Maura isn't angry, no. She's annoyed and she has finally had enough. Jane has been avoiding her for the last seven days. The doctor has been counting. Every interaction with the detective has been cold and short. Jane has been bending over backward to avoid being in the same room as Maura, sending Frost for results instead, dodging her in the cafe, ignoring her texts. Leaving the room as soon as Maura enters. The doctor can't help but feel left behind; wondering what she could have possibly done to deserve this treatment from Jane.
It's late on a Friday night and Jane has stepped down to her office on the pretense of returning a case file. Before the detective has the chance to leave Maura stops her.
"Jane, what's wrong?" she huffs in annoyance, stepping forward blocking the exit between her office and Jane; leaving the detective trapped inside her office.
"You've been acting so strange with me these last couple of days. Have I done something to upset you? Is it something I did?"
"Maura" Jane cuts her off taking a step back "no you haven't done anything wrong. I've just been…" Jane thinks about the word she's looking for, tired? distracted? She dismisses it with a wave of her hand. "It doesn't matter, I'm sorry Maura"
Maura isn't buying it.
"It isn't fair, Jane" she states, clearly upset. "It's been seven days" she hisses through clenched teeth "You won't respond to my calls" she takes a step forward, practically stomping her foot down and glaring at Jane "or my texts" she takes another step " I just want to know why"
"I've just been...distracted lately" Jane answers with a shrug to the shoulders, taking a seat on the couch in her friend's office. She pats the space next to her "I'm sorry" she repeats herself
"'I'm sorry I've been pushing you away Maura'"
Maura joins Jane on the couch "Distracted by what?" she asks, crossing her legs.
Jane bites the inside of her cheek and fidgets with her fingers. She can't tell Maura the truth, can she? she doesn't even understand it herself yet. She's been racking her brain for days now wondering why this was happening to her and why now, at her age?
All of a sudden the detectives finds herself being attracted to women
And not just any woman, one woman in particular.
"I don't know if telling you would be the best thing, Maura. Which is why I've been avoiding you. I guess it just made it easier. I'm sorry Maur', really. I never wanted to hurt you."
"Jane" Maura reaches to put her hand on Jane's arm "you can tell me" she smiles and gently strokes Jane's arm with her thumb " I promise I'll still be here. I'm not going anywhere" she adds, encouraging Jane.
Jane turns to look at her best friend. Maura's smile is warm and reassuring. Jane isn't afraid of a negative reaction. She trusts Maura enough to know that no matter what she will always be kind and understanding. Jane decides that honesty is the best policy and speaks before she can change her mind.
"Look, I don't know what it means ok?" she states running a hand through her hair, her leg bouncing nervously, Maura moves to rest her hand on her knee, keeping her steady; comforting.
"God, I can't believe I'm telling you this" she says underneath her breath, pinching the bridge of her nose
She sits up straight and clears her throat dramatically and without looking at Maura, she confesses, her voice barely above a whisper "So, lately I've kind of.." she looks down at Maura's hands on her leg and smiles at the way Maura's thumb is drawing circles on her knee" sort of been thinking about... kissing my best friend"
Jane stops and looks at Maura, waiting for a reaction.
Maura appears to be thinking, a small gasp escaped her lips "I'm your best friend" she states matter of factly.
"I know," Jane says with a nervous chuckle, still averting Maura's gaze "it's been extremely distracting" she breathes her voice a deep rasp
"and being around you" she exhales " has been...difficult" Jane swallows and finds that her mouth has gone dry. Finding the courage, she looks over at Maura who is looking at her with an intensity Jane hasn't seen before. The doctor's mouth is slightly open and her cheeks are flushed.
"Maura, say something" Jane practically pleads, her voice barely above a whisper
Maura quickly gets up and walks towards her office door and locks it, closing the blinds along the way. She takes off her heels before sitting back down next to her friend. She inches closer to Jane and bites her lip.
"You know I can't lie" she husks and watches Jane nod in response "So for the sake of being honest, Jane" She leans in to whisper in Jane's ear "I think about kissing you constantly"
Jane gulps and licks her lips. She can feel Maura's breath on her cheek. She looks at her best friend who's gaze has dropped and is now focused on her mouth. Jane's heart catches in her throat, she swallows it down and turns to reach for Maura. Maura leans in at the same time and their lips touch tentatively, nervously, they're both breathing heavily. Maura lunges forward deepening the kiss and pressing the detective onto the couch. Without breaking the kiss she plants a knee on the couch and hikes up her dress before climbing onto Jane's lap, straddling her. She pulls back, almost panting, and smiles down at Jane and asks "Is this ok?"
Jane is breathless underneath her, hair wild, untamed. She groans at the feel of Maura on top of her and instead of verbally answering she pushes her pelvis to meet Maura's.
