AN: Thanks for sticking around till the end! Sorry for late post again, I struggled to write this chapter and rewrote this several times so I hope you like it! They have a lot of talking to do plus you get to learn more of what Asami went through so hang tight!

I hope you enjoy! :3

Edit: Not spoiling anything, just commenting to my 'haters.' (Well from AO3...)
Okay so people from AO3 have been commenting about how they're upset with my story. Let me say this. Yes there should have been some justice that Korra should have paid. Yes Asami shouldn't be in love with Korra after what happened and gone through with therapy. BUT, this is a fanFICTION! I tried incorporating some realism into this but this story is about them forgiving and ending up together. It's a korrasami fanfic. Obviously they're going to end up together whereas in reality, that's a hell no.

So sorry if you don't see or believe in the 'hidden message' I'm trying to convey about giving people a second chance after they've done horrible deeds. Once again, I DON'T condone rape or even the usage of drugs. This fanfic is heavier than most, it has mature content and is just a fucked up, deep shit fanfic I wrote because I felt depressed one day. I am not an experienced writer since I literally just started writing for the first time this year in April, 2018. Things probably could've have been written or scripted better but this is one of my 'I don't care too much short stories.' My summary tells you that Korra rapes Asami and if you don't think they should end up together after that, DON'T READ any further! If you don't think Asami should forgive Korra, STOP here. You're welcome to leave hate/upset comments but don't expect me to respond to them because you've been warned.

Ch 3: Family

Korra watched as her beloved poured water onto her tan skin with a pail of water. Asami usually takes showers but they always bathed together for obvious reasons, Korra's body was physically weak. Today was no different and Asami started by splashing some water on her, scrubbed her with soap, shampooed her hair, and then rinsed off the suds. Then once she finishes bathing Korra, she would do the same and clean herself. And every time this happened, Korra would always take sneak a peek at Asami and watched her every move from the tip of her fingers to her slender curves. But as Asami gradually started cleaned herself down lower, Korra always avoided looking at her sex. Pure guilt always prevented her from thinking, let alone looking at her womanhood.

As Korra sat there patiently waiting for Asami to be done, she thought to herself for the billionth time, becoming lovers again. That thought did in fact cross her mind countless times over and over again but she always stopped herself. Even if she desperately wanted to become apart of Asami's family openly, she gave up hope because she was just too weak. Her heart couldn't take such happiness after everything she has done. She couldn't accept it. She wouldn't accept it because she strongly believes that she doesn't deserve such happiness and couldn't bear to think about it any further. But, somewhere deep inside of her, Korra had this selfishness that wanted this happiness. That was why in the spur of the moment, she caved in and talked to Itsuki a while back.

"Ok I'm all set Korra."

Snapping out of her thoughts, Asami had turned around and helped the weak woman up. The maiden grabbed her left arm, wrapped it around her shoulder and placed her free arm around Korra's hip for support. During the past years, Korra's body rotted away and weakened to the point that it was hard for former drug addict to get around, let alone do anything by herself. That's why, this was one of the many reasons why Korra felt like burden. She was just too weak to do anything for herself and she couldn't help but make a unnoticeable frown.

However, Asami seemed to notice a change in Korra's mood and looked into her eyes, "Hey what's wrong Korra? Are you okay? Do you feel a little sick? Should I cancel the party?"

Surprised Korra quickly shakes her head side to side. She didn't want Asami to cancel her own Christmas party and was sure that Bolin and Opal had something planned for her birthday as well.

Side hugging her tighter, Asami leaned her forehead against Korra's, "Are you sure… I'm sure Bolin and Opal would understand if you don't want to…"

Korra wanted to say yes, that it was fine but she was afraid to speak so she fruitlessly tired one last time to utter a single damn word from her mouth. She opened her mouth slightly but nothing, nothing came out and she simply nodded her head while feeling great disappointment towards herself.

Asami leaned in affectionately and hummed into Korra's neck before guiding her beloved out the bathroom and dried off their bodies. Then once settled, she shuffled them over to their closet and picked out some nice clothes for Korra, a dark blue dress shirt with some white dress pants and a maroon blouse with black jeans for herself. Once they were all dressed, the maiden quickly picked out a simple gold necklace and bracelet and put them on alongside with her ruby red lipstick. She then helped Korra into her wheelchair and rolled her over into the living room. Turning on the TV, she left Korra with the remote and shouted for her son before heading into the kitchen and prepared for their party.

