It felt both wrong and right. Feels both wrong and right. He was the opposite of me. Dark hair. Light eyes. Shadowy expression. Introvert. I had light hair, dark eyes, light personality. Extrovert. He has the characteristics that I could never have. But that made me want him more.

I liked Sophie. Yeah, that part was true. But deep down inside, something didn't feel right. Until I met Tam. I fell in love with him. Madly.

I have to step on my foot most of the times to stop myself from walking up to him and kissing him. It sounds wrong. It probably is... Then why does it feel so right?

It drives me insane. Everything does. The fact that I like a boy, not a girl. The fact that he probably likes girls. The fact that his hair looks amazing, and I want to tell him, but I can't. The fact that he's so gorgeous. The fact that he's so powerful. It absolutely drives me insane.

I didn't let him read my shadowvapor so I could keep my distance. Being close could be tempting. I teased him so we'd be seen as friends, if anything. Not lovers. I kept on going at Sophie, even after I knew that I wasn't interested in her, to hide that I liked Tam.

But now, I can't keep this up. I just can't. Why is he so irresistable?

"I love Tam Song," I say to myself. "I love Tam,"

And I'm going to tell him today.