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Chapter 1 Hidden.
It's been six years since Yuki left Cross with Kaname. In these six years, they have gotten married and had a child. Ai. Who is now four and a half. Their marriage is nothing like what Yuki thought it would be. She is locked away in a mansion, being a prisoner. The outside world seems so far away. All she ever knew is gone. Her friends, her family. All she has now is Kaname. Who she only sees here and there. All Kaname does is work. Spending more and more time away from home. Leaving Yuki gasping for freedom. His possession over her over the years have just increased. Pulling her more and more away from him. She still loves him, but she feels she has never gotten close to him. Not the way a real relationship should be. Not like a real marriage. There are things hidden from her, she wishes wasn't.
Yuki knew from the start, this was a bad idea. Just she felt obligated to Kaname. That this was the right thing to do. Go with him and be a family that her parents wanted them to be. Kaname always protected her and still does. Not letting her leave the mansion. Always under the watchful eye of Hanabusa. Who started out just being her tutor and then became her very good friend. He sees what Kaname is doing. Still keeping his full control of her, never really letting her in. Keeping her sheltered away from everyone she ever loved. Or who loved her. Never really letting her be the true person she really was. Which was taking its toll on her. Weighing her down more and more each day.
Hanabusa sees that Yuki does everything that Kaname asks. Feeling it's her duty. When Yuki got pregnant with Ai, she thought things would be different. That they would get closer and be a family. It just didn't seem to happen. Yuki knows that Kaname loves her and Ai. Just being the man she wants, isn't really him. He doesn't know how to get close, How to let anyone in. He was to use to being the cold emotionless pureblood.
The last six years, Yuki has kept up appearances being the pureblood queen she is needed to be. Letting everyone believe that she and Kaname are very happy. They do go to some events. Where Kaname lets her get dressed up in what he picks out for her. Making her look her best. Showing everyone that she is his. Yuki looks forward to those events since its the only time she is allowed out of the mansion. Since it's right next to him.
Kaname doesn't take work home, He has his office where he works but he doesn't make any new people enter the mansion. Only his trusted crew. Never wanting anyone new around Yuki. She gets bored and lonely often. Thinking about the past. Thinking about everything she had back at cross. Wishing she could go back.
Mostly missing her time spent with Zero. She often thinks about him, hoping he is ok. That he moved on. Still wondering if he still hated her. It hurt her heart to know he did. She does her best not to show Kaname, but she craves Zero till this day. It takes everything she has, not to fall apart at needing him so badly. She dreams about his blood, about his touch. Now knowing what sex is, and what it feels like, she dreams about touching Zero in that way. Realizing she was in love with him the whole time. More than she ever thought. And not in a brotherly way. The realization came way too late. She was already here at the mansion making wedding plans with Kaname. She couldn't go back on her word. She couldn't leave him, hurt him. So she kept her feelings to herself. Doing her best to move on.
Kaname knew from her blood that she felt this way about Zero. It's another reason he never let her be free. Knowing that if she had the opportunity she would run to him. Kaname couldn't have that. He wasn't losing to a level E nobody. Yuki was his, and always would be. Kaname saw that his blood was really never enough for her. She always was craving more. She would drink him till almost dry, and it never being enough. Kaname knew that meant her true bond was with Zero. Not with him. Which hurt him deeply and wholly. Making him keep himself hidden from her even more. She told him that her heart belonged to both of them. Which never really sat well with Kaname. There just wasn't anything he could do or change it. Just the thought of her in love with Zero broke his heart. He was just glad she choose to stay here with him. To try to build a life. It just always stayed in the back of Kaname's Mind. How she really felt. What she really needed. How he was the King Pureblood and his wife craved the scum of the earth Zero Kiryu. A level E, use to be human, Vampire Hunter to boot. The irony of it.
He just knew he had to keep her away from Zero. Which he did with the help of Hanabusa. He let Hanabusa babysit Yuki. While doing so he would teach her how a pureblood should act. What she needed to do to be the Kings wife. Also becoming her true friend.