Maura replies with a groan and bends forward, taking Jane's face in her hands and capturing her lips once again. She gently suckles on Jane's bottom lip and glides her tongue across the detective's mouth until she feels her mouth part, she groans at the feel of Jane's tongue against hers and rocks her hips. Jane's hands are on her outer thighs, nails dragging across her bare skin. Maura shivers and moves her hips forward again, aching for a sense of relief and when she feels Jane do the same she bites down on Jane's bottom lip causing the detective to let out a low moan.
Jane lets herself fall completely on the couch, bringing Maura's full body to lay on top of her, she shifts and adjusts herself so that her leg is wedged between Maura's legs making full contact with her center. Maura grinds down on Jane's leg and lets out a low groan. She pulls away to look down at Jane, one of her hands resting on Jane's sternum, the other against the couch. Jane locks eyes with Maura and reaches around to grab her waist and rock her back and forth against her thigh, urging Maura to grind down on her. She watches as Maura moans, her hooded eyes closing shut. Jane does it again, harder and Maura bites her lip to keep herself quiet.
"Look at me" Jane demands huskily
Jane does it again and again and it feels so damn good and Maura is so damn close
"Look at me" Jane repeats digging her nails harshly onto Maura's skin
Maura hisses and forces herself to open her eyes. She is gasping for air and trying to catch her breath, she slows down the grinding of her hips. Jane shakes her head and pushes her hips upward urging Maura to keep going.
"Don't stop Maura" Jane watches her "Don't you dare stop, I just want to look at you"
Maura blushes and nods, lips parting, she slowly starts her movements again. She gulps and bites her bottom lip. She wants to close her eyes and enjoy the feeling of her clit rubbing against Jane's thigh, but she fights that feeling and looks down at Jane meeting her steady gaze. Mauras movements increase in speed. She's gasping, and Jane is groaning and arching into her, meeting her movements.
"Can you come like this?" Jane asks breathlessly
Maura groans and nods "I think so" she answers sheepishly "I'm so wet" she admits "and so embarrassingly close" she adds circling her hips and grinding up and down Jane's thigh.
Jane groans and leans forward, bringing them face to face. She brings her left hand to Maura's center and husks in her ear "I want to feel how wet I make you"
Maura nods frantically, hands shaking. She hikes up her dress more and moves her underwear to the side granting Jane access and permission. She is incredibly soaked and swollen and so fucking close. She brings her hands around Jane's neck and holds her breath in anticipation.
Jane meets wet heat, slowly dragging her long fingers against her slit, Maura is swollen, wet and so damn hot. She adds more pressure before circling Maura's clit.
Maura is quivering in Jane's lap, eyes closed tight, panting against Jane's ear. "Please, please, I'm almost there"
"What do you need, Dr. Isles?" Jane's husky voice against her ear is almost enough to tip her over the edge
"Fuck me" she nearly growls "Now"
Jane complies and thrust two fingers deep inside Maura. A slow, deep thrust, that causes the woman above her to throw her head back in a loud gasp. Jane repeats the movement, deep and long, over and over, increasing her speed with each thrust. She watches as Maura begins to slowly come apart before her. Head thrown back, mouth partly open, eyes closed tightly
"Come for me, Maura" she kisses Maura's jaw down to her neck
Jane curls her fingers inside of Maura, eliciting a low moan. She begins to thrust harder and faster. Maura's thighs start to tremble and Jane feels her clench around her fingers. "I'm going to come" she gasps, her breathy tone is a warning and Jane kisses her. It's an amazing feeling Jane thinks and curls her fingers again and smiles against Maura's open mouth when she is met with a pulsing wet heat, she fucks her harder and faster until Maura is gushing around her fingers. Maura goes rigid and lets out a loud guttural moan, so loud Jane instinctively brings her hand up to her mouth to silence her. Maura sinks back down into Jane.
Jane slowly withdraws her fingers and wraps her arms around Maura who is out of breath, gasping against Jane's shoulder.
Jane draws circles on her back until her breathing has evened out.
"Is that what you've been thinking about, detective?" Maura asks pulling back to look at Jane
Jane smirks and reaches to brush her thumb along Maura's bottom lip. "What just happened is way beyond what my imagination can come up with" Jane murmurs and leans in to give Maura a soft kiss.
They look around the room, Maura still on Jane's lap.
"I certainly never pictured our first time to occur in my office" Maura says softly, kissing Jane deeply, loving the feel of Jane's lips against her own.
"What did you picture?" Jane moans when she feels Maura's hand traveling alongside her abdomen, she reaches Jane's breast and gives a gentle squeeze causing the detective to smirk and groan against her mouth.
"How about we get out of here and I show you?"
