Inauguration day

7:30 am.

Olivia laid propped up by the pillows as she nursed Noah. Fitz sat directly beside her on the bed, alternating between gently rubbing Noah's hair and kissing his head as she nursed him.

"Are you excited?" She asked, "this is your second and last inauguration."

"I'm excited for you doctor's appointment coming up, it's been a couple of months since you left the hospital and we still-"

"-Fitz, you are so one track minded, can we just celebrate today please and then you can badger me about the doctor's appointment and everything else you badger me about tomorrow."

Fitz hated when she made him feel as if he was overreacting or being overbearing just because he worried about her. After her c-section with Noah, she stayed in the hospital for over a month. There was a reason for that.

Through Fitz's historic landslide re-election win, she stayed in the hospital. He held no victory rally or concert as he did on his first election win, instead, he taped a video message to be broadcast on tv, thanking all his campaign workers, volunteers and supporters for his win. He'd practically set up an office in the hospital and refused to leave unless absolutely necessary, a few hours in the night to shower and change and sometimes a few hours in the day if a meeting was important enough. That was it.

They celebrated Thanksgiving in the hospital room, they ate roasted turkey by the white house chef, surrounded by her squad of friends and Jerry. Through it all, the doctors worked to figure out what was going on in Olivia's head. They were no closer to figuring it out what caused her cardiac arrest two months later.. Her migraines were coming as frequently as they have for most of her life. Everything with her seemed normal, only, after what happened nothing could ever be normal again. They were always on alert now.

Olivia had a theory; the increased chemicals in her brain from pregnancy disrupted her usual brain activity, which disrupted her migraines and when these chemicals became less in the waning months of pregnancy, her migraines returned. She liked to think of her brain as a computer, it simplified things, there was just an overload and now everything is back to about as normal as she's used to. Her migraines were at the same pain index and frequency as before she became pregnant. She had another theory as well, a bit more superstitious than the first, maybe the first theory wasn't the case at all, maybe her body was fighting off her migraines, to protect her and the baby and in the last weeks of pregnancy, couldn't fight it any longer and her body succumbed. She'd like to think that was true, but it didn't strike her as possible. She hadn't been to her lab as yet, she hadn't run her own tests and even though she looks over lab results and brain scans, they hadn't brought her any closer, everything looked normal.

"Look, I know you're worried but today is a good day, it's your inauguration and me and Noah and Gerry are gonna be there."

"I know."

"Let's just get through the day, being positive."

"I'm being positive," Fitz said with a smile.

"You suck at being positive."

Olivia realized Noah had stopped nursing which meant he was full so she gently pulled him off her breast and handed him to Fitz.

"Your turn to burp him, daddy."

Fitz smiled and took Noah against his chest and began to tap against his bag lightly.

"Come on buddy, get it out."

Olivia stood and stretched and then fixed her top to cover her breasts. She had a heart monitoring device that she slept with, she thought it was unnecessary but Fitz insisted and in the interest of avoiding an argument, she agreed.

After removing the device from her chest, she dropped it in the drawer in the nightstand.

A small burp escaped Noah's lips and then he stretched his chubby body in his onesie. He was born almost 9 pounds and had gained weight at a steady rise, he was now a little over 15 pounds.

Olivia took a croissant from the breakfast spread the staff had delivered to their room on a cart and bit a piece after dipping it in the raspberry jam.

"So, we only have a few hours before your inauguration so let's get to it," Olivia announced.

She hadn't been to an official event since giving birth and so she was excited to finally go out. They bathed Noah first, washed his hair and then gave him to his nanny while they stayed in their bedroom and showered. Even though they'd showered together and she did feel him staring all over her body the entire time, nothing happened in the shower. They hadn't slept together since before she gave birth, not because there was no passion, there were tons. After she'd gone through her postpartum healing period, it was that Fitz always had something going on that prevented him from having sex. She knew him well enough to know that it was only because of her incident. He did this every time. Whenever she had any sort of health incident or really anything at all, it affected his ability to be intimate. He spent so much time worrying about her health, it's no wonder he has no time for sex. She knew that even if she turned around and tried to initiate sex in the shower, he wouldn't do it, he'd say there was no time or just pretend he didn't know what she was doing.

