By Lady Crysiana and Yasha-hime
Author's Notes:
For those who
don't know any Japanese beyond honorifics, greetings, and sibling terms, the
following Japanese dialogue can be found in this fic:
"Sou
ka," "Sou da na"- "Is that so." Contentless phrases.
"maso"
- Japanese-shortened form of "masochistic."
"Ecchi!"
- "Pervert!"
"Loki-sama
hidoi!", "Heimdall wa hidoi!" - "Loki-sama, you're mean!"
"Heimdall's mean!"
Please forgive any
errors in characterization, as this is a first attempt for both of us at MaLoRa
ficdom. ...oh, yeah, it's sort of based on the anime, but slightly AU, and set
after episode 12.
-
Y.
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The three Norns were seated around Heimdall's living
room table, staring into a cup of tea and giggling. Granted, in Verdandi's
case and marginally in Urd's case, it was creepy semi-psychotic giggling, but
it was giggling nonetheless. And what the Norns were doing in Heimdall's living
room instead of on their own veranda was entirely open to question.
Heimdall, who had been watching this procedure for
the better part of an hour, finally walked over. "What is so funny?"
Skuld looked up and smiled. Being smiled upon by
fate was, in the mortal world, something to be devoutly courted.
Gods, however, knew better.
Happily, Skuld's smile was more or less benign. "We've
been watching some of Loki-sama's past here on earth," she explained.
"We thought it might help us defeat him."
"And then we saw this," Verdandi broke in,
poking her finger at the cup and giggling again.
"It's too bad we have to kill him," Urd
sighed. "I'm sure we could get Loki-sama to do almost anything
with this."
Heimdall leaned over to look into the cup. "This?"
Skuld giggled hysterically and tapped the edge of
the teacup. The scene replayed itself again--a scene of a Heimdall with a red
jewel on his chest, attempting to feed Loki.
Heimdall sputtered incoherently as he watched the
scene. "That's...that's..."
He watched more closely as the scene replayed. "...that's
interesting." He started to smile. It wasn't a particularly nice smile,
either.
The Norns blinked at each other. One could, of course,
easily tell the future, being a goddess of fate and all. Reading minds, especially
the minds of another god, was a much more difficult task.
Heimdall walked towards, the door, humming a cheerful
tune. "If you're here when Freyr gets back, tell Gullinbrusti that I'll
be back within a week."
"...but..." While it wasn't that difficult,
telling the future did require both preparation and being in the general vicinity
of the World-Tree, and in Verdandi's case, two calculators and a slide-rule.
Thus, the Norns exchanged a confused look and hastily vacated Midgard.
Heimdall was humming again as he finished up making
breakfast the next morning. In Loki's kitchen.
"....." Yamino said as he entered said kitchen
"....." he repeated, when once didn't seem
like quite enough. "...a...ano..."
Heimdall sparkled at Yamino. "Good morning,
Yamino-kun!"
Yamino shivered in fear and bolted up to his father's
room, where he tossed open the curtains and shook Loki-sama sharply.
"...nnn," Loki protested. "...breakfast
ready so soon?"
"Ah...eto...er...Loki-sama," Yamino gulped.
"Loki-sama, you really ought to come see this for yourself.
After six or eight minutes during which time Yamino's
tone and words sought their way blindly through the fog of sleep into Loki's
brain, Loki finally processed this unusual waking call and sat up, rubbing his
eyes. "Mmm?" he prompted.
"...it's...downstairs..." Yamino choked
on his wibblies.
Loki obligingly slipped out of bed, stuffed his feet
into his slippers (one was a brand-new pink bunny; the other was a mint green
teddy bear. Loki had been most put out when Fenrir had chewed up the other,
necessitating the substitute of the pink bunny. Loki occasionally resisted
change violently), and ambled down to the dining room.
Heimdall had set the table with what looked like both
new and beautiful settings, and was practically glowing when he saw Loki coming
into the room. "Ohayo, Loki-sama."
That woke Loki up as well as a dash of cold water
in the face. "...buh...wha...Heimdall...the heck?"
Heimdall bowed to Loki. "I made you breakfast,
Loki-sama."
Loki shuddered violently. "...ah...I...I don't
think I'm hungry," he said faintly.
Heimdall looked crestfallen and sniffled. "My
food isn't good enough for Loki-sama?"
"......" Loki replied as thoughts of poison
flashed through his head. Not all, or even most, of these thoughts had to do
with what Heimdall had prepared. Heimdall looked to be on the brink of tears
and hid his face in his (pink) apron.
A sudden thought occurred to Loki, and he grasped
it like a lifeline to avoid falling unnecessarily for that look. "...er...Heimdall?
Did you happen to see, oh, say, Verdandi or Urd recently?"
Heimdall blinked at Loki over his apron. "...un.
I saw the Norns yesterday. They came to visit me." It was, Heimdall thought,
not unfair to say this. Since it was very true.
"...oh, god, you poor, poor thing..." Loki
muttered.
"Why, Loki-sama?" asked Heimdall blankly.
"....please," Loki said, wincing visibly.
"...don't call me 'sama'." Under his breath, he added, "it just
sounds wrong, coming from you." Loki did not agree with mornings
all that well, and thus forgot entirely about Heimdall's superb hearing.
