Hello lovely readers! I know it has been some time since I have updated this story! I've been dealing with a lot of health and mental issues. Mental illness is an artists worst enemy. Then add in three chronic illnesses and it's a disaster! I just wanted to post this and let people know that I will be working on this story again! The updates won't be regular, and might take some time so I'm asking you to please be patient with me! I've gotten lots of support for this story and it means so much to me. It was actually EverFlawless, that has helped me pick up this story again with her own story of depression and her strive to write through it all! So I would like to give her a huge thanks! You should check out her story called Solar Flare! It's a LaLu story and I have adored and been following since the beginning, so check it out when you have the chance!
Now just to spread some awareness and strive to be opaque with you guys, I'd like to talk about the father daughter relationship in this story. I have a personal connection to the way I've written their relationship. I've never had a great relationship with my father and was subjected to physical and emotional abuse all through my childhood. So understand that this story can sometimes open old wounds for me. It's hard to write this because it's so personal, but it makes the story more real since I can relate and that was my goal. My love for my mother is matched with Lucy's in Fairytail. She is my rock and I love her more than anything. So I hope to go into more depth on both of the relationship in the story, but I may take sometime to portray it and get the courage to write through it. I'd like for them to make up eventually because it's a deep wish for me as well. My father and I have been at a standstill for quite some time. He's changed, I acknowledge that, but I still hold my fear, anger and sadness over the whole relationship. I have no courage to talk with him about it and I think he feels to guilty to come to me. So that part will take some figuring out in the story. I hope to heal a bit writing my emotions out for you guys.
Sorry for my dark and emotional rant, I just felt like I needed to explain some of my apprehension with this story.
I hope to update within this week so look out for the notification!
Once again, thank you for your support and I hope I can continue to earn it. Love you guys, UranioMetriaPrincess.