NeonHorizon: Written on May 10th, which is supposed to be Twice's birthday. Mature content included.


Neneko felt as though her heart may burst in her chest. The sensation she was becoming so familiar with, the fluttery feeling like the wings of a million butterflies, took form in her stomach. She stared up at him, letting those words resonate within her head. The words she had never heard before. He wants me?

"You…truly feel this way?" she inquired, turning her head to the side. Fearful that he might reconsider his feelings toward her. Fearful of rejection from this man that she was becoming so deeply enamored with. The thought of him changing his mind was enough to make her chest feel tight, but she needed to know that this was something he honestly wanted, from the bottom of his heart.

There it was. A slight twitch in his facial muscles. An instant of apprehension. As her heart began to sink, however, Jin did something quite unexpected. He leaned down and brought his lips to hers. His left hand trailed through her obsidian hair and his right hand hesitantly rested on her hip.

When the kiss was broken, he was frowning. "Neneko, you're…everything to me. I want this more than you think. But if you don't want to…I'm not going to force you to-" He was interrupted by her arms wrapping around his neck. "N-Neneko?!"

"Words are…failing me at the moment. This happiness…so overwhelming. You cannot know how much it means to me…how much I love you! I can normally express myself so well and yet I cannot find the proper way to convey this!" Her pulse was faster than ever before, her eyes tearful as she leaned back to look up at him.

Violet meeting gray-blue. A nervous smile meeting another. Jin looked so relieved, so blissful. It was difficult for her to even imagine looking away from him in this moment. "We'll…be careful," he started. "And if you decide you don't want this, I'll understand."

Neneko was understandably anxious. She wondered if she should attempt to create earplugs for him, out of tissue. In all honestly, she had never loved anyone as much as she loved Bubaigawara Jin. She wanted to protect him from danger; even if that danger was herself.

When she had intentionally used her quirk as a teenager, when she had been arrested and nearly put into prison, she had been defended by a young hero with a vocal quirk. Though their interaction did not last beyond the days he had needed to testify on her behalf, she did remember a conversation he had with her. Vocal quirks were a bit trickier than most others in that powerful emotions could cause the person to unintentionally use their quirk.

Anger, excitement, despair, joy. If the emotion was too powerful, the person might inadvertently let it slip. Even as he had explained this to her, his own voice was starting to raise with excitement. She remembered determining then and there that she would try to remain calm at all times so it would never happen again. So she would never cause someone harm again.

I will need to keep silent, she decided. If I must speak, only whispers. If something happens to him…due to my quirk…I will never be able to forgive myself. Neneko ran her fingers through his messy blond hair and bit her lip as she felt his warm fingertips slide beneath the hem of the dress she was wearing.

She helped him remove her villain costume and fell back against the pillows, her normally porcelain face flushed a bright red shade. Neneko was unable to deny that she was excited. There was a warm tingle running through her as she looked up at him, half-fearful he may change his mind.

Jin's face was also taking on a faint hint of a pinkish hue. He was on his knees on the bed, one leg between hers, appearing just slightly overwhelmed. He was clearly as excited as she was, possibly even more so, but at the same time he seemed worried.

Neneko pushed herself up so she could lean against the headboard and knew she needed to help him. She needed to reassure him that this was what she wanted as well. With the fluttery sensation growing in her stomach and chest, she began to slide her hands beneath the black tank top he was wearing. Fingertips gliding over toned muscle, her pulse quickening and a tingling feeling starting to pulse in her lower abdomen.

She was almost afraid she might get a nosebleed, as she often did when she saw him in his villain costume. Summoning forth some boldness she did not know she possessed, Neneko slid his shirt off and felt her heart skip a beat. She pushed herself up a little more, her lips meeting his as one hand ran through his hair and the other skimmed along his chest.

He…is beyond wonderful, in so many ways. This love…so powerful that it almost hurts. The translator felt his hands on her back; one sliding along her spine as the other rested on the small of her back to keep her pressed close. Neneko's chest was pushed flush against his and she bit back a gasp.

His hips pressed forward into hers, showing her again how excited she was making him. When his fingers skimmed over the clasp of her pale purple bra, he hesitated for just a moment before unclasping it. "This…is okay, right?" he asked, worry in his tone.

"I want this…more than you could know," she whispered, her breathing already becoming heavy as she felt his excitement press against her again. Neneko's arms wrapped around him, her eyes closing as she felt the hand on her lower back slip down a bit more. Rough fingertips skimmed over the soft fabric of her panties and her breathing hitched.

"If you want to stop-"

"I will tell you if it is too much," Neneko agreed. "However…I will request the same of you, Jin. I may become…vocal. If I begin to raise my voice, I must request that you tell me. I may not be aware of it. Promise me."

"I promise." He leaned back and gave her a smile that looked like he had been struggling to contain it.

Her heart was beating hard and fast as she slid her hand down his chest. Neneko's fingers rested on his belt for a moment and she bit her lip. She had never been so bold before with previous men, but she wanted to show him how much she wanted this. Her fingers carefully worked at unbuckling his belt and she leaned her forehead against his shoulder to try to hide how red her face was turning.

Neneko heard a quiet groan leave him as her hand slipped beneath the waist of his pants and her fingertips brushed over him through only a thin layer of fabric. The tingling feeling below her waist increased at the sound of his pleasure and she pushed herself to be even bolder. She slid her hand beneath that final barrier and stroked his most sensitive area, earning a louder sound that sent a wave heat directly to her core.

His hips subconsciously bucked forward, urging her on as he tried to grit his teeth. Bliss made his eyes close as she repeated her actions again and again, until he was unable to bear it any longer. Jin moved back; his face a slight shade of pink, eyes narrowed, panting quietly. He started to sweat a little as he saw her remove the last pieces of clothing that she wore.