Heimdall was instantly clinging onto Loki's arm, his
eyes filled with tears again. "Why would it sound wrong for me to call
you Loki-sama, Loki-sama?"
"...geh..." Loki squeaked as a shudder started
at his pastel-animal-shod feet and ran up his body to exit via the top of his
hair.
Heimdall eyed Loki with concern. "You must be
cold, Loki-sama! I'll go get your clothes!" Heimdall was off up the stairs
before anyone could stop him.
Loki seriously considered sitting down on the floor
and crying. He then seriously considered running screaming into the streets
and hoping to be hit by a car. The option that he spent the most time considering,
however, was going ape-shit on the Norns.
He regretfully set that notion aside, however, as
he doubted he'd be able to catch them, and they did, after all, live
outside of Midgard.
Heimdall returned with Loki's clothes. ...and proceeded
to strip and dress Loki. Loki screamed hysterically. He couldn't help it.
Especially since he was sure that Heimdall would do something to his bear slipper.
Heimdall picked up Loki's sleep clothes and wandered
back upstairs, only allowing himself a smirk of triumph when he was sure neither
Fenrir nor Ecchan was around.
As he had already screamed if not run out into the
streets, the badly-traumatized Loki sat down on the floor in the dining room
and cried like a baby, while Yamino hovered anxiously and tried to comfort him.
Heimdall wished that he could, in fact, do something
to the slipper, but that would blow his cover and his current actions were much
more suited to upsetting Loki. He headed back downstairs and put on a concerned
look again. "...Loki-sama?"
Loki cried harder.
Heimdall hesitated, then knelt next to Loki. "...if
Loki-sama wants me to call him something else..."
Loki considered throwing a full-fledged temper tantrum
the likes of which hadn't been seen outside of Asgard. Then he took a second
look at Heimdall, considered the whimsy of fate, and couldn't bring himself
to do it. It would, of course, had been different if Heimdall was doing this
on his own...
Heimdall was, surprisingly, eyeing Loki with genuine
concern. Not that it wasn't amusing to see Loki like this, but Loki was not
one to cry. Loki muttered a short but fervent vow to find out which one of
the Norns had cast this spell on Heimdall and rip out her spleen. Then he dried
his eyes on his sleeve, got up, and resolutely sat at the place Heimdall had
set for him.
"I don't think it's poisoned, Loki-sama,"
Yamino hissed in his ear.
Loki poked the meal with his chopsticks, swallowed
thickly (the crying, and all), and began to eat reluctantly. Reluctance faded
gradually as he discovered that Heimdall was actually a decent cook.
"Do you like it, Loki...uh...Loki?" asked
Heimdall, looking anxious.
"It's actually...kind of tasty," Loki said,
sounding vaguely astonished.
Heimdall sparkled at Loki. "I'm glad you like
it. I worked hard on it."
Loki was disturbed by the sparkling, and his answering
smile was forced. Heimdall did not outwardly seem to notice that the smile
was forced. Inwardly, he thought Unkind thoughts at the idea that Loki would
dare criticize his cooking.
"A-Ano...Heimdall, I have some business to take
care of today. Why don't you stay here with Yamino-kun?"
"Eh....but, Loki-sama--!!" Yamino protested
in a soft hiss.
Loki turned to smile at Yamino. "I'm sure you
could use a hand today," he said forcefully.
"...ha-ha-hai...Loki-sama..." Yamino fought
against bursting into tears, himself.
"...but...I want to stay with Loki," Heimdall
protested weakly.
"I really...really...can't take you with me,"
Loki said firmly.
Heimdall looked vaugely sulky. "I..."
"Loki-kuuuuuuuuun! Yamino-kuuuuuuun! Ohayooooooo!"
caroled Mayura as she burst in. "...Higashiyama-kun?"
"Oh, good, Mayura, you can help Yamino-kun with
the spring cleaning, too!" Loki chirped.
"...spring cleaning?" Yamino blinked. He
hadn't known he was doing spring cleaning today...
"...where will you be, Loki-kun?" asked
Mayura.
"I have some business I have to take care of--and
no, it's nothing mysterious, just boring," Loki added hastily.
Heimdall was eyeing Mayura with the deepest annoyance.
The word "rival" was practically imprinted on the air above her head.
He even had his normal, vaguely psychotic look.
Mayura did not notice this. "There's always
a mysterious mystery around Loki-kun!"
Yamino gulped and took several steps away from Heimdall.
"No. No, there is not," Loki repeated firmly.
"I am going, if you must know, to the bank, where I will undoubtedly
waste most of the day gradually working my way through clerks and middle management
until I can see the president of the company to explain, yet again, that I do
not in fact need to sign over power of attorney of my accounts."
Heimdall shifted slightly towards Mayura. Somehow,
this was an extremely aggressive and unfriendly act. Heimdall did not, however,
notice that he really did consider Mayura a rival.
"...H--Kazumi-kun," Loki said in a tone
that was, amazingly, both mild and sharp at the same time. "You're really
too young to molest Mayura, you know."
