I want to start by saying, this story is very real to me. After three years of marriage, my husband became addicted to drugs and everything changed for me.

My husband accused me of sleeping with everyone I came in contact with; women, men, delivery people, co-workers, even his friends. For some reason, I started reading abuse fics and all the memories I tried to suppress started coming back, and I felt I needed to write about it.

Some of the abuse I've written is fiction, but a lot of it is very real, like the escapes. It took me three more years before I was free.

******THIS FIRST CHAPTER OUTLINES ABUSE. IF IT'S A TRIGGER FOR YOU, DON'T READ*****

******IF YOU ARE TOO PRO-EDWARD THAT YOU CAN'T READ HIM AS EVIL, THIS IS NOT THE FIC FOR YOU I WILL NOT TOLERATE NEGATIVE FEEDBACK OF THE CONTENT. THIS IS MY TRUTH!*****

****** GRAPHIC RAPE AND ABUSE. NOT FOR THOSE UNDER THE AGE OF 18*******