After her shower, she dressed in her underwear and wrapped a rope around her body and then went to meet with her stylists to begin her hair and makeup in her powder room down the hall. She was finished within an hour and then dressed in a white sheath dress and wool coat from Valentino.

When she went back to Noah she found him with Fitz in their bedroom. Fitz had on his suit and Noah was dress in a cream onesie with a bib that read "got milk" around his neck in case he puked. His little flecks of brown hair were brushed to the side and he was sucking on his pacifier.

"Awww, my ovaries." Olivia joked. "He's just so precious, I can't believe he's ours."

She walked over and kissed Noah on his head over and over until she got a smile from him.

Fitz smiled. "You look beautiful." He leaned in to give her a kiss but she stopped him.

"Lipstick."

"Oh."

She chuckled. "I'm kidding. Kiss me."

Fitz shook his head and kissed her softly on the lips.

"Is that all I'm gonna get today?' She asked.

"How come Cyrus hasn't come to drag us out a yet," Fitz said, completely ignoring her question.

Just then, Cyrus burst through the doors without knocking.

"I'm ready."

"You're gonna live forever." Fitz joked.

"The ceremony is in a couple of hours, we gotta go - hey Noah, cutie- let's go." Cyrus walked out. "The cars are waiting, we gotta get to the capitol building."

Olivia stood staring at Fitz.

"You look delicious." She said.

He smirked.

"Come on, let's go."

They dropped Noah back at his nursery with his nanny and as they were heading out of his nursery, Olivia tripped over her own feet but Fitz managed to catch her before she fell.

"Liv?"

"I'm fine, I'm fine." She said quickly.

"Can you call the doctor please?" Fitz said to one of his aides in the hallway.

"Fitz...no...stop. There's no need to call anyone I literally just tripped because the shoes are hurting my feet."

Fitz held her face up and looked into her eyes for a moment and then he turned back to his aide.

"Call the doctor."

"Do not call anyone." Olivia insisted.

Fitz wasn't deterred.

"Why are you still here?" He asked the aide who stood awkwardly, not sure what do do.

"Sorry, sir." She said as she scurried to find the white house doctor.

Olivia shook her head and walked out of the nursery but once she was out of the door, Fitz grabbed her arm gently to stop her.

"Olivia-"

"No."

She stopped walking and slipped her off her uncomfortable heels. She had no idea why but since she gave birth she just didn't have the same balance she used to and heels hurt her feet. She hadn't gone out much so she didn't exactly get a chance to readjust to walking in them all day. She crossed the hall to their bedroom and walked into her closet. Fitz followed behind her.

"Olivia-"

"Fitz just please stop. Okay?"

"Stop what? Stop caring about you?"

"Stop coddling me like I'm an infant..like I'm an invalid. When I married you, it was because I wanted a partner, not a babysitter."

She began searching through her shoes to find something that she could actually walk in.

"What? Am I just supposed to pretend you didn't heart didn't stop beating in front of me-"

Her cellphone rang. She answered once she saw that it was Abby.

"Abby- no...just meet me here with Harry and you can travel with us in the motorcade."

Olivia hung up and pulled out a pair of shorter white heels that she could manage. She slipped them on and stood. Fitz just watched her. Olivia took a few paces to see how they felt on her foot.

"Olivia?"

She didn't respond.

There was a knock on the door.

"Don't come in," Olivia called.

"Come in," Fitz called.

A few seconds later, a doctor walked in with a small medical bag.

"Mr. President-"

"Dr. Bennet, I'm sorry to have wasted your time, it was just a clumsy fall, I'm perfectly fine."

Fitz relented and nodded to the doctor, letting him know he could leave. Olivia followed right behind the doctor leaving Fitz alone in the closet. She went to the first floor, to wait on her Abby and Harrison.

When they arrived the first thing Abby did was drag Olivia upstairs, with Harrison, to Noah's nursery.

Olivia asked them to wait outside the nursery when they arrived and went inside and took him from his nanny and then brought him back out so they could see him. Abby brought hand sanitizer and had them both sanitize their hands in the meantime.

"Oh my god, he's so cute.. every time I see him I just feel like it's my time to put my uterus to work." Abby gushed when she saw him.

