A/N: OK this is my second fic posted and it is also my second song fic. I swear I am working on an actually story. This song fic isn't that good but I needed to write something and post it. It is to Britney Spears' Dear Diary. Even if you don't like her PLEASE read and review anyway. Constructive Critisicm is welcome. And even flames if you have too. Sorry if I messed up on spelling and stuff my spell check is really messed up for some reason.
Disclaimer: Lily and James and all the other characters mentioned in the Harry Potter books belong to J.K. Carly and Lindsay belong to themselves and Dear Diary belongs to Britney Spears and whoever else…
Dear Diary today I saw a boy. I wonder if he noticed me. He took my breath away.
Lily was sitting in the common room talking to her best friends Lindsay and Carly when suddenly James Potter walked passed deep in conversation with Remus Lupin.
"And then I told him to go away… do you think I did the right thing?.. Lily?,.. LILY?"
"Huh? What?" Lily asked not paying attention at all. Just staring at James.
Dear Diary, I can't get him off my mind. And it scares me cause I've never felt this way.
For the rest of the day Lily was off in a trance day dreaming about James. About his sexy smile, the way he carried himself, his perfect smile. She had never felt like this before. It had been love at first sight. And Lily didn't know what to do.
Noone in this world knows me better than you do. So Diary I'll confide in you.
Lily needed to tell someone but she didn't know who. Finally she decided to write all about James in her diary. She could get all her feelings out and no body else would really know. Plus the diary already knew all her other secrets why not this one too.
Dear Diary today I saw that boy. As he walked by I thought he smiled at me.
The next day at breakfast in the Great Hall James and his 3 best friends Sirius, Remus and Peter sat down across from Lily and her friends. The whole of breakfast she staredat James, not realizing what she was eating or doing.. Suddenly James looked up and caught Lily staring. Lily blushed and looked away. But before she did she thought that she saw him smile a little.
And I wonder… does he know what's in my heart? I tried to smile but I could hardly believe.
The rest of the breakfast Lily was talking inwardly to herself… trying to convince herself to smile. But did he even smile at me? What if he thinks I am an idiot? She wondered. All that day James kept glancing at her quickly and looking away. Lily didn't know what to think. She didn't think that James could actually know that she liked him…
Should I tell him how I feel? Or would that scare him away? Diary tell me what to do. Please tell me what to say.
For nearly a week Lily was debating with herself. She half wanted to tell him that she was in love with him. But she was also too scared. She didn't know what to do. What if she told him and he never talked to her again? She needed someone to help her figure things out. It was time to tell Carly and Lindsay. She already knew about Lindsay's crush on Sirius and Carly's on the 3rd year Gryffindor Jack.
Dear Diary one touch of his hand. Now I can't wait to see that boy again.
Lately Lily was spending more and more time with James. She still hadn't told him she loved him but she wasn't all tongue tied when she talked to him either. For awhile she was beginning to wonder if maybe they were just going to be friends. If maybe that was all she wanted. Then one day in History of magic she dropped her quill on the floor. She bent down to pick it up at the same time as James. His hand brushed hers and she felt a flood of excitement through her. Then she looked into his eyes and she knew she was still in love.
He smiled. And I thought my heart could fly. Diary do you think we will be more than friends? I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends.
They had butter beer in Hogsmeade one day and for a lot of the time he sat there and smiled across the table at her. Lily felt like she was floating. She was ecstatic. She had a good feeling that maybe some day he would love her…
