A/N: Life gets in the way sometimes...
Chapter Five
No matter how bad they wanted each other, Olivia and Vicki fell asleep horny yet happy in each other's arms.
Vicki woke up first and took in Olivia's beautiful face. She watched Olivia's lips pucker and wondered what she dreamed of. She thought Olivia was the most beautiful woman she had ever seen. Not just physically but her very soul made her beautiful.
Olivia started to stir.
Vicki eased some of the chestnut locks behind her ear and started gently massaging her scalp.
"Good morning." Olivia said trying to force her eyes to stay open.
"Good morning." Vicki said back.
"Mmm..." Olivia moaned.
She literally moaned.
"That feels good." She scooted closer to Vicki.
"I'm really happy Olivia." Vicki said softly.
Like a confession.
Like a prayer.
Olivia reaches up and cups Vicki's face, staring deep into her eyes.
"I'm happy too." She says.
Vicki leans in to capture Olivia's lips.
Olivia sighs happily and her lips began to move with Vicki's.
Kissing and kissing.
Like they had been kissing for years.
Vicki, feeling bold , straddled Olivia and began to touch her everywhere she could touch. Olivia's skin was so soft she couldn't get enough.
Olivia was beginning to get really really aroused. She pulled away from Vicki's mouth gasping for air.
"Fuck..." Olivia moaned.
"Is that what you want?" Vicki asked huskily.
She leaned close to Olivia's ear and whispered, "Do you want me to fuck you?"
Then she was licking and sucking her way up Olivia's neck. Her hands were making their way higher and higher underneath Olivia's dress, cupping her full lace covered breasts.
"Wait...time out..." Olivia said gently rolling the smaller woman off of her.
She turned to fully face the woman who had come to mean so much to her in so little time.
"Vicki...you have no idea how badly I want to give in to you. But you also don't know that I want to give you the same pleasure you give me. I meant what I said. I will wait until you're ready." Olivia said.
"Why are you so good to me?" Vicki asked.
"Because you deserve someone to be good to you." Olivia said a small smile spreading on her face.
"Please don't hurt me." Vicki said softly.
If Olivia hadn't been laying next to her she probably wouldn't have heard it.
"I would shoot myself if I ever even thought about it." Olivia says promisingly.
Vicki begins to untangle herself from her sheets wrapped around her waist and sits up against her headboard. She looks down at Olivia, "What are we?" She wonders out loud.
"What do you mean?" Olivia asked.
"Are we dating? Are we girlfriends?" Vicki asked.
Olivia sat up and crossed her legs and gazed into Vicki's eyes. "Would you like to be my girlfriend?"
"Yes, I-I'm crazy about you Olivia." Vicki murmured.
Something about the way she said her name.
It made her shudder.
Olivia leaned in and kissed Vicki's lips.
"So... you're my girlfriend." Olivia said with a beaming smile.
"And you're my girlfriend." Vicki said.
"Do you wanna get breakfast before I have to go to work?" Olivia asked.
"Yes." Vicki said moving toward her master bathroom. She stopped and turned to look at Olivia.
Yeah she definitely liked the look of a disheveled detective in her bed.
Olivia felt Vicki's gaze on her and felt a smile spread on her face. "What?" She said coyly.
"I was just enjoying the look of you with messy hair, in my bed." Vicki said winking at Olivia.
She closed the bathroom door and started taking off her clothes. She looked at her naked body, focusing on the cuts on her legs and her stomach. She just knew if Olivia saw them that it would be over. She was ugly, fat and a freak.
Olivia was playing "bejeweled" on her phone when she heard poorly muffled sobs coming through the bathroom door. She kicked the covers off and stood from the bed in two moves. In three steps she's at the door, knocking softly and calling Vicki's name.
"Vicki, sweetheart what's going on?" Olivia asked.
Fuck.
Vicki bit the inside of her cheek and wiped her face. She grabbed a towel off the rack and wrapped it around her body before cracking the door open with a fake smile plastered on her face. "I'm fine..." She said before Olivia could open her mouth.
Olivia leaned against the door and raised an eyebrow at her, "I heard you crying. So that tells me that you are not fine." She said.
Fuck you Detective Benson!
Vicki huffed in exasperation.
She stood in the middle of the room staring at Olivia, with her arms folded. This woman never let up.
"I'm not beautiful." She mumbled.
"What was that?" Olivia asked.
Tears begun to slip down Vicki's face and she pulled the towel tighter around her frame. "I'm not beautiful." Vicki said.
Olivia steadily moved across the room towards Vicki, not wanting to scare the petite brunette. She placed her hands on Vicki's arms, noting how small her arms are when her fingers circled around and touched. She moved her hands gently upwards until she was cupping Vicki's face, "You're the most beautiful woman I have ever met."
If Bill Harris broke Vicki...Olivia was gonna break his face.
Vicki couldn't believe the words that fell without effort from Olivia's mouth.
She couldn't seem to control her emotions around Olivia. This woman was breaking her down brick by brick.
"You really care for me don't you?" Vicki asked Olivia, looking her dead in the eye.
"Of course I do." Olivia said. She pulled Vicki into a hug and held on. She would be strong for her.
Because when Olivia Benson loves someone, she loves unconditionally.