Disclaimer: Now do you really think if I owned the greatest anime of all time I'd be sitting at my computer writing fan fiction? Sheesh...NO! I'd be continuing the awesome series for all the awesome fans out there!! So..um..if you're too stupid to catch on to what I just typed...I don't own FLCL (Fooly Cooly, Furi Kuri) so just...don't sue me.

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Ah, finally, an FLCL fic! I've wanted to write one for about two weeks and I finally got around to doing it! Yayyyyy! It's not that long but I hope you all like it! I'm not sure if it's a one-shot or not. That's up to you! It's written in Haruko's point of view. I hope you like it!

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Love's Mistakes

Chapter One: Haruko

It had been three years since that day...the day the only person I had ever cared for told me they loved me.

And I left.

Just like that.

For someone with an empty head you'd wonder how I can remember the day I had left him. I never even told him I felt the same way. I had wanted that power, I had wanted Atomsk. And it was all his fault I didn't get it. So I left, looking for my power like the greedy bitch I was, and still am.

But I was never angry at Naota for doing it...losing what I had searched desperately for. I had never meant to let my emotions get the best of me. I didn't even know I had emotions until Naota. I had, and still have, an empty head, after all.

I missed him while I had been in pursuit of Atomsk. A lot. I had thought a lot more once I got out and left that planet...left him. I used him. To get what I wanted. Yet he told me he loved me. And I had cared for him, not just because he had what I wanted and was looking for, but I really cared about Naota. I cherished all those moments I had with him. Even though I was being silly and making him mad, I wanted to grab him and tell him I wanted him to be with me forever, whether I got my power, whether I had found Atomsk, or not; whether he was human, and I wasn't, I didn't care, I wanted him with me. But I couldn't and didn't let my newfound emotions get in the way.

I wish I could take it back, leaving him like that. Young and in love, in other words...vulnerable. I knew he'd be alright, though. It was just the way he was, it was just him. He'd be fine without me...but would I be fine without him?

No.

I wasn't fine and still aren't. I still think about him, obviously. But I also miss him with all my heart, if I even have one, and long for him to be here with me.

I often wonder if Naota still thinks about me. No doubt he remembers. All the shit I put him through. I just came in one day and turned up his completely upside-down by smashing him in the head with my guitar. How could anyone forget that? Not to mention robots coming out of your head and whatnot...but...

Oh, Ta-Kun, how I wish you knew how I feel. How I wish I hadn't left you. I wish I hadn't been so selfish. I wish I would've followed my heart. I wish I could change everything so I could be with you...but I can't.

So, here I am, three years later, powerless. I've given up on my search for Atomsk. Only partly because he was so hard to find from then on, but mostly because of Naota. My heartache has become almost unbearable. I had thought it would go away after awhile...but that was two and a half years ago, and here I am, in the same, if not, worse condition. I have nothing now. I'm all alone. I have no one...I have to do something.

I have to go back.

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Ah, there it is! ::sighs with relief:: I'm so glad that's outta my system! Well, more importantly, I hope you all liked it! And the big question, continue, or no? Ah, you tell me. I am open to all and any suggestions...and especially REVIEWS!! So if you'd please click that little button at the bottom-left of the screen and review my fic, I'd really appreciate it! Thankies!

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