Itsuki came down shortly after he finished dressing himself and went into the kitchen to help out his mom. Although he ended up getting kicked out of the kitchen because he was playing around too much and snuck over with some snacks for Korra. He may have been a bit too grown up now, but he still hopped onto Korra's lap and fed her a couple bites of the cookies he stole as they watched the cartoon, Avatar: the Last Airbender, together. It was the family's favorite show for multiple reasons and it was simply just a masterpiece.

Eventually, the newlyweds rung the doorbell and Itsuki ran over to open the door. To his mistake he was greeted by a crushing hug from his uncle and the party unofficially started. Opal couldn't help but roll her eyes and let the boys be boys and went to help Asami finish the preparations. When they were done, they ate dinner at a reasonable time, talked about many things, and even played some family games before finally opening the presents relatively early. Itsuki of course was the happiest out of them all and was overjoyed with all of his family's presents. Then not before long, Bolin excused himself and came out of nowhere, surprising Asami with beautiful, small cake while Opal pulled out their birthday gift from who knows where. There were many giggles and hugs before they all sung happy birthday together, except for Korra. She simply sat on her wheelchair smiling sadly while staring blankly at her friends and family as they celebrated together.

After things settle down, they continued their marathon of the Avatar: the Last Airbender until at some point, Itsuki said he was going to steal Korra for a second and rolled her away. Korra was confused and completely forgot why until he whispered into her ear, "Korra are you ready?"

Suddenly remembering the promise she panicked and whispered, "W-Wait, on second thought I can't- I, I'm not ready!" Itsuki ignored her and ran off to get his mother, "I-Itsuki wait I can't! I'm not ready!"

He was long gone before Korra started tapping her fingers nervously, "No… no no no…. everything will be alright… you're going to be okay… it's all alright… Korra you'll be fine, you'll be-"

"Korra is everything okay? Do you not feel good or something? Itsuki said you needed something…" Asami calls out with a voice filled with worry.

"Shit!" Korra froze up and started shaking nervously, "It's too late… do it Korra! Just say it just say it!" Her back was turned and she repeatedly opened her mouth again and again trying to speak up. She could hear and feel Asami getting close to her and that made things worse. She didn't have the guts to say it with Asami so close by because it made her feel more nauseous and her throat quickly became dry with that puking sensation.

"Korra… what's the matter do you really feel sick?" Asami repeats as she walks closer.

Opening her mouth once again, "(Just say it! Korra just say it!) aa… I… I," shutting her eyes. "I-I AM SORRY! I am so, so sorry for raping you Asami… I am sorry… I-I just…"

Asami froze in place with her mouth slightly agape. She couldn't believe her ears, "W-What did you just say Korra?"

Korra opened her eyes half way and looked at the floor shamefully before repeating herself in a whisper "I… I am sorry Asami… I am so sorry for raping you and burdening you for the last five years. I am so sor-"

Asami instantly pulled Korra into a tight hug from behind. She buried her face into Korra's neck and spoke with such relief, "Korra… you… you spoke! You finally said something!" Tears began forming in her pale green eyes, "I… I've missed your voice so much Korra…"

Korra wasn't sure what to do so she just sat there as Asami sniffled behind her. "Uh… um A-Asami… I… I am sorry… and um… h-happy birthday…"

Korra was extremely awkward and Asami didn't miss that but, she couldn't help but take in the fact that Korra finally talked after five long years! Then before long Asami took a deep breath and pulled away from her hug. She slowly turned around the wheelchair and looked Korra in the eyes. Of course the Korra tried avoiding eye contact but Asami stopped her by cupping her cheeks.

"I… I don't know if I've fully forgiven you for raping me but… but I want to give you a second chance… so for now, I will accept your apology…" Resting her forehead against Korra's.

Korra was still not looking her in the eyes and had a pained expression on her face. Asami noticed this and proceeded to plead for her attention, "Korra… please… will you please look me in the eyes… I need to tell you something important."

Guilt ridden, Korra didn't have it in her to look up.

"Korra… please I'm begging you."

Korra shut her eyes completely and felt Asami's breath on her face. She was afraid. There was just so much fear and anxiety there she couldn't bring herself to open her eyes again. "I… I'm sorry I can't do this… this was a mistake…"

"Korra it's okay… please… look me in the eyes."