Heimdall's attention shifted back to Loki. With a
visible effort. "Hai, Loki-sama." His sulky tone indicated that
the only reason Mayura did not have a hawk's talons raking at her face was because
Loki seemed to like her.
Loki paused a moment, wondering if it would really
be safe to leave. Of course, he'd be unable to support his youngest son's mail-order
habit if he didn't take care of things at the bank. Again. So there was really
no choice. "Yamino-kun will get you both started on the cleaning, I'm
sure. Please, just stay out of my study and the basement."
Mayura blinked. "Bei-su-me-n-to?"
"Ja," Loki said rather firmly, refusing
to allow himself to be sucked into anymore conversation. The bank, after all,
awaited.
"Mayura-san, maybe you could, um, help me clean
the third floor?" Yamino suggested desperately. "While Hei...Kazumi-san
works on the second floor a bit?"
There were stars in Mayura's eyes. "I've never
been into a basement before!"
Heimdall eyed her once more, then headed off into
the kitchen.
"Of course you must have, Mayura-san," Yamino
despaired. "It's just like an attic, only under the house instead of on
top of it..."
Mayura turned to Yamino, triumphant now. "You're
trying to hide something in the basement, Yamino-kun! It's a mystery."
Heimdall stuck his head out of the kitchen. "It's
not a mystery, it's a dusty room filled with the broken mail order things that
Yamino-kun buys, now shut up and go upstairs so that Loki-sama can come back
to a clean house."
Yamino found himself in the odd position of being
grateful to his father's worst enemy. "Kazumi-kun is correct," he
said apologetically to Mayura.
Mayura blinked after Heimdall for a moment. "So
Kazumi-kun has been in Loki-kun's basement?"
Yamino reflected it would be impolite to say, 'No,
Kazumi-kun is just smarter than you.' However much he sometimes wanted to say
something like that to Mayura. "No," he said. "But he knows
Loki-sama...and me...quite well."
Heimdall was leaning out the door of the kitchen again.
"Quite well. Better than you ever will," he added. Something about
this human and the way she casually hung around Loki-sa...Loki, he firmly
told himself, bothered him.
"...." said Mayura.
Yamino uncharitably wished Nii-san would come up and
bite Heimdall in a sensitive spot. "Please, Mayura-san, I could really
use your help upstairs..."
Mayura nodded slowly and headed upstairs, dragging
Yamino behind her. "Yamino-kun," she said firmly when the reached
the top of the stairs, "I need to ask you something."
"Yes, Mayura-san?"
"How long have Loki-kun and Kazumi-kun been dating?"
"...since this morning, apparently," Yamino
sighed.
"...isn't Kazumi-kun a little immature for Loki-kun?"
Yamino clasped his hands behind his back virtuously
and agreed with Mayura's statement, quite innocently adding that Loki-sama had
always preferred older partners. Mayura sniffed. "I noticed the way he
acted around the girls at the school fair. They could get arrested for that!
Loki-kun is really insensitive sometimes."
"Do you have a crush on Loki-sama, Mayura-san?"
"Eeeeeeeeeh?!"
Yamino smiled. "You seem so upset about Loki-sama's
behavior, I just thought you might like him a little, yourself."
"He's ten, Yamino-kun. Teeeeen." Mayura
crossed her arms and turned her back on Yamino. "Besides, he's completely
not my type. He thinks so much of himself, and he flirts with girls, and he
doesn't take mysteries seriously."
"So what kind of person is your type?" Yamino
asked curiously. It was probably a good way to keep Mayura's mind off of Heimdall,
he told himself virtuously. It wasn't really prying at all. She didn't have
to answer, after all.
Mayura turned around and sparkled mischievously at
Yamino. It didn't match Loki's level, but then, nothing did. "Why do
you want to know, Yamino-kun?"
Yamino rubbed the back of his head and sweat-dropped
slightly. Of course she took it the wrong way--! "Oh, no reason,"
he said hastily. "Only that you seem to hang around with Koutarou-kun
and Freyr-san a lot, too..."
"Well, Koutarou-kun is riiiiich. And Kaitou-san
follows me."
Yamino wryly reflected that Mayura somehow managed
to miss the fact that a house of this size, with yards of equal size, in the
middle of Tokyo, bespoke enormous wealth, too. "So you don't know what
kind of person you might like?"
Mayura looked thoughtful. "Well, he'd have to
be a gentleman, and he doesn't have to be rich, but it would be nice, because
someone has to care for the shrine when Papa dies, and it'll be hard to make
enough money if I'm doing both that and detective work. And he has to have
a good sense of humor, and be good looking, and really care about people, and
listen to me."
"I hope you find someone like that someday, Mayura-san,"
Yamino said sincerely, with a smile. Mayura-san was nice--ditzy, maybe, but
nice--and she deserved to find someone she could be happy with. Maybe Loki-sama
would consent to find someone for Mayura-san when he was able to return to Asgard.
Mayura looked around. "Un...so where should
we start cleaning?" Mayura did her nearly-magical outfit change, somehow
materializing a broom and a dustpan.
Yamino wondered again, as he did whenever Mayura did
that, if Mayura was possibly something more than merely human. As usual, however,
he shook the thought off and lead the way down the hall.
