This two-shot was inspired by "Nightcall" by Kavinsky! If you haven't yet, go hear it now. It's an awesome song!

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He's sick.

It's shameful how badly the words sit on his tongue, begging as if it's life or death to be said. And it's sick. So, so sick. Evil gods above, common sense screamed that everything about this was wrong on a million levels. Though "common sense" never applied to him much, this was a boundary even he was unwilling to cross. Their relationship was professional!

But how can he help it when he sees her walk away, hips swaying side to side like a metronome that seems to beat to his heart. He wants to cry out from the tugging at his soul the farther she is from him.

So, he supposes that's why he's always taking her. Mr. Tighty-Whities goes out and entertains hundreds of woman, but there's only one woman that's worth the effort.

These day's he's taking her more frequently. Half-assed schemes be damned, all he cares now is seeing her face again, right in front of him and not on television. To hear her voice being spoken just for him, tones low and seductive and just for him.

Temptress...

He can't even...

He digs his fingernails into his palms so hard that even through the kid leather it hurts. He can feel it behind his gums, unsoothable even with his own tongue, which drools with the mere thought of being allowed to touch her in the most chase of ways.

The need to have her to himself has become overpowering. He writes out absurdly poor or well-thought-out plans just for the sake of telling Minion to fetch Ms. Ritchi. Once every-other week has become weekly.

Weekly incidents have become twice, or even thrice, a week.

"Are you okay?" She asks suddenly, tied to her chair and being quieter than usual. No. No that's not right. She's supposed to be talking about the plan. Taunting him. Bantering with him. Why isn't she!? "You kinda seem... tired."

He nervously runs his hands down the crappy built control system of today's Evil Scheme. It's cold here, biting at his exposed skin, but the heat of his desperate, sick want keeps him heated. Bitting into his lower lip, he hunches over the buttons and knobs with his back turned to her. But he watches her from the little mirror he put beside him.

"I am ecstatic," he says with false, half-mad cheer. "Today is the day Metro Man will die."

"Wow," she says mildly. She pauses. "Never hear a death threat before." Despite her tone they both know it's true. He usually says defeat. Is she frightened for once? Nowadays he's not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. He bites harder, this time on the tip of his tongue.

He tastes metallic, and it burns his throat.

"Just shut up and be a damsel for once?" He sneers, baring his teeth and turning around to show her. He's angry at himself, not her.

But it makes Roxanne jolt in her seat, comically surprised. Then she goes still, eyes wide with... Something. He can't read her. Always guessing, with her. She doesn't respond, but shrinks a bit in her chair, glowering at him with suspicion.

It's a weird feeling to drawl out this reaction from her.

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He's becoming more desperate to help his vice. Withdrawal starts the second Wayne throws him into prison, keeping him quiet and brewing over the duration of his stay. The guards notice; they steer clear of him.

No one is surprised when he breaks out not twenty-four hours later, snarling at the one puny guard who dares to raise a gun at him when he comes charging out.

Minion, barely given the warning he's breaking out on his own, manages to catch him a few miles away from the prison he's running from.

He's sick. Still sick. Still wants to barrel himself through this confusing life with the little bits of the drug that's pretty much the only thing keeping him afloat. An unquenchable hunger that has nothing to do with food, and it gnaws at him like a flesh-eating parasite. And it's so, so wrong. He shouldn't be feeling like this. Shouldn't be physically shaking everything she moans his name in tiredness at yet another kidnapping. Shouldn't be crying into his pillow at night because he wants to hear her voice outside of the television.

Kidnappings are more frequent. At the third kidnapping this week, Roxanne is barely awake which slightly pisses him off. This is a two-person job. He can't just broadcast their trysts with her snoozing! He wants to grab this little woman by the shoulders and shake her—gently—because he just wants to talk to her.