Tears formed under her eyelids before she slowly believed in Asami's sincere voice and opened her eyes slightly. A similarly pained yet beautiful pair of light green eyes was looking earnestly into her cyan eyes. Korra felt vulnerable and they were practically as close as they could be and their lips were just an inch away. Asami ended up literally taking away Korra's breath because her anxiety and guilt came at her all at once that she couldn't breathe anymore. She started hyperventilating.

"It's okay… breathe in… and out… breathe in… and out… you're okay… you're okay…" Asami whispers while rubbing Korra's cheek with her thumb.

Korra had some point in time wrapped her arms around Asami's waist. She was tightly hugging the taller woman with her face buried in her neck while Asami gently patted her back. They were both honestly afraid that this was a dream. That this moment after five long years that Korra finally spoke. That Asami had accepted Korra's apology and didn't let her go. They didn't want this reality end and they remained there for a few minutes basking in this warmth. Eventually, Korra calmed down and her breathing leveled out and they shared a awkward yet comfortable silence before Asami started.

Kneeling down to face level again, "Korra listen. I, I am sorry. I never really apologized for breaking up with you… for leaving you all alone for the past years. I am sorry. It was all my fault. I destroyed our future together. I destroyed the family we could've made together… I am sorry. I am so sorry Korra. So please… will you be willing to give me a second chance? I swear on my son's name I will never, ever, leave you alone again." She says filled with emotion built up for ten years not breaking eye contact.

Korra's eyes snapped wide open, she never thought that Asami would be apologizing to her. She always believed that it was her fault so she never thought this would happen. Tears began falling from her face and she didn't know why. She tried speaking but this was different from last time, Korra didn't know what to say or do. Something inside of Korra seemed to just click back into place and she broke down. She was a sobbing mess in Asami's arms.

"Hah… ah… I… I…"

Asami didn't say anything and just pulled Korra in a hug while rubbing her back. She never once let go and embraced her with smoldering love, ignoring her own tears as she listened to Korra's sob; it was filled with agony yet it was comforting. Asami finally heard Korra's voice. Her tears. Her pain and suffering. Together. Korra needed this. This moment was what Asami had been waiting for all these years because Korra had to take the first step. If she wasn't willing to share her feelings or ask for forgiveness, then the healing process would mean nothing.

That's why Asami never pressured Korra into speaking until now, she was ready. Korra bravely took that first step and Asami tightly grabbed onto her courage and wasn't about to let go. And since Korra finally took the first step, Asami was going to do the same. She has been trying to atone for her sins for the longest time and now she can truly ask for forgiveness. It wasn't solely Korra's fault. It wasn't Asami's fault either. This was between the both of them and they both shared their own responsibilities.

"I… I love you Korra… when I left you, things were never the same… it never felt right and I never loved Mako in that way… but I became so busy with Itsuki and my job that I just buried my feelings for you… I love you Korra, so if you're willing to forgive me, can you please give us a second chance? Things will probably be weird and awkward but what… what do you say?" Asami says with some hope in her voice.

"L-Love? She still loves me…" Korra whispers in her chest not believing herself.

"Yes Korra, I love you. For the past ten years, I always have."

Korra closed her eyes and took in a deep breath, breathing in Asami's comfortable scent. "(I… I want this. I want to be with Asami, I…) I… I want to... give us… a second chance…" she finally musters barely loud enough for Asami to hear.

Relief overcame Asami and she squeezed Korra tightly before bringing their faces back together. The maiden was hesitant but she eventually brought their lips together. The kiss was awkward and stiff because neither of them wanted to kiss back fully. But, at the same time they wanted it so Asami ended up taking the lead and deepened the kiss, pecking Korra's lips repeatedly.

Then after some affection, Asami stopped and kissed her cheek one last time before standing upright. "We should probably go now, we've been up here for a long time…"

Korra was still dazed but she felt warm, "Mm… y-yeah…"

They finally reluctantly broke away from their hug and Asami led Korra back down to the party. No one commented on how long they were gone but when Korra started speaking, Bolin and Opal lost it and bombarded Korra with questions. They ended up talking even more until Itsuki crashed and fell asleep on Asami's lap. The mother then quickly carried him off the bed and tucked him in and came back down. The four of them talked at least a few more hours until it was late and the newlyweds ended up sleeping over in the guest room while Korra and Asami slept together for the first time as a couple. They were both extremely self conscious and nervous but the exhaustion from today crept up on them and they quickly fell asleep in each other's arms.

