I'm sitting here nursing a beer. I just needed a few more moments to myself. A few of the young turks suggested some pretty obnoxious ways we could try to capitalize on the religious differences between the Congressman and Vinick. I was ready to shoot the ideas down, but before I even had a chance, Matt said no way. His faith is personal, not political.

I'm certainly glad he took that stance. Even though he's got the church thing covered, his campaign manager is living in a big old glass house, so I don't want to be throwing any stones.

I'm Jewish. Just technically, Toby likes to remind me. It's not that I have anything against faith. A lot of people whom I care a great deal about have faith. I just have a hard time believing in it myself.

When the elevator dings, I automatically look into the mirror behind the bar to see if it's someone I should acknowledge. My heart soars, then immediately plummets, as Donna strides off.

She looks pissed. And she's coming my way.

I rack my brain to think of what I might have done lately to put her in such a mood. I used to know how to banter, cajole, or tease my way out of her ire, but that ship has sailed. And I have no faith that it will ever return.

Suddenly, she stops short. She's staring at where I'm sitting with an odd expression on her face. I wait for her to look up and make eye contact in the mirror, but her eyes remain downcast, even as her feet start to move slowly forward.

She seems unaware of her surroundings until she slides into the seat next to me, so I brace myself for when she notices that I'm here.

"Hey." Her tone is flat. Not at all what I expected.

"I was wondering if you were going to come over."

"How'd you know I was behind you?"

I tilt my head toward the large mirror behind the bar.

"Aaaah."

Should mention her apparent anger, now that it seems like it isn't going to be directed at me? I used to be able to help when she was upset.

"You looked furious. I was wondering if that anger was coming my way."

"Not this time."

Her voice sounds strangled, and she drops her head onto her arms on top of the bar. I'm not sure what to do. She needs something, but what? Reassurance that she's more than capable? I'm not sure she'd accept it. She's made it pretty clear that she's outgrown my mentorship. No surprise there. I always knew she would.

"Are you alright?"

I'd really like to run my hand over her head, but I settle for placing it gently on her shoulder, desperately hoping she doesn't shrug it off. This might be the last time I get to touch her, so I try to memorize what it feels like.

Her shoulders are tight. I wish she wasn't so stressed. I just want her to be happy, no matter where she is. I'd like her to be happy with me. But that's too much to hope for.

She takes a couple short breaths, and then slowly lifts her head. Her eyes are shiny. Oh god. She's trying not to cry.

"I miss you."

There's pain in her voice when she says it. It breaks my heart a little. I hate that's she hurting, but I also feel a little tiny flicker of hope deep inside me, so I give her a small smile as I return the sentiment.

"I miss you too, Donnatella."

Her eyes flash to mine. I didn't mean to use her whole name. It just came out. It's what I used to call her when I wanted her to know how much I cherish her. I'm wondering if I'm about to be chided for taking old liberties when suddenly she says something I thought I'd never hear.

"I love you."

My heart just stopped. Could this possibly be true? She said it pretty plainly. I don't think I misunderstood. But her eyes are wide, like she can't quite believe she said it herself.

And she looks like she's going to run.

My brain screams at me to do something before that happens, and I find myself acting on impulse as I place my hand on the back of her head, and pull her face towards mine. And now I'm kissing her, and everything I've been feeling is pouring out of me.

But I've never felt more alive, because Donna is kissing me back.

I don't know how long it lasts, but eventually, I remember that we are in a public place. And we work for opposing campaigns. Donna must arrive at the same conclusion, because simultaneously, we drift apart.

Now her eyes are filled with wonder. I run my hand softly down the side of her face. And smile gently at her.

"In case that wasn't clear, I love you too."

Donna's whole face lights up, and suddenly, my faith is restored. We have declared our love. The rest will all work out.