Freyr was walking down the street, wondering dismally
where Heimdall was. The apartment had been empty when he arrived home, without
even a note indicating where Heimdall had gone. He stopped short when he saw
a familiar shock of red hair. "Loki!"
Loki managed to get out of the bank by two in the
afternoon, which he privately felt should be considered a miracle and he should
be praised for it. Convincing the bank president that greed for a supposed
child's money was something that would bite him if he didn't knock it off (literally,
if Loki brought Fenrir along sometime) got harder every time.
He was mentally patting himself on the back when he
heard Freyr call his name. He considered bolting, but Reiya was on a vacation
to an onsen this week, so he could justifiably point out to Freyr he wasn't
trying to do anything to Freya (this week) if Freyr decided to be difficult.
"Konnichi wa, Freyr," he greeted in a neutral tone. He was proud
of that accomplishment, too.
Freyr grabbed Loki's arm and began dragging him down
the street without any explanation.
"Ah--F-Freyr!" Loki squawked. "Hold
on a minute! Where are you taking me?" Loki was, understandably, rather
nervous about this snatch-and-grab thing, considering how many members of the
Norse pantheon wanted him dead.
"We're going shopping," Freyr informed him.
"Heimdall is missing, so you can help."
"Why don't you shop by yourself, then?"
Loki suggested. Not that he struggled. Helping Freyr shop was bound to be
more comfortable than returning to a housewifely Heimdall. Sadly.
Freyr stopped to look at Loki. "Shopping,"
he informed Loki gravely, "Is not something that one does on one's own."
Loki sweat-dropped. "...why not?" he dared
to ask. Asking Freyr questions wasn't usually wise, but Loki felt like tempting
fate.
Or more precisely, like punching fate in the nose.
But fate was currently out of his reach. Fortunately for their sakes.
Freyr sighed. "There are intimate ties that
bind everyone in this world together in fidelity and peace, and therefore to
go out to retrieve necessary items or sustenance alone is an offense to all
gods of fidelity. By the same law, taking another person along on a thieving
mission is wrong."
"I knew I shouldn't have asked," Loki sighed,
rubbing his forehead. Freyr's explanations gave him a headache. Freyr's explanations
gave Odin a headache.
They arrived at an outdoor fruit and vegetable market,
and Freyr was, thankfully for Loki, more focused on buying the food than on
Loki. "Why do you need so many of those?" Loki questioned as Freyr
piled eggplants into the shopping basket. He knew for certain that Heimdall
despised eggplant. Personally, Loki had acquired a bit of a taste for it, since
Yamino cooked it fairly often.
"Heimdall won't eat it when I'm out of the house.
And I can use them to power up Gullinbrusti," Freyr explained.
Loki felt sorry for the pig. "...sou ka. You
don't happen to know where the Norns are, do you?"
Freyr shook his head. "I haven't seen them at
all recently. Though one of the teacups that they use was in the apartment,
so you could ask Heimdall if he's seen them, from a distance."
"Heimdall," Loki said in dire tones, "is
at my house, helping Yamino with the cleaning."
Freyr looked at Loki in the concerned sort of way
most often turned on Freyr himself. "...what?"
"Heimdall arrived to cook me breakfast,"
Loki said in the same tones.
"Which one of the Norns...?"
"I had hoped you knew."
Freyr shook his head. "...he cooked you breakfast
and it wasn't poisoned?"
"It wasn't poisoned. It was even surprisingly
tasty."
"If he cooked you a normal meal, I'm not surprised.
I stole something he cooked for himself once..." Freyr was back into his
own little world, talking about Heimdall, cooking, and Heimdall cooking.
Loki found himself highly disturbed by the thought
of Freyr and Heimdall together--though, he assured himself, the thought of Freyr--or
Heimdall--with anyone was disturbing. Freyr might actually breed.
"But usually he adds pepper, because, well, you
know me and pepper," finished Freyr.
"...I always suspected Heimdall was maso,"
Loki said to himself.
"...no, no, I don't eat pepper because then he
threatens to marry Yamato Nadeshiko."
"That is quite possibly the most disturbing mental
image I have ever considered," Loki said with a shudder.
"He's too short for my beautiful Yamato Nadeshiko."
Freyr was off into the land of pastel sparklies.
"That's all?" Loki blinked. "Too short?
You don't care that he's psychotic, violent, and controlling, not to mention
a stalker?"
"He reminds me of Freya when she's angry,"
admitted Freyr. "He's easy to live with."
"...well. I can understand that, I suppose,"
Loki conceded. "Still. He's definitely not right for Mayura."
"Of course not," scoffed Freyr. "That
honor goes to me!"
Loki considered that. It would, he thought, be a
way to get Mayura out of his hair, before he went bald from pulling on it.
"You know," he said slowly. "If you were just a little less
violent, and a little more willing to believe I don't have designs on your sister,
I might even be persuaded to help you out in your courtship."
Freyr smiled at Loki, but this time it had an edge
to it. "I won't let you have my sister in exchange for Yamato Nadeshiko,
and besides, I can win her on my own, and I will!"
Loki twitched and decided to make it clear once and
for all. "I don't want your sister," he said firmly. "Believe
me, I wouldn't take your sister if Odin ordered me to."