#

At the start of the new year, Korra started working on regaining her strength. Since she agreed to give their relationship a second chance, she was tired of being crippled. She didn't want to be a burden on Asami anymore so she spent most of her time in the house gym working out and stretching accordingly to Asami's regime. Then, finally after a couple months she managed to get back some of her strength. Although, of course, she wasn't as strong as before but she finally had hope. Even if she was still recovering from her drug relapses, she had enough courage and will to not remain the broken Korra she was.

At the beginning of her journey, Korra had talked it out with Asami again and again about what she should do and after their conversations, Korra decided that MMA fighting would be better for her. The former junkie actually took a fancy to fighting people so, Korra focused her training on that instead of resuming her passion of becoming a doctor. This was mostly because it'd be extremely difficult to do so considering her past and the rap sheet she had. But, even if things were tough, she had support from Asami and Itsuki so Korra couldn't be any happier.

As for Asami and Korra's relationship as a couple, things have been going well. They've talked, listened and supported each other time and time again but the most serious and much needed conversation happened a few weeks back.

*flashback*

"Korra, can we talk?"

"Hm yeah, what's wrong Asami?"

"Mm... how should I put this… I know we've technically talked about this plenty of times and it's an uncomfortable topic but… but can we just talk one last time? About us. We've never actually had a proper conversation about what we did and why… it's always been one sided so… can we talk?"

Korra's eyes widen slightly but she had a solemn look of understanding on her face. "Mmh, yeah of course… I'll start first I guess… but it's… kinda of a long story…"

Smiling reassuringly, "I'll listen to you as long as it takes… I need this, I… I want to know what exactly my mistake did… this way I can hopefully fix and make it up to you…"

Making a slight smile while sitting down across Asami, "Okay well… on the first day that it was official… I, I was a mess and broke down pretty badly. I stayed in all day, drank enough to drown my sorrows and passed out. I even took whatever gave me a high and didn't care about myself whatsoever. I skipped all my classes and when I eventually managed to accept that it did happen, I dropped out of school… then I used all of my money on more alcohol and drugs until I ran out of money and was completely broke… I ended up wandering the streets for days or even weeks and well… I wandered into the sketch side of town…"

Rubbing her knuckles nervously, "That's when I was… well, someone… introduced me to underground fighting. I didn't really care so I jumped the gun and took the opportunity… It was tough at first but I was desperate and quickly got the hang of it..." Chuckling softly, "I remember getting messed up so bad that my body was sore for days and I couldn't move. My body just felt like led most of the time and it got swollen over and over again that it felt like I was going to die… But it was actually comforting… it reflected what I felt and I toughed it out… I had to… I needed the money and not before long, I learned the ways and I started winning big… and well because of this, the more drugs and illegal activities I did…"

Looking up sadly, Asami just sat there patiently, listening to her story without interrupting her. "But… at times, I felt empty, depressed, whatever you want to call it, every time, every time when things got hard, I would always remember you and sadly that would always make me so furious and sad that it kept me going when I wanted to give up… ah but don't get me wrong I tried moving on Asami, I tried really hard but I never could… I just loved you too much that when I tried dating someone else, it never worked out… I always thought about you so only friends for benefit was all I had for a relationship..."

Letting out a sigh, "Things only got worse from there… The more drugs I took the more money I needed. The more money I needed, the more fights I fought. The more fights I fought the more drugs I took. It was an endless cycle and it only got worse and worse and by the time I knew it, I became heavily addicted to drugs and fighting… and whenever I didn't take them, I'd always feel like shit so I only took more and more… and then my, my sponsor… he fed my addictions because of my talent for fighting and gave me whatever I needed and life was great… at least that's what I thought… drugs, fights, sex, you name it, those things became my comfort and I… before I knew it five years had passed and then I got knocked out by some new drug. That's how I ran into you again… my mind was really just fucked up at the time so I… I don't know why I did that to you…"

Cupping her face, "I, I think it was because I was jealous… you just looked happy, successful and as beautiful as ever… It didn't help that I still didn't know why you broke up with me at the time and I couldn't help but feel so damn mad… mad that… that you had everything I didn't have… the dream job that we had once aimed for together… friends and family… I thought for sure that you and Mako had a family and lived a perfectly happy life together… you, you know… I never did plan on ki-kidnapping you let alone r-raping you… to be honest I just indulged myself with more drugs to numb out my feelings… but that didn't quite work and I ended up stalking you for a few days before I decided that I wanted an explanation so I could end it for good. But, but then something inside me just snapped while I waited for you …"

Asami was shocked at her confession but she still didn't say or ask anything and just listened to what Korra had to say with all of her earnest attention.