Olivia chuckled.

"Me too. I can't wait to get another one."

Abby didn't respond because she didn't really think Olivia meant it after what happened with Noah, maybe she meant surrogacy.

"Are you bringing him to the inauguration?" Harrison asked, wondering why Noah wasn't dressed.

"I'd like to but no way, it's too cold outside."

"He's just amazing." Abby watched how Noah's blue eyes followed her curiously. "He's gonna be so smart, I can tell."

"I hope not. I mean.. I'd settle for standard intelligence, enough to get him into NYU or something."

"I mean..you never know, maybe he'll be like you, your gift didn't manifest itself until you were a little older no?" Harrison asked.

"Can stop talking about this, I don't even wanna think about it okay. It makes me anxious."

"It's unlikely so I wouldn't worry," Abby said.

Olivia let them stay with Noah for a little while longer before she gave him back to his nanny and pulled Abby down the hall to her powder, leaving Harrison alone in the hall, the inauguration was set to commence at noon. It was already almost 11 am but she still needed a moment alone with Abby.

"What's up?" Abby said as they entered the room and Olivia locked the door behind her.

"I just need to vent a little."

"Yeah, you sounded upset on the phone."

"It's Fitz, he's driving me up the fucking wall."

"Again? Why?"

Olivia sat on the armchair and sighed.

"He's just been so uptight, I can't breathe without him trying to take me to the emergency room."

Olivia had complained about this before, multiple times actually.

"Well, you almost died in front of him, I'm sure he can't just forget that I mean it's been a few months and I still worry about you because what happened was just so out of the blue."

"I know and I understand but it's like nothing I say matters to him, he just does whatever he wants and that's the thing that bothers me. He just railroads me, like earlier I tripped because my heels were uncomfortable and because of that he called the doctor when I literally just tripped and I tried to tell him and he just ignores me."

"I mean I can see why that's annoying but he's just worried about you."

Fitz opened the door to the powder room and stepped inside.

"Abby can you give us a second," Fitz said.

Abby looked at Olivia.

"Uh sure. I'll be right outside."

"Actually, can you wait downstairs, we'll be right behind you."

Abby nodded and headed out the door, all the while she stared at Olivia, communicating with her eyes that they'd been busted as she walk passed Fitz through the door. Fitz closed the door once Abby was outside.

Olivia stood.

"How much did you hear?"

"Only the part where you think I'm railroading you."

"Are you upset?"

"No, you should be able to express yourself. I think it's good that you're talking to your friends."

"So that's it?"

"Do you want me to be upset?"

"No, but don't you even care to ask me why I think you're railroading me?"

"I know why you think that."

"But?"

"But nothing."

"But...you don't care." Olivia finished.

Fitz shrugged.

"Why would you, it's not like I'm an actual person with feelings that need to be taken into consideration."

"Why are you so bent of fighting with me, now is not the time to fight, now is the time to figure out what's wrong with you so we can fix it, everything else, doesn't matter to me."

He walked back to the door and held it open for her.

"We should get going, we're already late."

Olivia sighed and walked through the door. They both walked downstairs to the car in silence. When they arrived, everyone who would be travelling in the motorcade had gathered. Gerry had finally come down as well.

"Hey, Liv."

"Hey, Gerr." Olivia said.

Abby noticed Olivia seemed visibly upset but she could tell she was trying to hide it so she didn't ask her what happened after she left.

Soon after they gathered, they boarded the motorcade and headed to the capitol building. When they arrived, they greeted the Supreme court justices, cabinet members, senators, congress members. It took them a while to get through them all.

It all happened so fast. When they finally went out to the crowd of about 1 million people gathered in the national mall and millions more watching on tv, waiting to hear Fitz say his pledge.

As the ceremony commenced, Olivia who was supposed to hold the bible Fitz swore his oath on, decided to gave Gerry do it instead.

She could feel Fitz staring at her when she told him to do it instead. She'd played it off rather well for everyone else, made it seem like it'd be a great father-son moment, and it was but she didn't exactly do it for that reason.

After the ceremony and Fitz's speech, they attended a luncheon with much of the same guests that were present at the ceremony and then after the luncheon they followed the inaugural parade down Pennsylvania Ave.

