Hey guys!

First off, I am so sorry for not having updated in literally years and vanishing without any notice!

I've had half written chapters & ideas for both of my stories, multiple chapters in fact, but I've been unable to finish them.

Truth is the last few seasons, especially 14 and 15 have sort of ruined the show for me, as well as some stuff happening in my own life have snuffed out almost all my motivation to write. To create anything, really. I've been unable to write my fanfictions, my poetry, my water-colouring (I'm absolute shit at it but I do it as a form of de-stressing). I even had the buds of an original short story that I'd decided to write that has so far been lost to me.

I've been unable to get accepted into the MPhil program I wanted to go to, or the PhD courses in the foreign universities I'd applied to. This has taken two years of my life which are a big gaping hole in my resume, as I've also not had much work experience due to personal reasons. All in all I feel like a big fat failure and a burden and an embarrassment to my family and most of my mental energy has been spent on ignoring this feeling and focusing on doing better in the next exam and then the next and the next.

I promise to you guys I WILL come back to these, I WILL finish and publish them again. The 1st chapters of both of my stories sat on my computer for quite a while but they were eventually finished and so will the rest of them. It may take a few months but I will come back to you.

You all have been so patient thus far and I can only ask for more understanding and nothing else!