"Deny it all you like. I know the truth."
"If I wanted your sister, I've had ample
opportunities to have her," Loki pointed out. "And I haven't taken
advantage of a single one."
"You're biding your time, for when I've become
less watchful."
Loki wondered if he could get away with kicking Freyr
in the groin in public. Glancing around at the usual crowd of girls, he decided
not. "Freyr," he said in a steely voice, "Your sister is a vicious
harpy, and her voice makes me cringe. I would rather take my own life than
sleep with her."
"You won't convince me with empty words, Loki,"
said Freyr coolly. "Now, we should see if there's anything we can do for
our poor comrade."
"I could always sleep with Mayura and see if
that would convince you," Loki said sweetly, eyes flashing with anger at
Freyr's stubborn idiocy!
Freyr eyed Loki with amusement. "Does it even
work?"
"That's a rather personal question," Loki
sniffed. "Though I needn't ask the same of you--how many Viagra samples
did you try last week, with no effect?"
Freyr started counting on his fingers. "Give
me a moment..."
Loki waved a hand dismissively. "I don't know
why you keep chasing Mayura. You wouldn't know what to do with her if you caught
her, anyway."
"Treasure her above everything else," replied
Freyr, as if it were obvious. "She's precious."
"Tsk. Freyr, for a fertility god, you have a
sad lack of understanding about what women want."
"What do you think she wants?" asked
Freyr.
"Mayura," Loki said with relish, "is
a woman with strong passions. She needs someone who can meet her passions and
fulfill them."
"She needs," said Freyr, "Someone
who will be there for her and support her. Someone who won't disappear when
he gets bored."
Loki gave Freyr a look of superior amusement. "A
woman like Mayura would never stay with a man who couldn't give her a good time,
too."
"She would look for reliability first."
Freyr was twitching madly. "Not someone who smiles and leaves a
trail of broken hearts everywhere he goes because he thinks it's fun."
"No? But Mayura likes having fun, too."
Freyr stopped to glare at Loki. He was very obviously
on the edge of using physical violence. "If you do what you did to my
sister to my Yamato Nadeshiko, I will not just kill you."
"Too late," Loki said truthfully--since
he had done exactly nothing to Freya (except totally miss that she had a crush
on him, which wasn't that great a sin, in his opinion), he could quite
truthfully say he'd done exactly the same to Mayura. Except for the crush part.
He hoped...as he prudently ran off as fast as he could go.
Heimdall was waiting for Loki at the door. Loki screeched
to a halt, looked around to be sure Freyr wasn't still after him, and then remained
a good eight feet away from Heimdall.
Heimdall beamed at Loki. "Welcome back, Loki-sama."
"...tadaima," Loki said belatedly.
"That...Mayura...person tried to go into the
basement," Heimdall informed Loki.
Loki shrugged. "That sounds like Mayura,"
he said resignedly.
"We cleaned everywhere except your study and
the basement," Heimdall went on. "I refolded your clothes, because
Yamino doesn't fold them correctly, and I went out and found another bear slipper
to match your first one."
"What did you do with my bunny?" Loki demanded
suspiciously.
"It's in your room, with its mate."
"...that's all right, then."
Heimdall blinked at Loki. "I would never mistreat
Loki-sama's things."
Loki murmured something about Fenrir saying the same
thing and walked past Heimdall into the house. Heimdall patted Loki's ass as
he walked by. "You have dirt, Loki-sama," he said, sounding perfectly
serious and innocent.
Yamino walked down the stairs, Mayura a step or two
behind him, just in time to see Loki's eyes bulge out of his face in an expression
of shock, indignation, and vague horror.
Heimdall blinked. "Loki-sama?"
"Loki-kun?" said Mayura questioningly.
Loki couldn't choke anything out at all for a long
moment. Finally, however, he managed to get his voice under control enough
to choke out, "Ta...dai...ma..."
"Okaeri nasai," replied Mayura, smiling.
"How did your errand go? Did anything mysterious happen?"
Loki recovered more of his composure as he recalled
the fun of taunting Freyr. "My errand went well, and I suppose you could
call the workings of Freyr's mind mysterious."
"You met up with Kaitou-san?" asked Mayura.
She turned to Yamino. "Kaitou-san's the kind of person I meant, but he
was a thief..."
"He demanded I help him go shopping," Loki
explained.
"Freyr-san is the kind of person you'd like to
date?" Yamino blinked. That hurt his brain. That hurt his brain a lot,
to be honest.
"Un!" said Mayura brightly. "He's
a gentleman, he has money," at which point Heimdall muttered something
unrepeatable, "He's handsome, he cares for others, he has a good sense
of humor, and he listens to me."
Loki made repeated choking noises.
"And he's not ten and interested in girls out
of his league," added Mayura, pointedly, to Yamino.
Heimdall brightened at that. Most of his mind carefully
did not contemplate why.
Loki's choking turned to indignant sputtering. "Out
of my league??" he sputtered. "There's no such thing!"
"If you're short enough that you can easily look
up her skirt, she's out of your league," Mayura said firmly.
"I only looked up your skirt one!" Loki
retorted sulkily.