"T-That day that it happened… I-I really only wanted to talk to you, honesty! But, but when I saw you pulling up in your driveway, my mind was just so fucked up from the drugs and I… I don't know what happened and the next thing I knew… I… I was raping you… I am sorry Asami… I will never forgive myself as long as I live… I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am… I, I just am so so sorr-"

"Korra!" Drawing the line there, "It's… it's okay… I know you weren't in the right of mind when you… when you violated me… But… but we need to both accept the fact that it did happen. You violated me."

Korra winced with a face of remorse.

"It, it wasn't right for you to do so but it happened. And… and I'm glad you did…"

Korra now had a confused face.

"You see… because of what you did to me, look. Look at all the good things that have happened to me, to you, to us. We are finally dating again and you have become an irreplaceable family member for both me and Itsuki… and I… it's time for you to hear what I went through all of these years… I was a mess as well Korra. When I broke up with you, I often had to keep reminding myself that it was over… that I did break up with you. But it was an utter mistake because I couldn't be the same person who I was… with you… I always felt stressed, depressed and sick most of the time. I ended up having to force myself to eat time and time again because I was pregnant…"

Looking up, she made a sad smile. "So I ended up getting depression and my hormones were just all over the place… I… I was so afraid and worried… there is just so much pressure from being the only child of a major hospital and I, I just couldn't disgrace our family name… I already had a lot of expectations of becoming a great doctor and being pregnant didn't help… getting an abortion was also not an option and my father… he was furious at first of course since it only delayed my career but we talked it out… and then there was the pains and burden of nurturing a child in your uterus… it was horrible and agonizing and I was all alone. Oh, and yes Mako did try to be by my side but I didn't want him. He didn't understand me the way you did and he was never there when I woke up countless times in the middle of the night, puking out my guts… it was just so lonely and painful and I was just, just alone. This was probably when I finally realized that I never knew how much support you gave me until after you disappeared…"

Rubbing her face, "I tried looking for you during that time you know… You never responded to my calls or texts and I tried looking at our old apartment over and over again but no one was ever there… and sadly it turns out, you never did move out and we just missed each other like someone was writing a horrible story between us… I really did try Korra but I grew tired…" she says in a solemn voice, "I lost hope… I figured you hated me so I gave up… I accepted that I wouldn't be able to find you and the next few months were the longest I experienced until I eventually gave birth… and when, when Itsuki was born at the hospital… I, I instantly regretted everything more than ever before… it didn't feel right… you weren't there Korra… by my side like you always had been… of course I was still happy because my son was finally born but… but it just didn't feel right…"

Making a sad smile, "And that ring on my finger… that was a part of a deal that I made with Mako since I told him that I didn't love him romantically and he accepted that. I allowed him to be a father to his son and we had our arrangements… but that is a different story for another day and so, eventually I became a full time doctor and he became a detective. But… but ironically enough… my first patient after my residency was officially over… it was Mako… he… he was severely injured in a triad operation and, and I couldn't save him… he, he died in my care Korra! And, and I…" shutting her eyes she took a deep breath before starting again, "This was the hardest case I ever dealt with… not only did I lose one of my best friends, my son also lost his father and I… I just…"

Letting out a heavy sigh, "It was tough and it messed me up pretty bad but I… I couldn't be weak. My son needed me so I had no choice but to move on." Letting out a heavy scoff at herself, "I never even properly said goodbye to Mako… I just buried my feelings and I became numb… I had so much stress and anxiety going on that I never could relax…" laughing sadly, "I ended up drowning myself with work so my life practically only revolved around my patients and my son. I couldn't deal with anything let alone anyone else and just like that five years passed and when I ran into you at the hospital… so many old emotions resurfaced and so much guilt, sorrow and frustration came back to me all at once that I wasn't sure what to do…"

