Chapter 2
She didn't know why she went there. It was a waste of her time and energy but then she remembered the ghost of her twin sister appearing out of nowhere and just hunting her. Dana was very concerned about her friend and the reason that she didn't want to make sure Alice was ok personally was because for the first time in a long time she was able to heal and let Dana go. Going to see her was just going to be a setback for her and she couldn't allow it, it was time for her dear friend to move on.
Lana was walking on the LA streets just thinking. Thinking about that obnoxious, crazy blonde girl that made her feel alive again. She was raised in a very catholic family. Her father just wanted her to marry a nice smart guy that would protect her and attend to her for the rest of her life. She had her professional life set as a very prestige lawyer, but she didn't want a prince charming to come and rescue her. She was an independent strong woman who was longing for the warmth and attention of another woman. She knew she was a lesbian from a young age, but her believes were something that she couldn't run away from. It was going to be such a disappointment for her father and family if she came out. It was too taboo, it was wrong. So, all these years she just pretended to be someone else in order to please the people around her, and that made her angry. The fact that she wanted to please everyone, but her heart was telling her otherwise just put her in a deep hole and made her the way she was today, a lonely and angry person. The woman kept walking until she got to her hotel, she went to her room and slammed the door. As soon as she heard it close, she yelled of the top of her lungs and started crying.
"Hurts doesn't it?" Dana's ghost was sitting in the couch staring at her twin.
"Fuck off Dana" her twin wasn't even startle by her presence. She was so used to it that it didn't bother her at all.
"Well, that's just rude."
"Don't get me started, I had enough with your stupid friends"
"I saw"
"You what?" the black hair woman looked at her twin maliciously. She couldn't believe that she was there. So why did she send her there in the first place?
"Yes, well… I needed to see how you handle the situation"
"And? Was it off your standard little sis?"
"Nope… not at all. You were so harsh with my friends. Specially Al"
"Oh boohoo. She was the most obnoxious of all. I can't believe you hang out with them all those years and you were her girlfriend."
"Stop pretending Lana. I saw you two. You like her"
"Oh please. Who are you? Dr Phil? Stop talking nonsense. Just because you are dead it doesn't give you superior wisdom ok?"
"It actually does"
"Pfff" the twin went to the bar and poured herself a drink
"Come on… you totally like her. I saw it and I don't need of my superior wisdom to know that. I've been watching you for a while. You do this face which is totally stupid but adorable when you like someone."
"Now you are psychoanalyzing me. Great"
"Whatever you want to call it. The point is, do not do anything stupid. She is happy with Tasha, so I don't need you to stir that pot ok?"
"Oh please, that ship had sailed. They have serious issues"
"How do you know?"
"I just know, ok?" it was obvious that they weren't in the same page. Also, they didn't look like they had a lot in common.
"Really… spit the beans sister"
"I don't want to… so please get the fuck out of my living room"
"Make me" said Dana crossing her arms.
Lana looked at her glass and then Dana. Fuck. She whispered, even if it was a good idea to release some anger it wasn't when it came time to pay for room damages.
"Go on… do it" the former tennis player told her twin.
"Fuck you Dana…" Lana took another sip of her drink. "Don't worry I will not get on the way of your little Barbie and her soldier. I am not interested in her. She is annoying, feisty, crazy…" every time Lana said an adjective about Alice her anger faded giving way to this warm feeling inside her, it felt good.
"OMG, you really have feelings for her"
"I do not!"
The twins stared at each other but a knock in the door made them stop. They looked over at the door and then back at each other.
"Well… open the fucking door Lana"
"I will not until you leave"
"I want to know who it is"
"Well use your superior wisdom to figure it out"
"It doesn't work that way" she rolled her eyes.
"Arrrggg! If you don't leave, I will not open the fucking door"
"Fine… I will wait inside the bedroom"
When Lana was about to argue with her sister she disappeared inside the room. "Dammit" she whispered while another knock at the door was heard.