Heimdall thought about this. Then patted Loki on
the ass again. "Dirt," he said blandly to Mayura and Yamino.
Loki jumped and whirled to face Heimdall, covering
his ass protectively with his hands. "That was deliberate!" he accused.
Heimdall gave Loki a look of pure fake innocence.
"Of course it was, Loki-sama. There was dirt on your coat."
"Should we leave them alone?" Mayura asked
Yamino.
Yamino had inherited a bit of his father's sense of
humor, which was only to be expected, of course. "I think you're right,
Mayura-san; we should go prepare them a big meal, to help them keep up their
strength. Growing boys, you know."
"Especially if they don't get much sleep at night,"
added Mayura. She turned to Heimdall and Loki. "But you're too young
to be doing that, so don't."
Loki stared at Mayura and Yamino with a look of frank
horror. Mayura took Yamino's arm and pulled him towards the kitchen, beaming
happily.
Yamino happily began discussing an evening menu with
Mayura as they walked.
Heimdall looked at Loki expectantly. Loki took several
steps back. There was a pause. "Did you need anything, Loki-sama?"
"No, no, that's quite all right," Loki said
with a forced smile.
"Did your day go well?" Heimdall asked.
"It went well enough," Loki allowed. "Freyr
is worried about you, by the way."
"Why?" asked Heimdall, honestly surprised.
"I'm with you."
"He didn't know that," Loki pointed out.
A spark of mischief gleamed in his eyes. "Oh, I just remembered--Yamino-kun!"
Loki raised his voice. "Yamino-kun, could you make that fried eggplant
thing I like?"
"Hai, Loki-sama!" Yamino called back. You
could actually hear the sparklies, that was the frightening part.
Heimdall twitched.
"What, don't you like eggplant?" Loki asked,
widening his eyes innocently. "Freyr was buying so many, I could only
assume you like them."
Heimdall smiled a bitter smile. "He buys eggplant
and I buy pepper. We don't eat what the other cooks."
"Well," Loki said, clasping his hands behind
his back (unaware that this pose made him look really girly), "it's
only one dish, after all."
"Sou da na...I made you ice cream. I hope you
don't mind homemade."
Loki brightened for real. "Ice cream? What
flavor?" he demanded.
"Mint Chocolate Chip. I hope you like that..."
Loki's eyes lit up, and he clasped his hands together
in front of him. "Mint chocolate chip??" he squealed, stars in his
eyes. "That's my favorite!" He immediately ran off into the kitchen.
"Loki-sama, you'll spoil your dinner!" Yamino
scolded a moment later.
Heimdall followed Loki into the kitchen to survey
the scene.
Loki had found, with Instant Godly Radar™, the cylindrical
container of half-frozen homemade ice cream. He'd managed to get it open and
scoop at least one spoonful out before having to fight with Yamino for the spoon.
Heimdall walked over and wrapped his arms around Loki's waist. "Now, Loki-sama,
listen to Yamino-kun."
"I don't care about eggplant, I want ice cream!"
Loki wailed.
Heimdall moved his hands lower, seemingly by accident.
"Loki-sama, really."
Mayura was leaning against the counter with the video
camera that Yamino had just received from one of his many catalogues. She was
cheerfully taping the scene.
"And we'll call this, 'First Marital Fight!'"
she chirped.
Loki shrieked when Heimdall's hands 'slipped,' and
let go of the spoon. Yamino squawked and stumbled back, the ice cream on the
spoon being launched into the air to spatter all over Mayura and the camera
lens.
Mayura wailed and nearly dropped the camera. Heimdall
yelped and fell back for no discernable reason, but took Loki with him.
This particular landing wound up grinding Loki's ass
against Heimdall's crotch. This disturbed Loki mightily, and he translocated
instantly across the room to the kitchen door, once again clutching his own
ass protectively. "Ecchi!" he accused shrilly.
Heimdall stared at Loki with a blank look on his face.
This was so mostly because all of his energy was going into not laughing at
the expression on Loki's face and being thankful that he was too young for anything
to have happened. He was not, he reminded himself, attracted to Loki.
This was just a game. Finally, he sniffled and wailed, "Loki-sama hidoooooooi!"
Loki pointed a shaking finger at Heimdall. "Heimdall
wa hidoi!" he countered, and then fled the kitchen.
Heimdall sat on the kitchen floor, staring after Loki
for a long, silent moment. He did not realize that he was crying until Mayura
walked over to him and hugged him. Yamino, noticing that Mayura seemed to have
things well in hand with Heimdall, chased after his father, suppressing a hint
of his own reflexive fear--anything that could scare his father like that was
usually something to worry about.
Mayura had had the dubious honor of propping Heimdall up in a
chair while she saved dinner from burning. As it was, it was edible at least.
Loki kept his eyes firmly on his plate while he ate, saying nothing about the
taste. Yamino hovered worriedly over his father during this process.
Heimdall poked at the food and ate a bite, and that only because
he'd been mildly aware when Mayura was attempting to save dinner and knew the
trouble she'd gone to.
Loki finally set his fork down, but said nothing.
Heimdall was staring down at his hands, which were folded on the
table.