Looking Korra in her eyes, "After that incident… I felt so scared and lost but when I read your letter, I immediately sobered up and my heart stopped… I couldn't believe what just had happened and I… everything was a mess and you became so sick and… and it was all my fault! I'm such a fool, an idiot Korra… I did this. It wasn't because of you or Mako, just me. It was my fault. I thought to myself over and over again that if I had just told you about my pregnancy, we… we could have been together… I am just so mad at myself and I am so sorry…"

"Asami… I…"

"Listen Korra, it is not your fault but no matter what I say, you keep believing that it is… but I don't think so… if anything we're both to blame and that's why we… we have to move on Korra… the both of us… we've done and said things that we will never forget and will forever regret but that won't change what happened between us. It happened. We hurt each other so much that there is a deep scar somewhere on us… but, but I don't want us to carry this burden anymore… I love you and you love me. That's why, isn't that enough?"

Sitting up she walked towards Korra and pulled her into a tight hug of love and comfort. "We love each other so much but we are also sad and remorseful of what happened between us… there is just so much guilt and we can't move on if we keep bringing this up… that's why it shouldn't be taboo… what happened has happened and I forgive you. And you never blamed me for anything so can't we just make up? Let's accept what happened and move on. I love you and that's all the matters now... So, do you think we can finally call it truce? No more apologies… just us. A fresh start. It's all in the past now and we live in the present. Our future is for us to decide and I refuse to live with all of this angst… it's tiring Korra. I love you and I don't care about anything else."

"Asami… I…" hugging her back tightly, "Y-You're right. It is tiring and I love you too, that's why I… we… we're ready. I want to move on. I want you and I love you so, so much…" burying her face into Asami's neck.

They both had a soft and refreshed smile as they stood there embracing each other tightly in silence for who knows how long, basking in their warmth and comfort until Itsuki knocked on the door.

"Mom, Korra, I'm hungry can we eat dinner now?"

The two of them looked at each other before grinning, "We should go feed our son now… who knows how long we've been hugging for." Asami jokes. Looking at the door, "Yeah we'll be right down Itsuki," she calls out.

Korra smiles again and whispers into her neck, "Not long enough…"

Asami looked down into Korra's eyes before kissing her cheek, "Yeah you're right… However, I don't want to starve my son so let's go eat dinner... together."

Making her most refreshed smile, "Yeah let's!"

#

Fastforwarding to the present, Asami and Korra have a steady relationship. Although Asami has a busy schedule from her irregular hours as a doctor, they've been doing really well. Even though they don't see each other as much as they like, they made it work. Korra always brought Asami lunch and they hung out often during her breaks. Since Korra was basically free and they lived near the hospital, she made sure to walk over and see Asami when she had time. But whenever her lover was busy, Korra would end up spending most of her time with their new puppy they adopted a few months back.

It was a small, snow white husky that Itsuki insisted on keeping when the puppy ended up on their front yard. He said something along the lines that it was faith and that she was a sign the world gave to them since their relationship finally felt like a true family after all these years. So, after Itsuki's begging, Asami caved in and allowed him to keep the puppy. Half of it was because of her son and the other half was because of Korra. Since Itsuki has school, he couldn't keep Korra company all the time so the pupper was perfect. The cute little fella kept Korra company while she focused on her recovery and they named her Naga.

Korra actually ended up bonding with the puppy really well and they enjoyed hanging out and playing with each other. And it turns out that she actually made Korra happier so Asami had no regrets whatsoever with adopting the puppy. And even though Korra didn't actually have a real job, taking care of Itsuki and Naga made her quite busy. But these things were a great help to Korra's therapy and recovery since after all, she is still recovering from her drug addiction.

So aside from their usual work and errands, Korra was extremely happy with her new start and Asami couldn't be any happier as well. Korra's gotten better over the past months enough that she would do many small, cute gestures like preparing a mini dinner date on their balcony or bringing her some bright colored flowers at the hospital. It was just like when they first dated and it was cute. Asami enjoyed every single little thing that Korra did for her.

But, despite how much Asami appreciated it, she felt bad at times because even though Korra did so many loving things for her, she'd end up being too busy to return the favor. The only time that Asami could be affectionate was when they ate together, relaxed at home or even when slept together and that was about it. These past months have been wonderful but Asami has been… well, bluntly putting it, sexually frustrated. It's been too long since she's had sexual intercourse and the last thing she experienced was when Korra forced herself on her. At first she was fine with this but after rekindling their serious relationship she's been… teased way too often.

