku suddenly said cheerily, "Sanzo, look!"

"It's just a shooting star..."

"No! Don't you know rumors about them?"

"Make a wish and then it comes true.... Just some stupid lame jokes..." Sanzo said boringly.

"No way! I want to make a wish!" Goku announced, and started to clasp both of his hands together, closing his golden eyes, and stand on his knee.

'I wish that I'll stay with Sanzo forever' He wished.

"Are you done Goku? We're getting late you know" Goku heard Sanzo said.

"Okay, let's go!" Energetically, Goku said the phrase.

With that, the two boys had spent another 20 minutes to climb down the unknown hill. They then arrived at their destination; the parking lot. After that, they two headed to a black luxurious Porsche. Sanzo, sat on the driver seat, while Goku sat beside him. Sanzo is already 18, so he already got license and he can legally drive on the open road. Goku on the other hand, is just 16, so... He had to wait another 2 years before getting his driving license. The car started to move, and now both of them are on the open road.

While Sanzo was driving, Goku was involved in his own deep thoughts.

'It's almost a year since Sanzo's family adopted me... Funny, I never thought I could be this lucky... If I'm still staying with my parents right now, what would I be? A farmer, maybe... Just like them... Gods, I miss mom so much... But for their sake, I must study hard and live with Sanzo's family for a while... But the thing is, this feeling I have for Sanzo is getting deeper and deeper, day by day, because I spent my whole day life with him...I want to get away... Huh?'

Suddenly Goku shouted. "Sanzo, STOP!"

Sanzo press the brake pedal A.S.A.P. Both of them were having inertia for a while, due to the sudden brake.

"What? Did something happen?" Sanzo asked concernedly.

"A Candy Store! I want to buy some candy and chocolate!" Goku said happily.

"Just that? I thought you want to die or something.... Okay, let's go"

"Yay!" Goku cheered.

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Homura was walking alone in the night. It's not too late, it's just 11. He's bored, and he can't get Shien and Zenon to come to his house at this hour. So, he thought a night walk would be a nice idea, to get some fresh air.

While walking, he passed by a 24-hours Candy Store. It's not the Candy Store that attracts his attention, but it's the black Porsche parked in front of the Candy Store that caught his eyes.

"Black Porsche? It must be Sanzo's. But if Sanzo were here, then that means..." Homura began to talk to himself.

While Homura's minds were being submerged by his own thoughts, Goku and Sanzo were already stepping their feet out of the Candy Store, carrying two large bags full of candy and chocolate.

'Goku!' Homura's heart began to leap in joy, seeing the sight of his dream boy, Son Goku. It seems that the two of them didn't notice him yet, so he hide himself behind one of the buildings.

"You bought so much Goku! I don't mind about the price, I'm worried about your health" stated Sanzo.

"Sanzo! It's not that much..." Goku protested.

"Yeah, right..."

"I want to eat the RIGHT NOW!" Goku announced.

"Don't even think about eating them in my car! There's a bus stop there, be a good kid and eat your chocolates there"

"Hai~~~" Cheerily, Goku skipped towards the place.

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Both of them were sitting on the bus stop seat right now. Goku opened one of the two large bags full of sweet things, with a lustful look on his face.

"Itadakimasu~~!" Goku said, and then, he took a bite from the caramel chocolate in his hands.

Both Sanzo and the unseen Homura just sighed, seeing Goku's unhealthy eating habit. But there's something cute about that too-- they both thought.

"Oh no! The caramel had fell to my hands!" Goku said, then he brings his hands to meet his tongue. After that, he licked the caramel off his hands, sensuously.

Homura gulped at the sight in front of him. How could such an innocent boy, could turned out to be someone so sensuous? His minds started to flow some perverted thoughts....

Sanzo, on the other hand, was fascinated by Goku's deed. He never thought Goku would be so.... Sexy? No... Sensuous?

'What the heck am I thinking? He's just Goku for God's sake!' Sanzo preached to himself.

"Mmm.... So delicious...." Goku moaned, licking off the rest of caramel that was still left on his hands.

Homura gulped. And so does Sanzo. This boy... He's unbelievable!

"Sanzo, I'm done!" Goku said.

No response.

"Sanzo?" Goku waved his hand in front of Sanzo's violet eyes.

Still no response.

No other choice then... Goku came closer and closer to Sanzo... And then....

" SANZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Shut up! You don't have to shout in my ear! Do you think I'm deaf or something?" Sanzo was getting pissed off.

"Sorry about that... He he...." Goku laughed nervously.

"Done already?" Sanzo asked.

"Yep!"

The two stepped in the luxurious Porsche, and drove towards their house, leaving Homura alone, in the dark...

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A nice morning in Tokyo. It's an autumn morning. The leaves fall continuously, preparing for the next season, winter. In the front gate of Mugen Gakuen, rich boys dressed in white shirt, topped with a red blazer, added with matching green pants and tie were all over.

"Hi, Sanzo, Goku!" Gojyo, who's also one of Sanzo's and Goku's friends, that is in the same class as Sanzo, greeted them.

"Hi Gojyo!" Goku greeted him back.

"Yo" Short, but that's Sanzo's only reply.

"Ohayou" Came Hakkai, Gojyo's boyfriend's turn to greet them.

"Ohayou Hakkai!" Goku answered back.

"Yo" Again, that's Sanzo's only reply.

"Anyway, let's go to the class now, if you don't want sensei to blow his head off" Hakkai said, jokingly.

With that, all four of them stepped into the school towards the class. In Sanzo's class, there's no other topic that they were talking about, except Mars. The same situation also happens in Goku's class.

"Did you see Mars last night?"

"Yeah, I do"

"Great na?

"I also saw a shooting star"

"Me too!"

"Me three!"

And so on, the boys talked and talked.

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It's 10 am, meaning recess time! Some of the boys were at the cafeteria, while Sanzo, Hakkai, Gojyo and Goku were sitting under an unknown species of a tree.

"Hey, Sanzo, Goku! Do you know what's the special event for autumn season?" Gojyo began a conversation.

"Maple viewing tea party... Which idiot don't know about that?" Sanzo said.

"Ping Pong! That's right! 10 marks for our dear Genjo Sanzo-sama!" Hakkai said.

"Sanzo called me an idiot!" Goku suddenly shouted.

"WHEN DID I CALL YOU THAT?" Sanzo asked in anger.

"You said just now, 'Which idiot don't know about that?' Well, I'm the one who don't know! That means, you just called me an idiot!"

"You aren't! You just enter this school this year, how could you know about our tradition?" Sanzo said.

"Really?" Goku asked for positiveness.

"What Sanzo said is true, Goku" Hakkai tried to support Sanzo.

"Yeah, saru!" Gojyo said.

"I'M NO SARU!"

"Maa maa.... It's a peaceful day nee? Don't ruin it..." Hakkai tried to calm both Goku and Gojyo down.

"Okay fine... Goku then..." said Gojyo, surrendering to his lover.

"Okay... Back to the maple viewing tea party, Gojyo and I were planning to do it at my house. Since there's a lot of maple trees growing fertilely behind my house; that is" Hakkai began his explaining.

"So..... You and Goku are invited, so bring along your sweet lover, whoever he or she is, to Hakkai's house, this Saturday" Gojyo explained.

"Lover? Yeah right, if I could find one before this Saturday" Sanzo snorted.

"Don't worry... With a face like yours, there's no way you can't find one" Gojyo teased.

"Heh..."

"By the way, Hakkai. Besides us, who else are invited?" Goku asked.

"I also invited Kogaiji, Yaone, Dokugakuji, Lirin, Shien, Zenon and.... Homura" Hakkai answered.

"Homura?" Sanzo asked, seemed that he's surprised hearing that name.

"Uh huh... So, please, please, please come, okay?" Hakkai plead.

"Okay, I'll be there" Sanzo assured.

"Where's there's food, I'm there!" Goku said.

'Where's there's Sanzo, I'll be there....' Goku thought silently in his heart.

~to be continued~

[1] Mugen Gakuen - I took this school name from Sailormoon, because it sounds cool! It means Infinity High School, if I'm not mistaken... ^^;

After notes: So, how's that? Eww.... I almost vomit when writing this... Sanzo is being all sweet and nice? IMPOSSIBLE! And sorry for some of the contents, especially when Goku lick the caramel part, it's quite... hentai... Sorry if you don't like it. Bwah! Don't kill me! I'm too young to die!!! 'Nother thing, I know, I know... In this story it seems that everybody except homosexuality, that it seems almost impossible in the real life. But for the sake of this story, pretend it's just a normal thing, k? (Even I can't take it if all boys became gays! Whom will I marry then? A girl?)