In The Eyes of An Angel - By the Neoangel

It's past midnight, and I am more than happy to say that I own nothing...shounen-ai, ooc, au?

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As the Angel of Love, I know that the nature of love is unexplainable, that it shouldn't be questioned too deeply. Here is a tale concerning one who did question it so.

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The one who questioned love was none other than my one and only. I could not help but feel attracted to him - an emotionally unstable mortal.

I met him by the seashore - the place where I lost his love afterwards. He was lonely, with no friends to call his own and no parents to brighten him up when he realized this was so.

That was why he had mistrusted love - why he had mistrusted my existence. I wanted to convince him otherwise,

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In a matter of weeks he had me embracing him every night. He had experienced love on a level unlike any other. But for his happiness, I paid a dear price.

I was no longer divine, no longer angelic, no longer able to decipher the mind, the heart, and the soul of any individual. Yet I was happy - I had never been happier.

Love is one of the most powerful emotions of them all, and yet a simple doubt can destroy all that was gained from it.

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He was wondering if he had actually deserved my love in the first place - if his happiness was another's. The mistrust that had resided deep within him had returned full-blast - that was what made him do what he did

He gave up on love - gave up on me.

He did not say so though - we were still together.

One night, he noticed that I was not well - I had given up my divine soul for him, and yet he had still doubted me - of course I would not be well. I was the one suffering while he was the one who had caused it - this was the anguish of rejection.

It was unbearable, and yet it was not painful. He had left me soon afterwards, leaving me to wait for my death, for my escape from the harsh reality of Love's revenge.

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Neoangel I know, Kaworu is the Angel of Free Will, but nyah...it's fanfiction...pweez r+r!!!