"ok let me get this straight. You say you love me and you want to be with me. But you won't turn me?"

"I won't end your life."

"my life is ending Edward. I am going to grow old and die. Or I'm going to side in an accident, something will happen and separate us."

"I'll protect you Bella."

"you can't always protect me! There's no changing your mind is there? You won't do it."

"No I won't take away your soul." Does he really not see how stupid he's being? "none of you will turn me?" I ask to the rest of his family, the family I had started to consider my own. "I'm sorry Bella, it is Edward's choice." Was Carlisle's response. "Really now? It's Edward's choice what I want to do with my life?"

"I'm sorry that's not what I meant, of course this is your life." I could see Edward roll his eyes but chose to ignore it, "I know what you meant Dr. Cullen." I watch with satisfaction as he flinches when I don't call him by his first name. "Bella your being ridiculous."

"your right Edward, I am being ridiculous. I have been ridiculous our whole relationship. And since eventually one of these days it's going to end, I'm ending it now."

"love what are you talking about?"

"why am I going to waste my time when you have no intention of us spending forever together? As if we would be together when I'm old and gray. Might as well get it over with now, so bye."

"Bella come on now your being dramatic?" without another glance I was out the door and down the steps by my truck. The last thing I heard was Edward's annoying voice "don't worry Alice, she'll be back." The hell I will.

I was halfway home when I remembered there was nothing to make for dinner and turned into the supermarket parking lot. I parked next to a car I have never seen before. I think it was an old charger. Someone has style.

I was browsing the juice isle when I ran into someone with my cart knocking them down. "oh my god I am so sorry."

"that's quite alight beautiful, I wasn't watchen where I was walking anyway." A heavily accented voice answered. I looked up from helping her stand into bright violet eyes that were way to beautiful to be real, or human. "I'm Bella." I found myself saying as I continued to get lost in her gaze. "Savina. I just moved here from England."

"wow far move. Welcome to the small rainy town of Forks" my lame joke got the intended laughter from her. "aye tis quite rainy isn't it. I however love the rain, so no complaints." I finally had a chance to take her all in as she grabbed something from a shelf. Long legs were covered in tight blue skinny jeans ending in black heeled boots making her about three inches taller then me. Long dark blue hair straight down her back and a low cut black sweater covered by a leather jacket, though she still showed a decent amount of cleavage I couldn't seem to drag my eyes from. What the hell has gotten into me. "see something you like?" I brought my now reddened face up into her amused eyes, "huh no I was just-"

"relax I was just messing with you, id stare to- see you around belly button." She threw over her shoulder with a wink and walked off. Damn that's a sexy accent. And what's with the nickname.

When I exited the store I noticed the Charger was gone, must have been Savina's. Piling into the truck I drive home to make tacos for dinner before Charlie gets home. While the meat is cooking I put my dead phone on the charger and notice the missed calls from Edward and Alice. Ignoring them I scroll to the one from Jake making sure I'm still coming over next weekend. "Bella?"

"In the kitchen dad!"

"smells good bells."

"thanks, should be done in ten." As usual we ate in silence before I went up to my room to study. And just to be sure I had no unwanted guests tonight I locked the window, as if that would actually stop him. I'm hoping he has enough respect for that at least, not that he ever has before.

I woke the next morning in an odd mood. I wanted to go out and do something fun, something dangerous, something I never would have done before. Something he never would have let me do. Hell this is my life and he has no say in it. maybe now I can be someone else. Change form the shy helpless girl I am and be ore, more-more like her, she was so confident. Her, what does this have to do with here? Nothing, it has to do with my newfound freedom that's all, not her. Why can't I get her out of my head than? With that parting thought I hopped in the shower, ate breakfast and jumped into my truck heading for La Push while ignoring the ringing cell phone next to me. I was almost to the border when I saw the silver Volvo racing up behind me. Are you serious? Damnit Alice. I then did something I never thought I would, I pushed the gas pedal to the floor and watched the needle reach 80 just in time to pass over knowing he won't follow. I didn't know this truck had it in her. After parking the car I thought I would go see Jake but it was still pretty early and I don't want to wake him if he was on patrol last night. Instead I took off walking down the beach, about a mile down toward where the trees reach the water I saw a lone figure sitting on a log staring out at the water. I didn't need to see her face to know it was Savina. The dark blue hair was a dead give away. The aura around her seemed to scream dangerous unlike in the store where it was welcoming. And yet all I could do was look, couldn't walk away, look away, just- "are you going to join me or just stare? As good as I am to look at, I assure you my company can be quite pleasant as well." She spoke startling me as she tilted her head slightly to look back at me with a smirk that was sexy as hell. Since when am I attracted to girls? No not girls this, this is a woman. "sorry" I mumble out as I make my way to the log. "no need to apologize. Tell me what brings you out here on this fine rainy morning."

