Tourniquet

Yugilina Babyblue

Disclaimer:

Yugilina: Hi I know I haven't updated my other story but I kinda had a lot to do but I decided to write this song after I got the Evanescence cd it's a really good song.

Jouanna: get on with the story already.

Brina: Yeah while were still young

Yugilina: just for that you can't do the disclaimer in this story either.

Yami: She doesn't own Yu-Gi-Oh

Yugi: or this song

Yugilina: Here's the story I hope you like it.

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~*I tried to kill the pain, but it only brought more(so much more)*~

Everyone walked up to the small coffin, there he lay, the brightness of the group, dead. Yami walked up to it, but hesitating no longer he broke down crying. There he was Yugi, his hikari, his other half, his love.

"It's all my fault." he said guiltily.

"Yami don't be so hard on yourself." Ryou said in a comforting manner.

"It is, my actions were so cold, he needed me, and I realized to late that I loved him."

What none of them knew was that the regretful spirit of Yugi was there, and listening.

'I never wanted any of this to happen, I'm glad to know that Yami did love me, but I'll never be able to be with him.' he thought sadly to himself. Now the pain had grown worse in Yugi's heart because not only were his friends suffering, but most of all because Yami, his love, was suffering. Yugi thought back to some days before.

~* I lay dying, and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal. I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming, am I too lost to be saved, am I too lost?*~

Yugi had told Yami a week ago that he was in love with him, but Yami just freaked out and left. He had no one left, with grandpa dead, it seemed he had no reason to live. With the thought of death in mind, he got a razor and one wrist, then the other. He lay there dying, he only prayed that God would forgive him. The pain of dying wasn't as bad as the pain of his Yami's betrayal. Yami had promised him that no matter what he would always be there for him, and never leave him alone, but that was exactly what he had done. As Yugi lay there, crimson blood pouring from his small pale wrist Yami entered the room.

~*Yami's POV*~(before he enters the game shop)

I was scared when Yugi told me, I knew I loved Yugi but I was confused if it was brotherly or true love. I was also scared, when I was young I became homophobic because I was raped, but I realized that with Yugi I was never scared, I felt safe, and complete. I decided to go talk with Yugi, I entered the game shop with an uneasy feeling and quickly ran over to his room. As I opened the door I gasp at the sight. There he was, Yugi the one I loved, dying, blood pouring from his wrist.

"Yugi" I yell as I ran over to him, I held him in a tight embrace, he was unconscious, I wrapped his wrist, but it didn't seem that stopping the bleeding would do much good, he lost a tremendous amount of blood, and his face once full of life was pale, with death written on his beautiful features. Oh Ra, is it too late to save him, I can't lose him now, now that I've figures out my true feelings.

~*My God my tourniquet return to me salvation, My God my tourniquet return to me salvation, Do you remember me? Lost for so long, will you be on the other side or will you forget me?*~

~*Yugi's POV*~

I guess no one can save me from death now, not even God. I wonder if Yami even remembers me, and cares if I'm alive. I wonder if when I die he'll forget me, or will I cause him grief. Well, then again, he hated me, I guess he wouldn't care.

~*I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming, Am I to lost to be saved am I to lost?*~

~*Yami's POV*~

Every passing second his death comes closer and closer, I heard the doctors say he won't make it, they need to find his blood type and its really rare, but by the time they do find it, It'll be to late. I just kneel next to my angel's bed. I grab his now ice cold hand and kiss it softly.

"I love you." I whisper to him, as a silent tear runs down my face, it hurts to know he's leaving.

'What, Yami loves ME?' Yugi thinks. 'He loves me but now its too late, I can feel it I hope he can forgive me'

(Back to present)

~*My God my tourniquet return to me salvation, My God my tourniquet return to me salvation, My wounds cry for the grave, my soul cries for deliverance*~

~*Yugi's POV*~

I don't want to leave now, I want to be saved but the pain Yami brought upon me was to great. I slowly see the doors to the chapel open, and I bright white light, someone is calling me.

~*Will I be denied Christ, Tourniquet, My suicide*~

My wish to be saved was denied, I guess it really was time for me to go, not even Yami's love, the tourniquet that I needed to survive saved me from my suicide, I now walk through the door and disappear into the light, but before I turn to face Yami.

~*Yami's POV*~

Some how I know Yugi's spirit is here, I can sense it, I turn to see a scene which no one else seems to be able to see. Its Yugi, my angel, my love, but this time he looks even more like an angel. He's headed in the direction of a light, I see him slowly disappear. My Angel is now officially gone, I never got to tell him face to face, that I loved him. Then again as he walked before he disappeared, I saw him turn, the look in his eyes tells me he knew some how, but I see the regret in his eyes, regret he died knowing too late that I loved him.

"We'll meet again Yami." he promises.

I come back to the present, I go to the coffin and plant a kiss on his forehead.

"Goodbye my love." I whisper as I walk out the chapel.

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Yugilina: Well, that was my story what do you think?

Brina: Please, Review.

Jouanna: And flames will be used to set things on fire, me and Yugilina are Pyro's we love fire, all our friends try to keep us away from it.

Yami: Yugi you know I love you.

Yugi: I love you to Yami

(Yami and Yugi kiss)

Brina: ewwwww guys I support Yaoi and all but

Jouanna: GET A ROOM!!!!

Yugilina: (sweat drops) well I never expected that to happen, I have more Yami/Yugi fanfics, I've written but I don' know if I should post them.

Joua: NO

Brina: Yes

Yugilina: I'm surrounded by bakas, oh and if you didn't know Tourniquet is something that stops the artery flow or something like that so it was perfect for this songfic. oh and remember Review pleeeeeeeeaaaaassssee.