"A-Ano..." Yamino said, trying to think of some topic
of discussion to introduce to the table.
"There was a mysterious mystery in the paper today!" chirped
Mayura.
"Sou ka?" Yamino said eagerly, seizing on anything to
break the silence.
"Un! There's this cat that everyone's saying can talk."
"A cat?" Loki said dubiously, raising his head to eye
Mayura.
"Yeah, and it has a crescent on it's head, they said."
"You've been watching too much shoujo anime again," Loki
scoffed.
"No, really!" said Mayura. "It could be like in
those legends from Europe where the gods turn into animals like horses and things!"
Heimdall made a choked noise that wasn't quite laughter.
Loki sighed and rubbed his temples. "Mayura, don't you have
homework or something?"
"No, but Papa will be angry at you again if I stay too late,"
said Mayura, with a note of regret.
Loki smiled. It was not a particularly nice smile, and it promised
a near-future breaking of Mayura-papa's brain. "Sou da na."
Mayura rose, hugged Heimdall, hugged Loki, hugged Yamino, and left.
Blink, went Heimdall.
Loki blinked. "...what in the world...?"
"She said earlier," Heimdall contributed, "that anyone
who could make each other cry as easily as we could needed hugs, and that Yamino-kun
needed a hug for putting up with it."
"...strange girl," Loki commented.
"Yeah..."
Loki finally actually looked at Heimdall. "I believe this
may actually be the first time we've ever actually agreed on anything,"
he said.
"We agree that Freyr is a nutcase," Heimdall pointed out.
"That's not agreement, that's common knowledge," Loki
retorted.
"So your not-ex-girlfriend being a psychotic bitch doesn't
count either?"
"She's Freyr's sister. It's easily extrapolated."
"Are you going to object to my sleeping with you tonight, and
if so, can we get it over with?"
Loki somehow managed to slip, despite being seated, and landed face
first in his own plate, arms outstretched. "Whaaaaaaaaaat!?"
"I'm going to sleep in Loki-sama's bed," Heimdall explained.
"There are plenty of other rooms to choose from!" Loki
protested, looking up with food bits all over his face.
Yamino, having expected this, picked up a napkin and politely wiped
Loki's face clean for him.
"Of course there are," said Heimdall placidly.
"So choose one of those, if you're going to insist on worrying
Freyr and staying here."
"I don't think I could sleep without knowing that Loki-sama
is safe beside me."
Loki paused a moment to consider the irony of that statement coming
out of Heimdall's mouth. Heimdall took that silence to be acquiescence. "I'm
going to bed early, then. Good night."
"...ah...buh...wait...aaaah!" Loki flopped back in his
seat. "I give up."
Heimdall rose and headed off to bed. This also included stealing
a pair of Loki's pajamas.
Loki regarded this sourly a couple of hours later when he finally
decided to go to bed himself--mainly from the aspect that Heimdall had taken
his last pair of clean pajamas. Loki muttered dire threats in the vague direction
of the Norns as he stripped down to his underwear (a sleeveless undershirt and
a pair of boxers with "I 3 Me" all over them) and got into bed
as far away from Heimdall as he could manage.
Heimdall woke up slightly and moved over to cuddle Loki. Loki forced
himself not to shudder and just made sure to keep his back to Heimdall. This
was not, he reminded himself, Heimdall's fault.
Heimdall nuzzled the back of Loki's neck.
"...geh..." Loki squeaked.
Heimdall, upon further consideration, kissed the back of Loki's
neck.
"Heimdall, what are you doing??" Loki demanded
shrilly.
"Kissing the back of your neck."
"Why!?"
"Because I want to."
"I don't want you to!" Loki protested.
"Why not?"
"It's wrong," Loki said helplessly. Wasn't it?
"...since when have you had issues with doing other
men?"
"Since I'm trapped in the body of a ten-year-old boy!"
Loki snapped.
"I wasn't proposing to have sex," said Heimdall mildly.
"Since I don't think either of us are capable."
Loki tried very hard not to think of the implication that Heimdall
would, in fact, be propositioning him if they were not children.
Tried, and failed. Even the Norns couldn't force Heimdall to do
this against his own will, Loki reflected.
Heimdall kissed Loki's neck again.
"Why are you doing this, Heimdall?" Loki asked softly.
"Truthfully?"
There was a long pause, then Heimdall pulled away from Loki and
pulled his knees up to his chest. "I thought it would make me happy to
see you miserable. It is funny, by the way, to see you off-balance,
and your keeper will back me up on that, if not to your face. But...I'm lonely.
And I'm unhappy. And when it comes down to it, it's Odin's fault that any of
us are here and that we've all gone through what we have, Freya's insanity excepted,
and that wasn't really your fault to begin with. I'm tired of living for your
unhappiness. I'm tired of being jealous of you because you're beautiful and
wonderful and because even I can't help loving you. I just...I watch you, and
you've managed to be fairly happy with what you have here, even in unfair
exile, and I look at myself, and I have nothing. I want to be loved. I want
to be happy. I want one of my major worries to be my bunny slippers. I just...I'd
like to be you, I'd like to be with you, I'd at least like to be around you.
Because I like you better than I like myself all the time, which isn't saying
much, sometimes."
