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Heart on Fire
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By Rainy Mysteria ([email protected])
**Note: The characters in this fanfic is based on Koei's Dynasty Warriors 4. I wrote this fic just out of interest after reading a yaoi fiction. The story includes many characters from the game and promise you there will be dramatic plots and twists in the story. The only character that was made up in this fiction is Pei Lin, which is named after a girl that I know in real life, she is my friend but I don't really like her. Though the character she plays here suits her. Hehe. I hope you enjoy this fic and please submit your reviews, so that I know at least how many people are reading this and any comments are appreciated. You are warned that this is yaoi (male/male relationship) though and there is no reason for you to flame me for that.
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It begins with a mission to win over Lu Bu's forces, and Wu forces were successful. However, Sun Ce is not happy...
Chapter One - Wishful thinking
'Another winter, another successful mission but I was beaten by Lu Bu.' Sun Ce thought sadly as he lay down on his bed.
The only time he'd let himself acknowledge his disappointment was when he was alone, when he didn't have to keep up his act, keep wearing his plastered on smirk. He sighed. Why couldn't he have followed orders? Oh, that's right, he was Sun Ce the renegade, Sun Ce the rebel.
"Sun Ce the asshole" he said to himself quietly as he turned over, bunching the silk blanket up around his clenched fists.
He had applauded the people who had made his father proud, those who brought success in today's mission and deep down he knew they deserved it, even though he tried to think he was better than they were. He sighed again, wondering when things had gone wrong for him. He'd built a barrier around himself and he knew he couldn't tear it down alone. His thoughts drifted back to those people.
Zhou Yu. He admired Zhou Yu despite their long time friendship and sometimes being compared with each other in battles, he was everything Sun Ce wasn't. He followed orders, he was disciplined and above all he was praised. Sun Ce only got put down; by his brother, Sun Quan on occasions. He didn't hate Zhou Yu, he knew that, but he couldn't stand the fact that he was just as good as Zhou Yu on the battlefield.
Then there was his sister, Sun Shang Xiang. He didn't know how someone who seemed like such an airhead could fight like her. She was always happy. He scorned himself for thinking about her like that, afterall Sun Shang Xiang is his sister.
There were others like Lu Xun, Lu Meng and many more but they didn't shine in today's battle.
Last but not least there was Gan Ning. His heart lifted a little and he smiled faintly as he thought of the shorter spiky haired guy, always in motion, bouncing on his heels and slashing his sword in the air as he went through his moves. He could still remember Gan Ning's look of joy as the Wu's leader, Sun Jian announced his name and praised him, a huge grin fixed to his face. His smile grew a little bigger after thinking about how happy he was. He may have picked on Gan Ning for as long as he could remember but he knew how he felt about the former pirate. He was infatuated with him; he'd felt this way ever since Gan Ning had joined Wu forces at an early age with Sun Quan's recommendation. Afterall, Sun Quan was an intelligent person and already showed his talent on picking the right people at an early age. The time Sun Ce knew for definite was when he was sixteen. Gan Ning had stood up for Sun Ce, despite the names he'd called him, despite the countless times he'd put him down, even after the fights they'd got into. Gan Ning had still stood up for him. He couldn't believe it. His feeling of happiness after thinking about Gan Ning soon disappeared when he suddenly gave himself a reality check.
'Quit dreaming Sun Ce, why would he like you anyway? After all you've done. You always picked on him, plus you know he's not the type who like men. He went out with that girl Pei Lin after all...'
He had never admitted to anyone that he was gay, not even Zhou Yu, Sun Quan or Sun Shang Xiang, the only people he is closed to. The only people who knew were the nameless people he had picked up in local drink joint and slept with, gaining a little comfort from such acts. He'd shared his body with no one from Wu forces, since gay relationships were frowned upon and there was an unspoken rule about such issues.
He sighed again, a long sad exhale which summed up his innermost feelings of turmoil. The only reason he picked on Gan Ning was to stop him from being rejected. If Gan Ning didn't know that he liked him he wouldn't have the chance to turn him down. It was a stupid notion but it worked. Gan Ning didn't have a clue about his feelings.
As he slipped out of his thoughts he heard the music coming from the main hall.
'It's the celebration party' he thought sadly as he stood up and looked down from his window.
The people looked small, but he could see beautiful girls dancing and men drinking wines. He closed his eyes, trying to block out the loneliness. Everyone was invited to the party; those who were not involved in today's mission could come along too. Sun Quan and Sun Shang Xiang had asked him to go along with them but he'd told them to go and have fun. Now though, he felt like taking a walk, maybe he'd go and see his brother and sister and have a few drinks. Anything but stay here and be alone with his thoughts. He pulled on his armoured robe and walked to the door.