Olivia wasn't back at the white house until almost 66 pm after leaving everyone at the function. She changed her clothing and took Noah from the nursery back to her bedroom to nurse him. Throughout the day, he drank the milk she pumped for him but after being gone for over 6 hours, she was ready to nurse him so on her way home she texted her nanny and told her not to give him his next bottle since she would be there in time to feed him.

As she fed Noah, she watched him grabbing at her breast with his tiny fingers, He made her so happy with his chubby cheeks and perfect lips. She ran her finger across his hair gently as he fed, laying it in one direction against his scalp.

As Olivia did this she heard a knock on the door.

"Who is it?" she asked.

"It's me., Gerry said.

"Come in Gerry."

She pulled Noah of her nipple and fixed her shirt. He was almost asleep and done drinking.

"You're just in time, I know you like burping him."

"Yes, yes, yes." Gerry ran over and took Noah from her arms.

Gerry sat on the rocking chair by the side of their bed, next to Noah's crib.

"You left early too?" Olivia said.

"Yeah, it was boring, dad's talking to a lot of boring people, I left 20 minutes after you."

Gerry began tapping Noah's back lightly until he burped and then he gave Noah back to Olivia.

After Gerry left to go back to his room, Olivia laid in bed with Noah, until she inadvertently fell asleep along with him.

An hour later, she felt someone sitting beside her. When she opened her eyes, she saw Fitz.

"What time is it?"She asked.

"Almost 8."

"Oh my god." She sat up. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to fall asleep."

Fitz shrugged. "Don't worry about it."

Olivia nodded and looked over to Noah, he was still asleep. She reached over to the nightstand and grabbed her phone and saw that Tucker and Carson texted her that they were waiting to get her "glamified" as they called it.

"I'm gonna go get ready. What time are we leaving?" She asked.

"We can leave at 9. It'll take us about 15 minutes to get there."

"Okay."

She stood and then leaned over the bed and smelled Noah's diaper.

"Woah stinky butt."

She picked him up gently but he woke nonetheless and stretched in her arms and cooed softly.

Olivia kissed his chin.

"I'll change him," Fitz said.

"No, it's okay, I'll do it."

"No, please I want to," Fitz said again.

"Okay, I'll just go get ready."

He spread out a blanket that had been thrown over Noah's crib on their bed and then took Noah from Olivia and changed his diaper. Olivia went back down the hall to her powder room her Tucker and Carson were waiting. She redid her hair and makeup and dressed in her strapless embellished Ralph and Russo dress. She was done just a few minutes before 9 pm and when she went back to her bedroom to meet Fitz, he was dressed as well with a fitter leaving the room after helping him with his tux.

"Oh good, just in time." He said.

"Yeah, let me just peep in on Noah before we go."

"Sure."

She walked back across the hall and opened the door to Noah's nursery. He was in his rocker, cooing softly and kicking his legs while his nanny read him a book.

"We won't be long, maybe a couple of hours and then you can retire for the night," Olivia said to Gemma, their nanny on the weekends.

"Sure, take your time, he's good as always."

Olivia nodded and smiled and then they headed down to the motorcade. They were there by 9:20. The entire ball had stalled because the president needed to have the first dance so when Olivia and Fitz walked into the grand ballroom, everyone was standing around or sitting, waiting, the band stopped playing music. When the audience saw them both walk unto the floor, they cheered, the music began again.

Fitz wrapped his arms around Olivia's waist and Olivia wrapped her arms around his shoulders and they began moving slowly to the music.

After a few minutes, other guests joined them on the floor.

"You look beautiful tonight." He said after a while.

"Thanks."

She had imagined the day differently. It was supposed to be perfect and normal. She wasn't supposed to be reminded of her illness, she wasn't supposed to have a passive-aggressive fight with Fitz and she definitely wasn't supposed to rather have been home than dancing with her husband at his inauguration.

"You know…" Fitz began. "..you've been pretending all day not to be mad at me."

"I'm not mad at you."

"Really? Not even just a little frustrated."

Olivia didn't respond.

"I'm sorry." He said after a few silent moments.

"For what?"