Loki got up and walked over to stare out the window. "You
wouldn't want to be me," he said after a long silence.
"Why? Because you're lonelier than I am?"
"Your only task has been to guard," Loki said, folding
his arms across his chest. "Even if it's lonely. You haven't been beaten
on, laughed at, made fun of, whored out, and finally exiled for an unknown reason."
"That's true," said Heimdall softly. "...I'm fairly
sure I know the reason, though."
"You know more than I do, then," Loki said quietly.
"Odin's afraid of you," murmured Heimdall. "He knows
the legends. ...I don't think it occurred to him that punishing you for no
reason at all was more likely to start Ragnarok than to stop it. But he's doing
everything to protect himself, no matter what the cost to the rest of us."
"For someone who's reputedly all-wise, Odin can be an utter
idiot," Loki pronounced bitterly.
Heimdall sighed. "Well, if by some miracle, I get my place
back, I'll let you in."
Loki turned away from the window and walked over to the bed, standing
over Heimdall there. Heimdall blinked at Loki.
Loki cupped Heimdall's right cheek in his left palm and ran his
hand up under Heimdall's hair, caressing the scar there with his thumb, very
gently. "I'm sorry."
Heimdall sighed. "It hurts." He gave a bitter laugh.
"My right eye hurts. I have no idea where it is, and I can't see out of
it, but it can still hurt me."
Loki sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped his other arm around
Heimdall's shoulders, drawing the Guardian to lean against him and rest his
head on Loki's shoulder. "I didn't want to take it. I didn't understand--I
still don't understand--why Odin wanted it. But..." Loki made a pained
sound that was supposed to be a laugh. "Odin told me I'd be exiled if
I didn't obey, so I obeyed."
Heimdall slowly wrapped his arms around Loki. "Odin went on
for a good hour telling me how grateful I should be that I was getting this
chance for revenge on the person who'd done me such a great wrong. Even when...even
when I wasn't sure whether I wanted to kill you or forgive you. ...and now,
of course, since I failed, I've 'taken my proper place in exile.'"
Loki let out a small huff of laughter abruptly.
"...do you know what the worst thing about you is?"
"Hm?" Loki said quizzically.
"You're charming. You can charm anyone by just being you.
Even when you're an ass, with the exception of a very few people, it's impossible
to stay mad at you."
"Sou ka? Your dear father seems to disagree." Loki sighed.
"And it never did me any good in Jotunheim, either."
"Your charm is why Odin doesn't trust you," said Heimdall
dryly. "And why the other giants don't trust you, for that matter."
"That wasn't my problem in Jotunheim," Loki protested.
"What was your problem there?"
"Giants," Loki said dryly, "never think to look down."
Heimdall unsuccessfully tried to turn a laugh into a cough.
"They also have a disgusting habit of tossing children they
consider defective into the stew pot," Loki continued more seriously.
"At least in Asgard, I wasn't usually in danger of my life...until recently."
"Yes, well," said Heimdall dryly, "If it's any comfort,
which it may not be, without me there, all of Asgard is in danger of
their lives."
Loki's eyes flared violet for just a moment. "Oh, it is,"
he said with malicious cheer.
Heimdall somehow managed to emote edging away without edging away.
Loki's arms tightened a bit. "But then, you're safe here in
Midgard, aren't you, Heimu-chan?" he said with more innocent cheer.
"As long as I don't get in the way of the Norns, yes,"
replied Heimdall.
"By the way," Loki recalled, "just what gave you
the idea to play housewife?"
"The Norns did visit. And they were watching some point
in the past in their tea while sitting in my living room, which happened to
be your facing something that looked like me but had a red jewel on its chest."
Heimdall paused. "I don't know whether they intended this to happen, though
I doubt it."
Loki twitched. "I remember that time," he said darkly.
"I decided to see if I could make you twitch," said Heimdall
absently, running his hands a little farther south than would be considered
polite.
"Heimdall," Loki said with exaggerated patience. "That's
disturbing."
"I should be bothered that I have a ten-year-old body and still
want to screw you into the mattress," said Heimdall matter-of-factly.
He did, however, move his hands.
Loki very carefully and very firmly moved Heimdall's hands away
from any dangerous areas. "I, personally, am bothered by it."
"And yet you still have fun making a practice of making all
females within viewing distance of you melt, no matter what their age."
"They do it whether I try or not," Loki pointed out.
"I might as well enjoy it. As long as they keep their hands to themselves."
Loki shuddered dramatically. "Do you know how truly and utterly disturbing
it is to have a grown woman shove her breasts in your face when she has to get
down on her knees to do so? And even worse when it's Freya?"
"Thankfully, no," snickered Heimdall. "And,"
he added, "you've at least had your normal form back since you've been
here. I haven't."
"It's worse" Loki sighed. "It happens whenever
I almost get used to this body."
"...we should try to sleep," said Heimdall belatedly.
"Mm," Loki agreed, tilting his head back against the wall
above the headboard.
Heimdall lay next to Loki and sighed. "Goodnight."
Loki slid down to rest his head on Heimdall's shoulder and went
to sleep. Heimdall closed his eye and went to sleep as well.