Curse his alien psychology. Because he damn well knows what is happening to him. He knows why he's resorted to spending more time in his room, biting at his own flesh because he can't have what he wants. No. What he needs. Minion is starting to catch on, a bit, and Megamind cannot let that happen. No. No he doesn't feel anything more than an annoyance for Ms. Ritchi, Minion! I am not falling into the same cycle my ancestors did!

He has to convince himself that his tone is somewhat convincing. Because it isn't.

Tonight he's determined to do it better. Today's kidnapping ended before it even began, thanks to a sloppily build machine. It ended with a bitter, nasty remark at her choice in dress. He feels like a boy on schoolgrounds, tugging at the cute girl's hair to get her attention.

But anyway. He fixed the machine and he demands a do-over. Tonight. At this very moment.

She's at home, according to one of his spy-bots. not gonna admit that he's so wretched over his own alien heart he's started to spy on her in an indirect way.

He's already on his hoverbike, because Minion, bless him, finally passed out from being worked too hard. He's getting really close to Roxanne's place when—

"Oh, no you don't," says a disapproving, gruff voice.

Snatched out of the air, his bike's handles caught in the same beefy hands used to grab his collar, Megamind finds himself dangling and flailing his limbs.

Fucking Wayne. Fucking fucking fucking Wayne. What does he have to do at this time of night around Roxanne's place, the bloody creep.

Oh. No. Megamind's the creep, he viciously realizes, eyes ablaze with fury. Wayne's the perfect boyfriend. Fuck him, Megamind weeps internally.

"Listen, little buddy," the meat-head starts, pissing off the other alien even more. "You've kidnapped Roxie four times this week. What's your problem?"

"You are my problem," he hisses vehemently. "Let go!"

"No," Wayne sighed, flying off closer to her apartment. Still spitting curses, but also rather confused, because why bring him to his destination when he was usually dropped off at the prison when caught? "You need to see this."

Wayne drops him on the balcony without delicacy, making Megamind hand on his side with the air sucked out of him. Huffing, he stands and wipes dust off him. He breathes in, catching the faint vegetation scent of her potted plants.

His long-time enemy lands beside him on his white-clad toes, staring inside of the glass doors. Peeved, he meets where his gaze lands.

It's Roxanne. Yes, she is home, and not at all conscious.

She's still dressed in the same outfit from earlier; a sleeveless, deep wine-red—almost black—dress that flared at the knees, hugging her hips and derrière like a godforsaken glove. She looked good enough to drink. He couldn't take his eyes off her, earlier,

That could have been a terrible, terrible tease if she hadn't spent the duration of their short encounter today falling asleep. Why was she so tired lately?

She's conked out on her red couch, one leg hiked up over the back of the couch, the other hanging off with her heal barely hanging onto her big toe. Her hair is completely disheveled, her mouth parted open as she drools slightly onto the couch's fabric. One of her arms is curled up behind her hair, with the other hanging off the side of the couch.

And with that hand she's gripping onto a bottle of wine. Her mascara has smeared down her face like black veins.

"You need to back off a bit," Wayne said, his heroism voice gone and replaced with something that actually sounded human. It made things a hundred times worse because Megamind knew what his problem was.

He stood and stared at his poor Roxanne. Why. What the fuck is wrong with him!?

Wayne grabbed him by the collar before he could linger another moment, and he's being thrown back into prison, to the bewilderment of the Warden. Can't blame the old man; everyone could see Megamind was finally losing his marbles. He could see the thoughts in their eyes.

But as he sat in his cell, the tv on but muted, familiar orange jumpsuit scratchy against his sensitive blue skin, he thought over this hell of a month. He was sick of this. Sick of his wretched alien secret of this… need.

It should be below him. It should be abolished from his DNA; a trait his pre-evolved ancestors needed for… things. He was a scientist; an evil genius; a lone wolf. He shouldn't be made weak by the simple, kind smile of a blue-eyed reporter.

Yet he was.

And he knew what he had to do.

Before it destroyed him.