Honestly, I don't know if I still have a job after the stunt I pulled back there. I know I overstepped and broke some rules but I was just so angry for being tossed aside and I haven't done anything wrong. I killed Victor but he didn't give me a choice. I didn't kill him in cold blood. I can see now why John went rogue before his retirement. He felt exactly the same. He served the agency for forty years and the agency gave him a watch as a parting gift.

I doubt Charlie will give me any assignments any time soon after my behavior so I decided to go to a bar where it is loud and filled with people I don't know just to take my mind off things. One more minute in my apartment and I will go insane. Maybe I can call Charlie tomorrow and apologize but not tonight. All I want is to be free of everything and be normal for once. Normal. What is that anyway?

"Can I get you something?" the bartender asked.

"Dirty martini", I answered and he nodded.

I stopped checking in on the girls just to avoid hearing the discussions about me. I am exhausted from all the talking and explanations.

"Here you go", the bartender said and handed me the glass.

It's a pretty good martini. I sit back and watched the crowd as they dance to the music. After a few glasses, I joined in and got lost in the dark and loud music. Then, a guy joined me and we hit it off. He's hot, I think, and he's a good dancer too.

"Do you want to get out of here?" he yelled which made me laughed.

"You read my mind", I yelled back.

That night was a total blur. I woke up in a different room, naked as a newborn baby with a guy I barely know at my side. My head is splitting in half. Nice job, Rebecca. You surely is a total mess! I quietly got out of his bed and picked up my clothes one by one and put them on. I left a note for the naked guy back there so he won't feel bad when he wakes up.

It's a good thing we used my car so I won't have to steal one to go back to my apartment. When I got in, Charlie is already sitting on my couch.

"Good morning, Rebecca", she greeted but she's not happy.

I rolled my eyes around. I'm about to receive a long nagging for sure.

"I've been meaning to call you today, actually. I just didn't have the time yet", I explained as I walked towards the kitchen and poured myself some water.

She is already holding a cup of coffee so I didn't bother offering her some refreshments.

"I'm guessing you spent the night partying", she started.

"Charlie…I know I crossed the line. I interfered with the mission that is not mine and I lost my temper in the conference room. I am sorry but can we please delay the lecture? I am having a massive headache at the moment", I said.

I popped a couple of aspirin and took it all.

"I'm sorry for benching you", she suddenly said.

I heard it right…right? Charlie just apologized at me which is a very rare occasion.

"I shouldn't have done that and it's not fair. I never doubted your skills for once. My intentions were pure, I promise. I was just so worried about you so I did what I did and I'm sorry. I can see now that it's not doing you any better. You cope best with work and I am putting you back as Bosley for Jane's team", she went on.

I certainly didn't expect this conversation.

"What changed?" I asked.

"John", she answered and I frowned. "He called me directly. He said that removing you from the mission was a bad idea and not the right way to help you. He demanded that I bring you back to the game or he will beat up someone in prison so here I am", she explained.

That made me laughed. I can see John doing that and it's hilarious.

"That's classic John", I muttered.

"Yeah, the man really does care for you", she said.

"True. I'm pretty lucky with men in my life. They always have funny ways of showing how much they care about me", I replied.

Charlie put down her cup and walked towards me. I can see how worried she is and it made me feel guilty. I know I've been a mess lately but I didn't realize how much of a mess I am until I looked into her eyes.

"I'm really sorry about interfering in Greece", I apologized. I mean it without any sarcasm.

She smiled and held my hand.

"I know. You did good by the way. Ricky means well but he's not as good as you", she said and I laughed.

"Honestly, I felt offended when I found out you replaced me with Ricky of all people", I joked and that made her laugh too.

Once the laughter died, she turned serious again.

"Rebecca, I don't want to see you like this again ever. You're strong and better than this. Know that we always got you and we always care for you no matter what", she said.

"Thank you, Charlotte", I muttered and then she handed me a file.

"Get ready, Bosley. I got a new assignment for you and your angels and it's a big one", she said with a wink.

The angels are at the outpost with Saint watching the TV. It wouldn't be a surprise that they are watching Mean Girls since they all adore Regina.

"Break time is over, ladies", I declared and they all jumped out of the sofa and ran towards me. In less than thirty second, I got trapped with their arms slowly suffocating me. "Alright…you can let go now", I said and they did.

"You're back", Sabina muttered.

"Yes, I am back and I got some new bad guys for us to kick in the balls so gear up, angels. We're going to Barcelona", I said.