She felt more nervous about this with him than with anyone before. Slightly worried he may not like how she looked. Fearful that he may change his mind. Neneko leaned back against the headboard again, biting her lip and turning her face to the side. She heard the rustle of fabric and pressed her legs closer together, the warm and tingly feeling growing.

A hand gently went beneath her chin and turned her face toward him. Lips met hers, a lingering taste of lavender and chamomile in the kiss. His eyes were still narrowed intensely when he pulled away. "I…I want you to look at me," he said, sounding a little nervous. However, remarkably, he seemed so stable in this situation. As if there were no conflicting thoughts, no feelings of splitting. This was something that he was absolutely, one hundred percent set on now.

Her face grew hot as she looked at him and Neneko quickly tried to hide her blush behind her hair. "You're…absolutely perfect! You honestly don't know how much I adore you!" she blurted out, slipping up and letting her reinforced way of speaking disappear for just a second.

Before he could ask about it, she threw her arms around his neck and latched her lips onto his again. Neneko caused him to fall onto his back on the bed with her on top and soon felt his hands sliding along her sides. She straddled his hips, keeping the kiss intact as she felt her love and desire for him become too much to handle. Her body rubbed against his, fueling the tingle in her core.

He groaned into the kiss, his hips rolling up and into hers. Grinding against her and fueling his own excitement as he felt the slickness of her warmth. It was becoming almost too much for him. His heart was racing so fast that it might burst. To hear such words come from the woman he loved, to feel her so close against him, to know he had made her feel so lustful.

When he broke the kiss, Jin stared up into her sharp violet eyes and he took in every detail of this moment. Not just how he felt, but how she looked. The soft blush that took over her face, the desire in her eyes, the way she bit her lower lip. To him, this was beyond perfect. It was better than his most vivid fantasy.

"I…want you to be on top…okay?" he told her, looking away almost in embarrassment. "So you can control it. I don't want to risk hurting you. I…wouldn't be able to take it…if you got hurt during this."

"A-alright." She leaned back to sit up on his waist and felt her face turning a more vibrant shade of red. Neneko knew she was ready for this; being touched so sweetly and hearing him talk, not to mention seeing him this way with no barriers between them. It was more than enough to prepare her.

Neneko lifted her hips and carefully reached between them. His hold on her waist tightened a bit when she touched him, but he quickly loosened it again. However, as soon as just a small part of him had slipped in, his hands gripped her hips harder once more. He hissed in pleasure and tensed beneath her, gritting his teeth to keep himself from making a louder sound.

She eased herself down slowly, eyes clenched shut as she felt him moving deeper. Her hands went to his shoulders when he was fully in, her nails lightly sinking into his skin. It had been quite a while since she was with someone this way so she was not used to it. Her muscles were stretching to accommodate him in a blend of pain and pleasure that made her eyes tear up.

Warm breath struck the area between her shoulder and neck as he panted, both arms wrapped around her to hold her close. "You feel amazing," he mumbled, running a hand along her back to soothe her. Jin pressed kisses against the side of her neck, knowing it probably hurt a little and trying to make her feel better. "Let me know when it stops hurting…I'm going to be gentle."

Her heart fluttered at those words and she tentatively moved her hips against his, causing a bit of friction to try to get her used to the feeling. It took a little while, but the pain gradually faded into euphoria. "I…I believe I might be ready," she whispered before kissing the side of his neck as well.

True to his word, he was careful. As much as he wanted this, he wanted it to be pleasant for her. He wanted this to be about showing his love for her rather than seeking his own release. He set a steady, careful pace to help her adjust a little more and continued to run his hand along her back, even as it arched.

She closed her eyes, panting softly against the side of his neck as she felt the tingling warmth grow in her core. Neneko's hands moved up from his shoulders, running through his hair as she leaned up to kiss his cheek. "Jin…if you would like to quicken your pace…I'm sure I can take it." Again, her speech slipped a little and this time it went unnoticed.

His hips moved a bit faster, the man still wary of accidentally hurting her. Jin let one hand slide up along her back, fingers tangling in her dark hair as he drew her face to his again. Lips latching onto hers in a deep kiss as he felt his own pleasure growing, feeling her chest rub against his with every move.

Neneko could feel a heated tension growing within her, getting stronger and beginning to pulsate when he went quickened his pace again. She broke the kiss and buried her face in the side of his neck, trying to fight back cries of bliss. If I become too loud…it will hurt him. Quietly…quietly…She panted against his shoulder, muffling a moan as he went a little harder.

He kissed along her neck, holding himself back as he waited for her to reach her climax first. Clutching Neneko against his chest as he eased her closer toward her edge. When he felt her hips grind down against him, he released a groan against her neck and his hand pressed tighter against her back.

She felt the tension building up more and more, the pulsing feeling increasing until she was seeing stars. Neneko's nails lightly dug into his scalp and shoulder as it washed over her. Euphoria sending her spiraling into a blissed out state as she muffled another moan against the side of his neck. "J-Jin…"

"Is…is it okay if I-?"

"Yes!" She closed her eyes as he went a little bit faster, his body tensing as he got close to his own edge. As it hit him, she felt his hold on her tighten so she was held flush against him. Her back arched, a whimper forced from her lips as she felt him spill into her. "…ah…?"

Jin panted, his muscles relaxing and his hold on her loosening to a gentle embrace. He turned his head to look at her and then realized what just occurred. His eyes widened and he pushed himself to sit up, having her now sit on his lap. "I-I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking-!"

"It…it is quite alright." Neneko's lips met his and she smiled into the kiss.