Moiraine wrote Siuan a letter too

Note:

Content Warnings: Suicidality. suicide mission, suicide in the context of stilling.

Book placement: Set early morning before M has her big scene in book 5. I have spoiled myself for the whole series but haven't completed the last 2 books so if I'm slightly off there, my apologies.

Work also posted to AO3

Moiraine touched the letters. Rand. Thom.

So much necessity, now one self-indulgent.

Siuan,

If you are stilled and have not yet ended yourself, hurry for my sake. It feels unbearable that you may hear of today and imagine me waiting for you. That you should learn by dying the pattern separates us still.

If I thought by going to you I could make you desire life, mashiara, I might just let the world burn.

Moiraine

Biting back her throat, Moiraine stacked the other letters neatly and threw Siuan's on the fire. Beyond the window, she saw sunlight crack the dark.