"I know I've been hard on you with this but I don't know what else to do, I don't know how else to be, you almost died in front of me and we're no closer to figuring out what happened now than we did three months ago so I can't just go back to normal, I can't pretend this didn't happen. It could happen again, right now."

Olivia looked at him for the first time since they'd began dancing.

"I'm not asking you to but I feel like your reducing me to some inanimate object that you need to preserve no matter what. You're ignoring everything I tell you-"

"Because I don't believe you." He regretted the words the moment he said them.

"What do you mean?' She asked confused.

"I just mean…" he hesitated. "I don't think you told the truth when you said you saw no signs that was going to happen. I think you must've known."

"Of course..because that's exactly the type of person I am. I'd lie about something that could've killed me and my child."

"See….I didn't mean it like that."

"I'm gonna go home."

"Olivia."

She let go of his shoulders and lifted the train of her dress and walked over to secret service.

"Take me home." She said quietly.

Everyone stared but Fitz ignored them and met her out in the hall.

"I'll come with you."

"No. Stay here and enjoy your ball. It'd be a shame to have your lying wife ruin it for you."

"Olivia-" he said.

"No. I just want to go home, take a bath and lay down with my baby and I'd like to do that by myself. If that's alright with you." She said sarcastically and then turned and walked away.

He watched her walk down the hall with secret service and when she disappeared through the exit and got in her car waiting out the back entrance of the hotel, he followed behind her in the motorcade a little while after.

When she got to the white house, she went straight to her bathroom and stripped off her clothes and got into the shower. After a half hour shower, she dressed in her robe and wrapped up her wet hair and headed to Noah's nursery.

"Gemma?" Olivia called.

"Dr Pope?"

"I'm here a little early for him."

Olivia walked over to Noah's bassinet and lifted him into her arms and kissed him. He was still awake.

"I'll see you tomorrow."

"Goodnight, Dr Pope," Gemma said.

Olivia walked back to her bedroom and closed the door behind her then crawled into her bed and snuggled with Noah.

She fell asleep again until she felt Noah move in her arms and realized it was Fitz who was taking him from the bed to put him in his crib beside the bed.

She eased up and let Fitz take him and once Noah was in the crib, she leaned back against her pillow.

Fitz pulled his towel from his waist and dried his wet hair and walked naked to the closet. He put on some underpants and threw his wet towel in the laundry bin and then walked back to bed.

He pulled back the sheets and laid behind her. He slightly leaned over her to see if she'd fallen back asleep but she was up.

"Livie, can we talk?"

"No."

"You're so mad at me we can't even talk?"

"I just wanna go to bed."

He wrapped his arm around her body and hugged her and then he leaned over and kissed her softly on the lips. She didn't kiss him back.

"Fitz let me go." Her voice broke and she started crying.

Fitz leaned up.

"You're crying...why are you crying?"

She turned around, laying with her back to him once again and pulled the cover up to her face.

"Olivia?"

Fitz sat up and pulled the cover off them both.

"No. You're not going to bed mad at me. I'm not letting you."

She turned around and glared at him. She wasn't crying anymore.

"Are you incapable of respecting my wishes for just a second? Just one second… that's all I'm asking for."

"You married an annoying person, I don't know what else to tell you."

She pursed her lips together and shook her head.

"You're not funny." She said dryly.

"I know but we have to talk about this."

She fixed her pillowed behind her and sat up straight.

"Fine."

"Okay so first of all, I didn't mean that I thought you'd try to imperil your own life or Noah's by lying about what happened. I just think that you downplay things that are going on with your body because you that will spare me worrying about you or something."

Olivia didn't respond.

"The only reason I probably thought that was because it was my own way of protecting myself. I was so scared that I thought there was no way this just happened randomly. There must've been some sign that it was coming and you just hid it but I was wrong. When the person you're in love with almost dies, you come up with ways in your mind to make it make sense, that was my way, I guess."

She sat quietly for a moment, reflecting on what he said.

"Olivia?" he called since she hadn't responded.

"You have to stop treating me this way?"

"Treating you- how?"

"Treating me like my father treated me."

"I'm your father now? Because I'm worried about your health?" he said, offended.