"Coming" She made sure Dana was out of sight and walked towards the door, before opening it she fixed her clothes and hair.
"Alice?" she said looking at the blonde a little confused.
Dana, as soon as she heard the name of her friend cracked open the door of the bedroom a little bit so she could watch.
"Oh… mmm… yeah." She said looking to her side and then to Lana.
"What are you doing here? No wait… how in the hell did you find me?"
"I have my sources" she said a little bit serious this time.
"What do you want?"
"Can I come in?"
Lana looked at her. She was not sure if she should let her in.
"Please?" she begged
"Ugh… fine"
Lana closed the door and walked to the bar to pour herself another drink.
"You want one?"
"No thank you"
"So what you want?"
"I want to talk to you about what happened."
"Nothing happened blondie"
"Seriously? Stop with the names ok? You know that something did happened."
Lana looked at Alice and then a movement in front of her made her look straight to the room's door. It was Dana articulating something that she couldn't understand. What. She whispered scrunching her eyes to see if she could make up of what she was saying.
Do not say anything. Keep it quiet. Dana was murmuring and gesturing with her hands.
"Jesus what." Lana said a little bit louder than she expected.
"What?" Alice looked at her and then behind her.
"What is it?"
"Nothing. Please continue"
"Yeah so, don't tell me you didn't feel it Lana. I mean… I saw you. You might be way different from Dana but there are things that you can hide. You are just like her…"
Alice was just talking to her, but she couldn't concentrate with Dana just going crazy behind the blonde.
"Are you even listening?"
"yeah yeah."
"No, you are not" Alice was going to turn around to see what was behind her, but Lana was faster. She grabbed her by the arm, pulled her against her and kissed her.
"no..nooooo… that's not what I wanted" whispered Dana putting her hands in her face.
Alice was caught off guard by the kiss, but it didn't take long for her to respond to it. Lana was lost already, it felt so good. Alice took the lead walking forward until she slammed Lana on the back of a wall licking her lips asking her permission to introduce her tongue. Lana granted it moaning when she felt Alice's expert tongue doing wonders inside her mouth. She moaned and felt how her legs were shaking she was not going to last on that position for too long. Alice left her mouth and went to her neck attacking her pulse point. Lana moaned louder.
Dana was horrified. She knew that her twin felt something for her friend, but Alice couldn't fell for it. At least not while in a relationship with Tasha. That wouldn't be fair.
"Omg what should I do?" She whispered grabbing her hair and pacing in the room. GOD PLEASE. She looked up waiting for an answer. "Well thank you very much." After few seconds pacing a very load moan was heard from outside which made her think of her next move. She went to the door opened it a good amount and then slammed it disappearing as soon as she heard the sound.
"WTH was that" said Alice who turned around and stayed in front of Lana like if she was going to protect her.
"Nothing" said Lana quietly trying to get some oxygen back to her lungs.
"Omg" Alice said touching her mouth and then looking at Lana.
"Fuck… I am so sorry…. I gotta go" Alice went to the door and without looking back she left.
"Fuck" the woman said touching her lips and looking at the door.
"WTF LANA!" Dana appeared in front of her.
"OMG DANA! Stop with the appearing and disappearing shit."
"I do whatever the fuck I want to. What was that? I told you NOT TO!"
"I had to stop her somehow"
"From what?"
"Discovering you"
"She knows I am around. It will not be a shock for her"
"Well you told me she was not ready to see you again"
"Do not bring my words to the conversation"
"Make up your mind Dana"
"You have to fix it"
"You fix it"
"I am dead remembered?"
"So what?"
"FIX IT!"
"I can't!"
"WHY?"
"Because…"
"WHAT?!"
Lana looked at her twin and sighed looking at her hands and playing with her fingers.
"Because I don't want too"
"What are you saying Lana?"
The lawyer looked back up to her twin.
"Because… I have feelings for her" she said walking pass her twin to the room.