A/N: A short poem from Hilary's POV.

Solitude or Loneliness?

Have experienced that time heals the pain, indeed,

It took time, few months to be over you; I'm not in any due,

To get back to my lone-self, without anyone's help,

Now I'm, on my own, all alone and okay,

Look at you with eyes smothered in negligence through the days,

It used to hurt like cut through the chilly winds,

Wondering about my sins,

Got me deprived, down, unrequited, unlovable and pessimistic,

I was way too sensitive, should have never taken this chance,

To fall for you, to love you too harder that I fell deep, don't ask,

Felt another gush of nostalgia and depression,

Running away from my own inner running' questions,

Waking up and wishing for the nighttime to come faster,

The days and nights were harder to live, an era like disaster

I sink in my solitude because I'm a sadness addict,

I prefer to be with those who are scared of losing me,

Who care for my joys, whose feelings wouldn't flee,

When they are tired of me after a period,

Left them just to evaluate their efforts if they would bring me back,

Back me to them or live me alone to lag,

I'm stronger on my own even when my soul sobs and heart breaks,

I still laugh and put on the all smiles you see which are fake,

Solitude is a glory; a glory unfelt by my naïve soul,

I'll bask in it slowly; I will zest in on whole for sure,

I need a break,

Break from you, from them,

Break from the impeccable things I couldn't get,

Break from the cruel destiny,

Break from my own killing thoughts becoming unfriendly,

Life is testing,

Life is depressing,

Life is fearful,

Life couldn't be beautiful,

Only because of the way I've been becoming…

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