Author's Note:
Here's a new one for those Station 19 fans, while we wait for the Season 3 finale.
Inspired by "Pain Management" by Buttercup_Ali, and allusion to "Super Model" by that same author.
There have been some more requests for me to write more of Maya/Andy as well as Maya/Carina. Let me know in the comments if you have something specific in mind.
Enjoy!
bobbiejelly
Anger Management
Andy has an idea- how she and Maya can express their anger in a healthier way; Maya agrees.
If Andy had been the one to screw Maya instead of Jack Gibson in S3E15 of Station 19.
Only with Carina's permission, of course.
And as for Sullivan, well, his consent is implied in here somewhere, too.
Maya/Andy. Maya/Carina. Mentioned Andy/Sullivan. F/F. Rated E for Explicit.
Chapter 1: Call Your Girlfriend?
Andy is angry about a potentially devastating secret about her father. Maya tries to talk her down from it, but as it turns out, they might just need to STOP talking, for a little while, at least.
Maya Bishop is jumping rope furiously when Andy Herrera walks into the Station 19 gym.
"Hey, uh." Andy stutters as she looks at her best friend half-naked and skipping.
"What are you- What are you doing here?" Says Andy.
"I went for a run and my body just came here, so, I figured I'd work out," says Maya.
"You?" Maya answers without stopping her jumping.
(Her breasts are bouncing right out of her top- Holy Shit! Andy swears to herself internally.)
And Andy has to look away momentarily before she can clear her throat and continue.
"Are there any old files here? Like captain's logs? Says Andy, staring at Maya sitting down now.
"I think so, why?" Maya says, panting completely from all the exertion.
"Where? I- I just need to figure something out…" Andy stutters.
(Figure out how the hell to stop fantasizing about fucking you every time I see you half-naked…)
(Andy thinks this, then stops herself in her tracks even though Maya picks up a weight…)
(Holy shit she's so sexy. Her girlfriend Carina is so damn lucky I'd kill to be her right now…)
"Just- Who my dad was…" Andy finishes sort-of lamely.
(She had come to find that out, but suddenly all she could think about was hot lesbian sex…)
"What do you mean who your dad was?" Maya says glaringly while doing tricep curls over her head.
"He was our hero, he literally sacrificed his life to save ours," Maya says to her, then.
Andy wordlessly pulls out a picture from a manilla file and comes closer.
"What am I looking at?" Maya spits at her best friend as she shows her the photo.
"My mother looks miserable," Andy says breathlessly.
The pain in her voice is evident, and it makes Maya pause.
"I've always had this idea that my parents had this epic, amazing love story…"
Andy rambles on, walking around and talking with her hands like she always does.
Maya listens, silently, as she keeps curling the ten-pounder over her head.
"That they were… Soulmates… Meant to be… But what if they weren't?" Andy cries out.
Maya bites her lip then, and doesn't meet Andy's eye.
She sees that Andy's in pain, and she knows the compassion...
Will shine through in her voice if she speaks.
And she's still angry, about her own dad, and her own life…
And this is bringing all of that up again.
"What if they were two messed-up people who rushed into a family… And then one of them died?" Andy finally finishes her thought.
"Andy, do you think it's possible that you're projecting your anxiety about your own marriage onto your parents?" Maya replies.
Maya puts the weight down and puts her hands on her knees, and looks up at Andy, expectantly.
"Why can't I say something- Without someone writing it off as j- just- Can I just talk!" Andy begs of her.
"Okay, okay" Maya concedes to her, putting her hands up defensively in surrender.
"What are you talking about?" Maya continues to listen.
"I've been going through my dad's things, and I- I don't know, I feel like-"
Andy stutters as Maya starts stretching her arms out to her sides and Andy keeps talking.
"Like maybe I didn't really know him, like maybe I didn't even know who my dad was…"
Andy is still waving her arms in the air.
"Like what did I really know about Pruitt Herrera?" Andy questions.
Maya tries to take a breath before continuing.
"He was overbearing, he was controlling, he was…" Andy tries to find words.
"If he was controlling, it was only because he loved you," Maya says, but about herself, also.