"When I was younger and lived with my dad, my pain didn't matter, my feelings didn't matter, what I wanted didn't matter. All that mattered was that I was alive and I could solve an equation. He ignored everything else about me. He was so scared of losing me because he wanted to control me. I feel like your doing that thing but in a different way. You're scared of losing me because you love me and I get that but does it have to be so extreme? You can be worried about my health and not ignore me and pretend like Olivia the person doesn't exist. You can still be my husband and show me affection."

"You mean have sex?"

"That's part of it."

He sighed.

"I'm sorry. I don't want you to feel that way."

"Are you gonna stop doing it or are you just gonna be sorry I feel this way?"

He frowned.

"It's hard for me to understand, it really is, you almost died...your heart stopped and we're just supposed to go back to normal?"

"I didn't say that..you know, forgot it, nothing's gonna change."

"No- I wanna know ….what would be sufficient for you."

"Anything. Anything that's better than what we've had for the last three months. Everything's supposed to be perfect, we have the baby we tried so hard for and he's perfect. We're supposed to be enjoying him. We're supposed to be enjoying each other. Instead, every day we're fighting about doctor's appointments and symptoms and PET scans and MRI'S and CT scans, literally the same thing for the past 3 months."

He sighed but didn't say a word.

Olivia shook her head and turned back around and laid against her pillow.

Fitz leaned over after a few moments and kissed her on the crook of her neck.

"I hear you okay? I'll try to be better. I promise. I just I can't lose you. I can't raise Noah on my own. I can't-" he got so choked up with tears he couldn't finish his thought.

She turned around and held him and kissed him.

"I'm not going anywhere. I have almost died plenty of times and I'm still here. I spent three months being tortured in Iran and I came back to you. My heart literally stopped and I still came back to you. I'm not leaving you. You'd fall apart without me, can't let that happen." She said as he kissed his head and leaned up and pressed both palms against his cheeks, staring into his eyes. "Okay?"

He nodded and kissed her lips and then tried to lean up she held him and kissed him again, he was slightly resisting.

"Fitz..." she said softly.

He pulled her hands from his face and held them down against the bed. Their eyes met for a quiet moment and he realized it was time to listen to her and trust her. If she said she was ready then he was ready.

"Fine." He relented.

She chuckled.

Fitz leaned down and kissed her again and then began to untie and open her towel robe. Once it was open, Olivia leaned up and pulled her arms from the sleeve and just like that she was completely naked.

He kissed down her neck slowly and softly until he reached her breasts. Her nipples were hard. He licked over her areola and then sucked her nipple.

She bit her lips. It felt good but she was eager for something else so she pushed him down further. He kissed down her stomach, past her c-section scar until he reached in between her legs.

He turned her body slightly to the side and opened her legs at a right angle and pressed his tongue against her clit hard.

"Yeahhhh."

She was so close already, it wouldn't take long. She ran her fingers through his hair and closed her eyes.

He kissed over her vulva softly and then began sucking on her clit.

"Fitz…"

She threw her leg over his back and arched her back.

He licked her clit like a cat licked from a bowl of water. She broke into quakes and he leaned up slightly, licked two fingers and then slowly slid them into her as he began licking her again.

She pressed her lips together and covered her mouth. Noah was 5 feet away in his crib and she had no intention of waking him.

Fitz felt a gush of fluid squirt against his chin. Her legs locked around his head and he felt her grab into his hair. It hurt.

"Ahhhhhhgggg."

He heard the muffled sound escape through her covered mouth and slowly removed his fingers and kissed her softly up and down until he felt her body relax and her legs loosen around him.

He leaned up and smiled. She was panting.

"How are you feeling?"

"Fine."

She reached down and began to tug roughly at the band of his underpants.

"Okay..okay.."

He underpants was barely at his knees before he felt the back of her throat pressed against the tip of his penis.

"Ouuuu." He yelped.

He didn't know why he made that sound. It didn't hurt he was just surprised he swallowed him up so fast.

She pulled back and then took him deeper.

He gasped.

"Be careful."

She glared up at him for a moment, scolding him while he was still in her mouth and continued sucking him as she massaged the base of his shaft.

"Fuckkk…" He whispered mostly to himself.

He hated that it felt so good. He spent months repressing every single sexual urge he had, thinking that a few moments of pleasure wasn't worth risking having anything happened to her but now….now it felt so good he thought he might simultaneously combust.

