Undeniable - A Vampire Academy Fanfiction

Pairing: Rose Hathaway/Dimitri Belkov

Rating: M

Author: beatrice2020

Summary: The day to day monotonous life of a Beta dhampir is emotionally bare. Rose, although best friends with Royal Moroi lacks the desire to live her life. Maybe that is why she is willing to spend her life watching others live. When Lissa, Roses best friend is threatened a shift within her Guardian team is needed. Where before Rose was a runner up to be placed on her team, now she has to prove herself yet again to complete strangers. Will she actually give up her life for Lissa, or will she want something more? What happens when her fundamental beliefs about herself shift?

Warnings: Emotional Abuse, Explicit Content, Self Harm, Violence, Slightly OOC

Prologue - The Way the World Works

As a little girl, I was told that everyone was special but Moroi and dhamirs and special in more ways than just one. The vampire gene that we all carrie deep within our veins, includes an ancient way of life, an ancient way to ensure that we continue in life and we continue thriving. To ensure that we do not die out. Alphas, Betas, and Omegas. Betas were most common, however being an Alpha or Omega was also quite common. My Mothers a Beta and my Father, an Alpha. It was pretty straightforward that I would eventually be a Beta. So when I turned twelve, it was confirmed.

My best friend, Lissa is an Alpha - her entire family are - were Alphas. After the accident she went through a change. Although she was still technically an Alpha - she stopped getting her ruts. Which I was perfectly okay with. Being a Beta, I never understood what she was going through, and I could never help her. I love her but not like that. I would do anything for her, except help her through a rut. Lissa is also a special Moroi - Her magic is Spirit, and it manifests in a rare few.

She saved me during the accident, brought me back to life. Shadow-kissed. That's what I became. I owed her everything. I still owe her everything. My parents were absent from my life - sending me to St. Vladimir when I was still young, only visiting on occasion just to see if I had presented. After I was determined as Beta they stopped visiting. I developed a close relationship with Lissa's family after that. Which is what makes me hurt more. They were taking me out for my birthday the night of the accident. I often catch Lissa thinking to herself, if life would be different if my Parents never left.

I wonder that too. I know deep down she wishes she didn't save me, but instead saved her mother or father or even her brother. But she chose me. When she began her relationship with Christian - an Omega Moroi a couple months ago, she began shifting her attention from me to her new love. It was refreshing. During Christian's Heats I don't see Lissa at all. Which makes me count the blessings that came with being a beta.

However, this upcoming weekend is Lissa's birthday and she got permission to leave campus to go shopping. So naturally I get to go with her as a novice to observe the Guardians that I will hopefully work with in the near future. I do love Lissa, but I feel like I need a break. I feel like I am missing something.

In a world of Alphas and Omegas, I play the part of the Beta best friend that owes her life and guardianship to her life saver.