From The Author: Wow. I can't belive that I'm updating my first story this late in the game, but I just got this perfect idea for this poem at the end. It fit's wonderfully with the conclusion of the story! Some of the beats are a little off, but it is my first finished fanfiction poem, so I still like it. I hope you do to. I just wish I had thought of it five months ago when I finished this story. I can only think of two of my old readers who will actually read this. I guess some of you might come back, or see it on the top, but I doupt it. If you do, thankyou! Well here it goes!
Oh, and by the way, welcome to the first html formatted chapter of "Forbidden Memories". I didn't know basic coding when I wrote it.
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I, The Demon
Where are you now, my violet muse?
Oh, what a horrid thing to lose!
He took my family, and my race,
Then robbed me of your lovely face.
Of coarse, he's not the one to blame.
It's I who bear that awful shame.
There must have been another way.
Perhaps you would have been okay!
But no, I have secured my choice.
Though hating him, obeyed his voice.
Became like him, or maybe worse.
I was a walking, breathing curse.
A heartless curse, devoid of love,
Much less for you, pure as a dove.
You'll never know the way I felt,
The way you caused my heart to melt.
You'll never know of all those tears,
Those Torrents kept inside for years.
You saw one tear, knew I could feel,
But did you know I'd never heal?
Do you know what I'm going through?
Your not just dead, but I killed you.
No, my love, now that your dead,
I plead for truth in what you said.
That after death, true life begins,
It's outlook based upon your sins.
So where are you, in that case?
I'm sure your in a happy place.
So, do you know?...No. Where you are
You'll sleep on clouds, and ride a star.
You'll be a goddess, I am sure.
Above the cosmos, you will soar.
A deity of beauty, grace.
A flash of aqua hair and lace.
That I'm your killer is unnerving.
I took a life so worth preserving.
I deserve this pain times ten,
And then to feel it all again.
And as I die, still in your spell,
I'll gladly take this pain to hell.
But you are happy, this I know.
Your karma simply won't bring woe.
And I'll remember, as I burn,
The happiness you've come to earn.
But I'll remember through and through
To never feel too good for you,
Remember what I'm down there for.
I cannot feel joy anymore.
But you, my angel, you are free.
I, the demon, slayth thee.
Oh, and by the way, welcome to the first html formatted chapter of "Forbidden Memories". I didn't know basic coding when I wrote it.
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Where are you now, my violet muse?
Oh, what a horrid thing to lose!
He took my family, and my race,
Then robbed me of your lovely face.
Of coarse, he's not the one to blame.
It's I who bear that awful shame.
There must have been another way.
Perhaps you would have been okay!
But no, I have secured my choice.
Though hating him, obeyed his voice.
Became like him, or maybe worse.
I was a walking, breathing curse.
A heartless curse, devoid of love,
Much less for you, pure as a dove.
You'll never know the way I felt,
The way you caused my heart to melt.
You'll never know of all those tears,
Those Torrents kept inside for years.
You saw one tear, knew I could feel,
But did you know I'd never heal?
Do you know what I'm going through?
Your not just dead, but I killed you.
No, my love, now that your dead,
I plead for truth in what you said.
That after death, true life begins,
It's outlook based upon your sins.
So where are you, in that case?
I'm sure your in a happy place.
So, do you know?...No. Where you are
You'll sleep on clouds, and ride a star.
You'll be a goddess, I am sure.
Above the cosmos, you will soar.
A deity of beauty, grace.
A flash of aqua hair and lace.
That I'm your killer is unnerving.
I took a life so worth preserving.
I deserve this pain times ten,
And then to feel it all again.
And as I die, still in your spell,
I'll gladly take this pain to hell.
But you are happy, this I know.
Your karma simply won't bring woe.
And I'll remember, as I burn,
The happiness you've come to earn.
But I'll remember through and through
To never feel too good for you,
Remember what I'm down there for.
I cannot feel joy anymore.
But you, my angel, you are free.
I, the demon, slayth thee.