He underpants were still halfway down his legs but he'd given up trying to get them off.

She kicked up a notch and had begun to go something with her tongue as she sucked and he immediately stopped her. Quickly and gently, trying to pull her up. She stopped and eased up when she felt him stiffen a little and realized he was trying to stop her. He was a little out of breath, so was she but she leaned in and kissed him anyway.

"Hey, hey, hey!"

She broke the kiss and chuckle.

"What?"

She said before kissing him again. She climbed on top and shoved him down and continued kissing him.

Fitz broke the kiss and lifted her off him and laid her against the pillow. He stood and finished taking off his underpants then he kneeled between her legs.

"You still have in the IUD right?"

"When would I have taken it out?" She quipped.

He smiled and leaned closer on top of her. "Just a question."

"Mmhmm." She said, nodding her head impatiently.

He stroked his penis, wet with Olivia's spit and ran his tip up and down her slit. He did this a few times and watched her writhe anxiously before entering her slowly until her walls swallowed him whole.

"Oh, shit…." He groaned. "Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit." he leaned down and kissed as he eagerly for the first time all night like he couldn't resist and he couldn't have enough. He began thrusting fast. Olivia held him tight as she pressed her forehead against his, kissing him deeply.

"Fuck...me...baby." She whimpered into his in-between hungry kisses.

He thrust quicker and quicker.

"Ahhhh." Olivia moaned.

She began to meet his thrusts. Grinding her hips against him. She grabbed his ass and pressed him into her as they both began to orgasm. He did something she didn't think he'd do though, he pulled away from her, barely quick enough to pull out and came on her stomach.

She was going to ask him why but thought about it for a second and decided to let it go, she was just glad she got sex.

He laid over, still panting softly and laid his head against her chest. She began stroking his hair slowly.

"Do you think you can go again?" She asked after she caught her breath and felt ready to go again.

Fitz looked up and chuckled,

"Again?"

"Yeah." She said with a wicked smile.

"Can I get my strength back at least?"

He eased up from her chest and laid his back against the pillow.

"It's been months and I haven't been jacking off so I'm practically a virgin."

She rolled her eyes and chuckled.

"Funny again, huh?"

"No, I was being serious."

"Oh."

He pretended to go bed as she stared at him and then jumped up, startling her.

"I'm kidding."

She laughed.

"Turn over."

She flipped over on her stomach and laid with her pressed tightly together on purpose, he'd have to open them.

Fitz got behind her and once again began stroking up and down his shaft until he was semi-hard then pulled open her legs slightly before slowly entering her again. Once he was inside her he began thrusting. His body would meet hers and pushed them both forward with every thrust but he knew that was exactly how she liked it from behind.

He continued slow and steady, with their fingers intertwined.

"I love you…" He whispered.

"Mmmmm...I love you...more."

"You feel so...good." He groaned. "I almost forgot."

"Cum in me this time." She said softly as she felt her orgasm close. "...Please."

He leaned up slightly and pulled her up so she was on all fours and continued thrusting until once again, they both came. This time, even though he wasn't thrilled, he came inside her and then plopped down beside her. She laid her head against his chest. They were both naked, uncovered by the sheets and a little sticky from Fitz's cum on her stomach.

"You aren't still mad at me are you?'

He teased slightly and smiled when he felt her smile against his chest.

"How could I be?"

He chuckled.

"You know I can't keeping cuming in you right?"

"Why is that?" She asked nonchalantly.

"We can't risk you getting pregnant again."

"That's what birth control is for."

"You're acting as if that's 100%."

"How long did we try before I got pregnant with Noah?"

"Few months."

"Exactly, we're having sex 2 to 4 times a day before, during and after I was ovulating and it still took months, I'm not exactly the fertility queen and it's not like we're using the pull out method. I think we're fine."

"Liv-"

"Please just-"

"Okay fine, you're right, you're right." He kissed her forehead.

They laid silently until Olivia drifted off to sleep a few minutes later. Fitz, however, couldn't sleep so easily. He would try to ease up, for her sake but he couldn't just get over the fact that she was sick and until they found a cure or some sort of solution to her migraines, he knew at any moment, it could happen again.