"Controlling because he loved you?" Andy questions incredulously.
"That sounds like- like a lifetime movie, like a person who needs to escape," Andy says.
"Andy, you know who your dad was, we all do" Maya starts to snap back.
"Do we?" Andy questions, and it breaks Maya's heart a little for her best friend.
"Or do we just know the version of him that he wanted us to see?" Andy pleads her.
"No. No!" Maya stands up to face Andy now.
"You do NOT get to turn your dad into a bad guy." Maya raises her voice at Andy.
"You won the lottery of dads. And now, just because he died, you are going to tear down his memory 'cause it's easier than coping with the loss of him?" Maya shouts a little, now.
"No!" Maya shouts at her.
"I am not going to stand by and watch you do that, not to my captain," Maya yells.
"Not to your Captain?!" Andy says to her, shouting also.
"Maya, he was my dad!" Andy yells at her back.
"Yeah, and you should count yourself lucky!" Maya says in a tear.
Maya stalks away from her, about to walk out door behind her.
Andy squints for a second, processing it all, before yelling out "wait".
Andy makes a split-second decision to stop her, as she grabs onto Maya's wrist, so she doesn't get away from her.
"Don't go. Not like this. Not while we're still angry," Andy says now to Maya.
"What do you expect me to just keep talking and talking to you?" Maya yells.
"Well, I expect you to not just 'ice me out' and walk away and storm off!" Andy keeps yelling.
"Well, I am angry, Andy. And I may not be angry at YOU, but I'm angry and when I'm angry I say things I regret," Maya says something sincere, but with a terrible shout.
"I know, I know you. I know you do and that's not what I meant," Andy says to her, trying to get her friend to understand.
"So what do you want me to do, Andy? Because standing here, talking isn't going to solve anything," Maya shouts back.
"What I'm saying is I think we should stop talking for a while," Andy laces the lust in her words.
"What?" Maya exclaims in confusion, missing the point of all this.
"Call your girlfriend, ask for a favor, for me and for you, for right now," Andy says.
"What?" Maya exclaims again, still confused at her friend.
"Look, we both have too many feelings about this. We both are riled up, and when we both get riled up…" Andy trails off for a second.
"We both have inappropriate kissing and feelings and sex. Usually with Jack Gibson," Andy assesses professionally.
"And?" Maya questions her thoroughly, narrowing her eyes at Andy's statements, unsure of where she is going with this.
"And I think we don't need to drag Jack Gibson into this, because I'm married, and you're involved, and he's already been a cheater with somebody recently," Andy explains.
"And therefore?" Maya still doesn't see where Andy asking her to be calling her girlfriend comes into this.
"And also, I don't want to sleep with Jack Gibson right after you, or before you, and I don't want you to sleep with him at all, really, and so I guess.." Andy starts to lose a bit of confidence at this.
"Andy?" Maya asks as if she's not sure if her friend is confused.
"Look, we should just skip a few steps, cut out the middleman - literally - so to speak. And instead of screwing Jack Gibson like you were probably going to, we could just, I could just…"
Maya's eyes go wide at Andy's admission and she's honestly shocked at the thought.
"Jesus, Andy. Are you propositioning me?" Maya exclaims with a yelp.
"Well, yes and no. I mean, only if your Carina is okay with all this," Andy offers herself.
"What?" Maya exclaims again. "But I thought you were- that you are- that you didn't- that you don't-?"
Maya struggles for words as she tries to form a coherent sentence.
"I'm not, or at least not completely, but I'm also not-not-like-that. I just never got around to telling you because I bang boys all the time, and now I'm married to one," Andy says with a shrug.
"So you're…?" Maya asks her to confirm her… Situation.
"Yeah, I am, or at least more than a little bit…" Andy softens after her little revelation.
"Umm-" Maya has nothing coherent to say to that.
"Aren't you going to welcome me into the club?" Andy says, in mock offense.
"The what?" Maya seriously doesn't catch on to the conversation she's alluding to.
"The Seattle Fire Queers Club! The one you said didn't really exist, but sort of did and I-" Andy cuts herself off before she says something embarrassing like "And I really wanna join…"
"Oh, yeah, sure, of course," Maya finally says to her, realizing she wants to be understanding of her best friend's coming out.