"to be honest I'm not sure."

"ahh a very good reason indeed."

"I'm not interrupting anything am I?"

"not at all. I think I may enjoy your company." I had to grin at that as my heart stuttered. "may I ask why you moved to Forks?"

"Change of scenery mostly. Looking for something, fresh start if you will. What about you?"

"what makes you think I moved here?" I frowned. "your joke at the store. Someone who has lived here their whole life would either be so very sick of it, or grown to love it. you were in between."

"your very observant."

"aye, though so are you, aren't you?"

"I'm sorry I don't understand."

"my eyes, what was it you thought about them." I froze, shit. "that they were wither fake, or to beautiful to be human." I whisper out. "mm so where'd you move form and why?" guess she's going to make me work for it. "Arizona, and my mom remarried and was traveling. I thought I would come stay with my dad and make things easier."

"very noble, so anything fun to do in dreary old Forks."

"hmm there's shopping in Port Angeles, movies, and well I have a friend who lives down here in the reservation. He and his friends cliff jump."

"Cliff jump, now that sounds fun. How old are you?" wow this girl is all over the place. "17, you?"

"18" she answered quickly and it gave me an idea, one that worked fairly well last time. "how long have you been 18?" she was silent for awhile before chuckling lowly. "longer than I care to remember." So definitely not human. "so you want to go cliff jumping?" I blurted out surprising us both. She looked into my eyes for a moment before smirking dangerously making my stomach flip, she stood up quickly grabbing my hand and pulling me with her. "absolutely."

It took 30n minutes to make it up the cliffs, and I am guessing it was my fault, she probably would have made it in minutes alone. She had to catch me or help me at least ten times. And I blushed every time her hands touched me, they were warm, no they were hot. Maybe she's like Jake. "so do you like dogs?" wow Swan very smooth. However it got her to laugh loudly at my question, "ahh already guessing ehh. Well I do like dogs, though I'm not too fond of mutts." She answered clearly enjoying herself, I felt like it was inside joke the way she said mutts. What the hell does that mean. "here we are." She announced, and it looked way higher from up here than it did down there. "it would appear so" I murmured looking over the edge. "do not fear Arizona, you will be safe, you have my word." I looked up into her eyes and saw nothing but sheer honesty, I could help but believe her, trust her, this girl I had just met and yet was so drawn to. "well then here were go." With that I flung myself off of the cliff, and god the rush was amazing as air rushed past me and water rushed towards me. And damn was that water cold, I felt her splash after me but I just floated in one spot for a moment relishing in it. it was pure darkness, pure silence. Finally I kicked my feet to surface but my shoes and jeans were holding me down with the current, it wasn't long before I was panicking and running out of breath. Before I could have a full blown panic attack though I felt two arms wrap around my waist and a body pressed against mine as it brought me to the surface. I took a huge gulp of icy air as soon as my head passed the water and my eyes shot open into bright green ones inches from mine that were swimming with concern. "are you alright?"

"great." I whispered through the sore throat. "I apologize Bella, I did not consider your shoes pulling you down."

"not your fault, it was still fun." Light musical laughter reached my ears but her eyes never lost their concern and her hands never left my waist keeping me afloat. She then looked into my eyes with a dangerous glint in hers, "perhaps we should remove your shoes for the swim back, hmmm perhaps your pants as well." She purred out lowly her accent and tone making me wet at the sound, and it had nothing to do with the ocean. My eyes widened as my face reddened, before I could stutter a reply she was underwater and pulling my shoes off. She came back up a second later with them, "don't fret Arizona, when I pull your pants off it won't be while your shivering, well at least not from the cold." She once again sent my tomato red face a wink and began to drag me through the waves toward the shore. I admit watching her stumble up the sand all wet made my day. tight blue jeans made tighter from the water, the white tshirt she had on completely made see through to a red lace bra. She grabbed the hoodie she left on the log and turned to me. "take off your shirt."

"I'm sorry what?"

"your shirt, remove it from your body before you get sick and put this on."

"uh what about you?" she raised an eyebrow as if to say really "we both know I'm going to be just fine, now the shirt." I don't think I could change her mind so I slowly peeled the shirt off of my body and I swear I heard a growl and saw her eyes flash for a moment. I quickly pulled the sweat shirt over my head. We then walked back toward my truck and she had somehow managed to get my keys to turn the heater on before hopping back out, "now your pants."

"seriously?" I practically squeaked out. "do you want to get sick?" I grudgingly began to try and peel them off only getting to my mid-thigh. "Uhh Savina?"

"Aye?"

"Can you uh maybe helpmegettheseoff?"

