If i were to fall, who would catch me?
I stood at the edge of the platform and gazed down at the streets below, lights flashed from cars and buses, people going places and me, I was all alone. Everyone beneathe me was laughing, joking around, hanging out with there firends, but not me, I was alone. The air was chilly that night as the last sakura petals floated softly around me, the last of the season. I pulled my Jacket tighter up around my neck as the chilly wind blew against my creamy exposed chest. I really didnt want to be alone, but here I stood, above the world and not one single mortal noticed me at all. I felt bad only leaving a note to my brother, but how could I tell him to his face that I was going to die? I honestly didnt want to leave him behind, and I knew by doing this i would be protecting him from me, i was in love with him. Incest everyone would call it. or in plane terms its wrong, he was my blood, i cant be with him. A tear slid down my frozen cheek as I leaned a little further to the edge of the building. The wind rushed through my hair as i almost lost my balance.
"So this is goodbye?"
I turned to face Matt behind me, I didnt want to see him. I didnt want his eyes to see me and what I was about to do. I froze in a panic and leaned closer to the edge.
"Yomato, i have to...now you know how I feel."
Matt held the paper out in front of him. "So I do." His voice was full of no emotion, just bland and straight forward.
"I love you Matt, i have to save you from me. we cant be together bro." I cried softly.
"Why not."
My heart stopped, was he actually questioning me this? I leaned back from the edge.
"What are you saying?"
"Im telling you I love you."
I paused, i didnt breathe, i didnt cry, nothing.
"Not the same way i love you, i...want to be with you yomato. I wanna wake up every morning by your side in your arms, i wanna make love to you, i want you to make love to me. Its wrong, i cant be with you."
I felt a pair of strong arms wrap their ways around me, my heart stopped as I struggled to be thrown from the edge into the streets below. Matt pulled me from the edge and onto the roof holding me tightly.
"Dont leave me Takeru."
Was he crying...for me? I looked down at his tear filled eyes, they ran down his cheeks in streams. Why was matt crying for me? Does he really mean what he says? He leaned in close to me as I pulled my head back.
"I thought you wanted this?" He cried.
"I do, but I dont want you preasured into kissing your own brother Yamato, i do realize its wrong."
"Will you stop." He pleaded. "I want to be with you too, dont you get it Takeru. Ive wanted you the same way you want me now, Your my brother Takeru, I want to love you, I always have. I just didnt want to hurt you or drive you away so I kept my feelings locked up tight...." There was a strong pause between us as I chocked my tears back, or tried to. "PLease be with me Takeru...forever."
"Oh matt." I threw my arms around him as our lips met, we cried in eachothers arms as the wind blew against us, out tears frozen to our faces, we didnt stop, we kissed like I had never kissed anyone before. Passion was behind each little murmur as our lips were sealed together tightly, and for that moment, I felt bliss.
I stood at the edge of the platform and gazed down at the streets below, lights flashed from cars and buses, people going places and me, I was all alone. Everyone beneathe me was laughing, joking around, hanging out with there firends, but not me, I was alone. The air was chilly that night as the last sakura petals floated softly around me, the last of the season. I pulled my Jacket tighter up around my neck as the chilly wind blew against my creamy exposed chest. I really didnt want to be alone, but here I stood, above the world and not one single mortal noticed me at all. I felt bad only leaving a note to my brother, but how could I tell him to his face that I was going to die? I honestly didnt want to leave him behind, and I knew by doing this i would be protecting him from me, i was in love with him. Incest everyone would call it. or in plane terms its wrong, he was my blood, i cant be with him. A tear slid down my frozen cheek as I leaned a little further to the edge of the building. The wind rushed through my hair as i almost lost my balance.
"So this is goodbye?"
I turned to face Matt behind me, I didnt want to see him. I didnt want his eyes to see me and what I was about to do. I froze in a panic and leaned closer to the edge.
"Yomato, i have to...now you know how I feel."
Matt held the paper out in front of him. "So I do." His voice was full of no emotion, just bland and straight forward.
"I love you Matt, i have to save you from me. we cant be together bro." I cried softly.
"Why not."
My heart stopped, was he actually questioning me this? I leaned back from the edge.
"What are you saying?"
"Im telling you I love you."
I paused, i didnt breathe, i didnt cry, nothing.
"Not the same way i love you, i...want to be with you yomato. I wanna wake up every morning by your side in your arms, i wanna make love to you, i want you to make love to me. Its wrong, i cant be with you."
I felt a pair of strong arms wrap their ways around me, my heart stopped as I struggled to be thrown from the edge into the streets below. Matt pulled me from the edge and onto the roof holding me tightly.
"Dont leave me Takeru."
Was he crying...for me? I looked down at his tear filled eyes, they ran down his cheeks in streams. Why was matt crying for me? Does he really mean what he says? He leaned in close to me as I pulled my head back.
"I thought you wanted this?" He cried.
"I do, but I dont want you preasured into kissing your own brother Yamato, i do realize its wrong."
"Will you stop." He pleaded. "I want to be with you too, dont you get it Takeru. Ive wanted you the same way you want me now, Your my brother Takeru, I want to love you, I always have. I just didnt want to hurt you or drive you away so I kept my feelings locked up tight...." There was a strong pause between us as I chocked my tears back, or tried to. "PLease be with me Takeru...forever."
"Oh matt." I threw my arms around him as our lips met, we cried in eachothers arms as the wind blew against us, out tears frozen to our faces, we didnt stop, we kissed like I had never kissed anyone before. Passion was behind each little murmur as our lips were sealed together tightly, and for that moment, I felt bliss.