Hi guys I'm a huge decendents fan. I decided to write this because I got bored with some of the stories. So I'll be doing A-Z love stories if you have any ideas go ahead and message me. I'll be going in order and I have many ideas for each letter! I dont own this franchise or the characters.

The birds chirped in the early morning, jay was still fast asleep, not carlos however he was quietly getting out of the older boys grip. Jay turned and groaned before falling fast asleep again. Carlos quietly made his way to the bathroom, trying his absolute hardest not to wake his sleeping boyfriend. He shut the door quietly and started the shower up. He stripped off his long sleeping shirt and checkered pajama bottoms before jumping into the nice warm shower. Slowly he began to look down his body looking at all the faint cuts and marks on his skin. He didnt have anymore bruises now that his mother is far away from him but the scars were still very visible.

Carlos hated his body, he hated all of the marks on his body. It made him look like a gaint walking voodoo doll. Jay said he was beautiful no matter what but carlos was having a hard time believing that. He could sense jay staring at him while he changed, and in the locker room many of their teammates stared too. Whispering amongst themselves. He told himself he was just imagining it but it was getting harder and harder to believe that. So he started to get up early to avoid jay staring at him, and he began to change in the bathroom verses by his gym locker. No one seemed to notice until that morning at least.

Carlos was taking a bit longer in the shower he was busy looking over each scar and remembering each story. Then a quiet knock hit the bathroom door which made carlos jump.

"Carlosssss. Babe open up I need to pee," he heard a sleepy jay say.

"J-just a second," carlos yelled as he turned off the water and grabbed a towel. Hs stumbled to the door and unlocked it. Jay rushed in to use the toilet. Carlos walked out closing the door and looking for new clothes, he herd the bathroom door open and ignored it. Jay wrapped his arms around Carlos and began to kiss his neck.

"Why dont we have some fun before class? We have a good hour," jay said leaving small kisses down Carlos neck. He kissed down his back as carlos breath hitched. A small moan came out of his mouth. Carlos gently made jay let go of him and began to gather up his clothes. Jay sighed and sat at the foot of their bed

"Babe, why do you hide in the bathroom when you change?" Jay finally got the courage to ask. He missed seeing his freckled boyfriend change infront of him. He missed seeing all the hickeys and bite mark's he left. But most of all he missed seeing carlos do small fashion shows and asking which looked best on him.

"I just dont want to wake you. It's just a force if habit" carlos lied. Jay sighed he could tell when he lied. His nose crinckle and his voice always got a bit higher when he lied. Jay stood up fast and blocked the bathroom doorway.

"I dont like being lied to Carlos. What's the real reason?" Jay demanded as he crossed his arms. Tears began to form in carlos eyes he looked down at his chest all the marks his mother left, all the cigarettes burns and deep nail marks.

"I j-just dont w-want you to think I'm ugly because of t-the abuse marks. I look so awful and terrible" carlos finally admitted as tear fell down his face. Jay grabbed him into a big hug and held him close.

"You will never be ugly to me, you are sexy, and beautiful and so flawless. I will never find you ugly" jay stated he began to kiss all of the scars on carlos body. "Each time I see these scars I think of how I could have lost you, it makes me so angry that I could never save you." Jay said he held carlos close and kissed his small freckled boyfriend deeply. Carlos kissed him back grabbing onto his shirt and realizing that he is safe, he is away from the abuse, and he is very much loved.

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