"Im sorry Arizona did you just ask me to get you out of your pants?" damn that sexy smirk and amused voice. "you know what I mean." Chuckling she squatted down in front of me and began to pull them down. Heat flooded my face, and other areas as I looked down at her. I had to grab her shoulder to steady myself from falling right before I heard the footsteps. I looked up into the amused face of my best friend Jacob and the words just leave my mouth, "this is not what it looks like." Thank god this sweatshirt reached mid-thigh. "oh, bummer." Was his sarcastic reply. I quickly pulled on my jeans causing my to lose balance, which caused Savina to lose balance and we both tumbled to the ground. And that's where it got worse when I noticed I was currently straddling her neck. Looking down into her eyes with my own wide ones she looked like she was trying her hardest not to laugh. I managed to scrambled off of her and get my jeans off of around my ankles. "So Bells, whose your uhh-friend?"

"this is Savina, she just moved here."

"pleasure" she said as she rose from the ground gracefully dusting her wet clothing.

Ten minutes later and after a very awkward conversation and explanation with Jake we were in my truck, she was driving since I was still shivering and the heater was on blast. I was feeling better every second that passed. "are you going to get that?" she asked after my phone range for the 5th time. "nope."

"mm it could be important."

"it isn't. it's-it's my ex." The car finally rolled to a stop and it took me a minute to realize I was already home and Charlie's car wasn't there yet. "now I'm going to do something and before you think of slapping me, I want you to know it's going to help you with the cold." Before I could question her words her hot lips collided with mine as she cupped my jaw in her palm. I kissed her back before I could reason with myself, pressing them more firmly to hers, I quickly slid my tongue against her bottom lip, and where Edward would have pulled away, she simply opened her mouth so my tongue could clash with hers. And god was kissing her so much different then him, so much-better. Where his lips were hard unmoving ice, hers were burning hot and so very soft. Where he fought for control the whole time before pulling away all together she pushed for more as my back pressed against the car door. Finally after what seemed like hours though was only minutes we pulled away for air and her usual violet eyes had flecks of red in them. Through her parted lips I noticed sharp fangs small enough to normally hide, but sharp enough no human was born with them. It took me a second to realize the cold was completely gone and I was filled with an amazing warmth spreading through my body.

"hey Bells I brought home pizza!" my dad's voice brought me out of my thoughts of that kiss, of that girl. "ok dad I'm coming!" after eating and watching a little bit of whatever game my dad was watching I headed up to my room and went to bed. I was asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

I opened my eyes and was looking out at the ocean from the cliffs I had jumped from earlier that day. "Savina!?" I yelled out. "yes" her voice sounded from right behind me causing me to spin around. Instead of the Savina I had gotten to know that day, she was now standing before me with bright red eyes the violet now just swirling around their depths. Her small fangs now biting into her bottom lip. Beside her stood a huge pitch black wolf even bigger than the one Jake shifts into, it was alternating from being solid and a swirling shadow, there was fire in its eyes, and at times it looked to have more than one head. "Savina" I whispered out as I forced my eyes away from the beast's and into hers. She smirks cruelly at me "your scared, I can smell it. No, your terrified." Her smile got larger before it dropped slowly with her voice, "you don't need to be afraid of me."

"I know." Do I know? Here I am thinking I should run yet knowing it wouldn't change a thing. I think, no I know I can trust her, even this her. "you won't hurt me."

"how can you be so sure, when even I'm not."

"because I know you won't." I didn't even blink but one second she was 20 feet behind me and the next my back was pressed to the tree behind me while she pressed up against me. "but I want to" she whispered into my ear. "do you? Do you really want to hurt me Savina?"

"I do. And yet I don't." she moans out as if in pain before pressing her lips to mine. Her tongue forces it's way past my lips so much rougher than the kiss we shared in my truck. I moan against her lips as her hand slides between my legs cupping me through the underwear I wore to bed before sliding underneath them. She continued to rub me closer and closer to the edge where I soon thought I couldn't take anymore. I was so close as the sound of "had a bad day" penetrated my ears and-wait what?

My eyes shot open greeted by the sight of the ceiling of my room and my alarm clock going off. It was just a dream. Of course it was just a dream you idiot. Since when did I have dreams like that? Shit, I noticed the throbbing and wetness between my legs. "I need a shower" I mumbled to myself. I tried hot water, I tried cold water, I tried warm water, non of them helped with the burning between my legs. Sliding my hand down my stomach I rubbed my middle finger over the swollen and throbbing nub as I pressed my back against the tiled wall to keep from collapsing at the sensation. I couldn't help but think of her, what it would be like to have her hands on me, rubbing, caressing, for real and not the dream her. It was that thought, her face, her kiss, that dream that brought me over the edge shivering as my climax racked through me.