"So, then, can we call Carina?" Andy asks her, that little chore out of the way.
"Oh, and about the 'me being married' thing, Sullivan's sort of given me free rein to get nasty with women… He says it sort of turns him on a lot…" Andy chuckles at this.
"Are you actually serious about this?" Maya asks her, wanting to know for sure before they move on, but glad that at least Andy's husband won't call this all cheating.
"I'm really sure, I've always wanted to know-" Andy cuts herself off again because she doesn't want to end up blurting out 'I always wanted to know what you taste like-".
"Oh, you want to know what it's like to be with a woman. I get that," Maya smiles at her, finally.
"Right," Andy says as if that was always going to be her original answer.
"So…" Andy makes a motion with her hands to signal 'are we gonna get on with it?'.
"This is my best-proposed solution for our mutual 'anger management' Andy finally says to her.
(And of course, Andy's always, always, wanted to get into her best friend's pants sometime…)
And Maya finally chuckles at her and asks her to grab her phone off the table.
(And Andy is ecstatic with excitement, about what just might fall in her favor.)
"Hey Carina, this is Andy, yes Maya is here, and she-, I mean I-, I mean we-, but not like we- as in we're having an affair- I mean we want to ask you if you'd be okay with, if- I mean if-"
Andy really tries to ask Carina for what she wants, but she can't stop stumbling, so Maya takes the phone from her.
"Hey Carina, Andy wanted me to ask you if I can fuck her for fun just to get our emotions out. In return, I'll give you like ten minutes tonight to talk to me about all your concerns that you're having, and I won't yell or walk away from you. Does that sound good?" Maya asks.
"Of course, my Bella. I can't wait to see you and talk with you and also get you naked after your friend gets you naked. I'll see you tonight. I'm just glad you're not leaving me alone to wait and going to cheat on me with a boy instead of asking me first," Carina says.
"See you tonight, I'll also make you some dinner," Maya sweetens her bargain.
"Thank you, and Andy hello! Have fun with my Maya, she is very, very sexy!" Carina offers to Andy.
"Oh, I'm sure I will, your girlfriend is so beautiful, and so are YOU, by the way. You look like a supermodel, and I- Thanks-" Andy says
(Before she says anything more embarrassing than that.)
"You know, if Maya is up for it, and you want to, we can always have a menage a trois, sometimes at my place," Carina offers.
"Oh, ah, well," Andy blushes profusely at her offer, and Maya smiles in affirmation.
"I'm up for it, another time, sure" Maya confirms as she smirks at Andy's blushing.
"Wow," Andy just exclaims, and she can hear Carina laughing from over the phone.
"Have fun, Andy and Maya! If you'll share with me I want to hear all about it!" Carina says.
Off Andy's nod at her, Maya says that "I'll tell you that later, see you for dinner!"
And the Carina hangs up so the girls can have all their fun.
And after Maya puts her phone back on the table, she pulls Andy by the collars of her red, red hoodie, and backs her into the wall.
"This might be the most therapeutic of ideas, yet," Maya purrs at her friend.
And then Maya smiles into the contact, as Andy's lips are, finally, upon hers.
***** END OF CHAPTER ONE
Author's Note:
Here's the shorter Chapter 1, with the transcript and all.
There will be a continuation, with the actual sex scene, coming soon.
Just let me know if you have any specific requests.
Wanted to post this now, to see if there was any interest.
This is the most of Maya/Carina I've ever written, so far.
I like them, and I like Maya/Andy a lot.
And I wanted to circumvent the Maya/Jack cheating.
And the Carina being neglected.
And Andy never having any sex other than Sullivan.
So, here it is, let me know if you like it.
Good day,
bobbiejelly
Ps. If you're looking for more to read, I have 5 other works in the "Seattle Fire Queers" series, about Andy/Maya. Feel free to read & review while you wait for an update. Cheers!
Into the Fire I See Fire Set Fire to the Rain I'll never feel the weight of your hand inside mine like diamonds Flipped like a Pancake; Fanning the FlamesAnd the series:
Seattle Fire Queers