By Rainy Mysteria ([email protected])
**Note: The characters in this fanfic is based on Koei's Dynasty Warriors 4. I wrote this fic just out of interest after reading a yaoi fiction. The story includes many characters from the game and promise you there will be dramatic plots and twists in the story. The only character that was made up in this fiction is Pei Lin, which is named after a girl that I know in real life, she is my friend but I don't really like her. Though the character she plays here suits her. Hehe. I hope you enjoy this fic and please submit your reviews, so that I know at least how many people are reading this and any comments are appreciated. You are warned that this is yaoi (male/male relationship) though and there is no reason for you to flame me for that.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It begins with a mission to win over Lu Bu's forces, and Wu forces were successful. However, Sun Ce is not happy...
Chapter One - Wishful thinking
'Another winter, another successful mission but I was beaten by Lu Bu.' Sun Ce thought sadly as he lay down on his bed.
The only time he'd let himself acknowledge his disappointment was when he was alone, when he didn't have to keep up his act, keep wearing his plastered on smirk. He sighed. Why couldn't he have followed orders? Oh, that's right, he was Sun Ce the renegade, Sun Ce the rebel.
"Sun Ce the asshole" he said to himself quietly as he turned over, bunching the silk blanket up around his clenched fists.
He had applauded the people who had made his father proud, those who brought success in today's mission and deep down he knew they deserved it, even though he tried to think he was better than they were. He sighed again, wondering when things had gone wrong for him. He'd built a barrier around himself and he knew he couldn't tear it down alone. His thoughts drifted back to those people.
Zhou Yu. He admired Zhou Yu despite their long time friendship and sometimes being compared with each other in battles, he was everything Sun Ce wasn't. He followed orders, he was disciplined and above all he was praised. Sun Ce only got put down; by his brother, Sun Quan on occasions. He didn't hate Zhou Yu, he knew that, but he couldn't stand the fact that he was just as good as Zhou Yu on the battlefield.
Then there was his sister, Sun Shang Xiang. He didn't know how someone who seemed like such an airhead could fight like her. She was always happy. He scorned himself for thinking about her like that, afterall Sun Shang Xiang is his sister.
There were others like Lu Xun, Lu Meng and many more but they didn't shine in today's battle.
Last but not least there was Gan Ning. His heart lifted a little and he smiled faintly as he thought of the shorter spiky haired guy, always in motion, bouncing on his heels and slashing his sword in the air as he went through his moves. He could still remember Gan Ning's look of joy as the Wu's leader, Sun Jian announced his name and praised him, a huge grin fixed to his face. His smile grew a little bigger after thinking about how happy he was. He may have picked on Gan Ning for as long as he could remember but he knew how he felt about the former pirate. He was infatuated with him; he'd felt this way ever since Gan Ning had joined Wu forces at an early age with Sun Quan's recommendation. Afterall, Sun Quan was an intelligent person and already showed his talent on picking the right people at an early age. The time Sun Ce knew for definite was when he was sixteen. Gan Ning had stood up for Sun Ce, despite the names he'd called him, despite the countless times he'd put him down, even after the fights they'd got into. Gan Ning had still stood up for him. He couldn't believe it. His feeling of happiness after thinking about Gan Ning soon disappeared when he suddenly gave himself a reality check.
'Quit dreaming Sun Ce, why would he like you anyway? After all you've done. You always picked on him, plus you know he's not the type who like men. He went out with that girl Pei Lin after all...'
He had never admitted to anyone that he was gay, not even Zhou Yu, Sun Quan or Sun Shang Xiang, the only people he is closed to. The only people who knew were the nameless people he had picked up in local drink joint and slept with, gaining a little comfort from such acts. He'd shared his body with no one from Wu forces, since gay relationships were frowned upon and there was an unspoken rule about such issues.
He sighed again, a long sad exhale which summed up his innermost feelings of turmoil. The only reason he picked on Gan Ning was to stop him from being rejected. If Gan Ning didn't know that he liked him he wouldn't have the chance to turn him down. It was a stupid notion but it worked. Gan Ning didn't have a clue about his feelings.
As he slipped out of his thoughts he heard the music coming from the main hall.
'It's the celebration party' he thought sadly as he stood up and looked down from his window.
The people looked small, but he could see beautiful girls dancing and men drinking wines. He closed his eyes, trying to block out the loneliness. Everyone was invited to the party; those who were not involved in today's mission could come along too. Sun Quan and Sun Shang Xiang had asked him to go along with them but he'd told them to go and have fun. Now though, he felt like taking a walk, maybe he'd go and see his brother and sister and have a few drinks. Anything but stay here and be alone with his thoughts. He pulled on his armoured robe and walked to the door.