Korra was healthy and strong so she stopped needing Asami's help like: moving around, feeding her, and giving her baths. This used to be Asami's form of affection for Korra but ever since she stopped, Asami started getting antsy. They've been sleeping together in the same bed for the past couple years and it was fairly recent that they officially started dating however, within that time frame, nothing has happened.

That's why Asami always thought about this, how the hell does two people in a intimate relationship not have sex? But when she thought about it, there was no way Korra would make a move so it was up to her. Then thinking about that, she couldn't bring herself to have sex with Korra and half of it was because Asami was still afraid. The trauma of rape isn't forgettable and she was still insecure but the other half… she wasn't sure. Was it because she was afraid of moving on in their relationship? Or was she afraid that things would change for the worse? She loved her new life with Korra and she didn't want that to disappear so Asami just didn't know what to do.

"Mmh…"

Asami released Korra's lips with a slight pop, she pushed herself on top of the younger woman and leaned further into the kiss. It felt good. It was pleasurable and enjoyable for the both of them. Asami slipped in her tongue and started swirling it side to side before sucking it lightly. They both moaned in the kiss and things were becoming very sensual. Korra started trailing her hands up Asami's legs and when she slid them under her shirt, Asami flinched and her breath hitched. She immediately pulled back from the kiss and things became awkward.

"..."

"..."

They stared at each other silently before Korra spoke up, "I, I should go wake Itsuki up for school…" She gently pushes Asami off of her and got out of bed.

"Y-Yeah I'll go make him some breakfast…"

Korra rubbed the back of her neck as she walked out the door and when the door closed shut Asami started whispering to herself, "Dammit! Things were going so well and you just had to flinch Asami come on!" Face planting on to her pillow.

#

It was Saturday evening and Asami and Opal were getting a bite to eat at the Little Ba Sing Se Fashion Mall because it was their rare day off together. As Opal absent mindlessly drank her tea, she raised her eyebrow when she saw Asami stabbing away her seaweed noodles.

"What's wrong Asami you've been... off these days?"

"Hm? Nothing, it's nothing Opal…"

Not believing her, "Oh no you don't! You have a bad habit of keeping things to yourself so spill it!"

"Opal… really it's nothing."

"Asami…"

"..."

"Asami!"

"Arghh! It's really nothing okay! I'm just sexual frustated!" She confesses before they both freeze up, "D-Did I just really say that out loud?" She felt herself becoming warm and red.

"Y-Yeah you definitely just said that Asami…"

"UGHH!" Banging her head on the table before crying out a muffled whimper, "I can't believe I just said that! Oh my god Asami! What's wrong with you!"

Opal couldn't help but tease her, "Well you said it yourself hon, you're sexually frustrated pfft-"

She snapped upright bright red, "Opal! That's not funny!"

"Sorry sorry you know I had to… anyways what's wrong? Why haven't you had sex? Is… is it because of… you know…"

Asami let out a deep sigh, "I… I want to… but my body seems to remember and everytime Korra touches me, I… I freak out and we stop…"

"Asami… have you talked about this with Korra yet?"

Looking at her friend strangelty, "N-No why would I? It's not her fault it's my-"

"Asami… come on you know that's not true. Sex isn't a one sided thing, it's been two people. You two especially, need to sort things out in that area now that you're actually dating again…"

"... Y-You're right but what the heck am I supposed to say?! Babe, I want to have sex with you but sorry I can't because my body's scared?! What kind of reason is that!"

Flinching, "True true… but honestly, I don't know! Just be honest, you two are finally a couple again after ten long years so just talk! It's good for the both of you to know each other's feelings."

Letting out a sigh, "Okay… fine I'll talk to Korra tonight then…"

Smirking slightly, "There you go sweetie! I believe in you, you got this!"

#

"Korra can we talk?"

Korra was in the middle of holding up Itsuki like a airplane and he was swinging around his arms and legs happily while squealing. "Hm? Yeah what's up Asami?"

The mother couldn't help but giggle and cover her mouth when her son accidently kicked Korra in the face getting "OOF!" in response.

"Oww Itsuki! That hurt, that does it now kiddo! It's going to be a bumpy ride!" Korra started running around the house and dipped the boy up and down randomly several times.

"AAHHHH!" He screams in excitement and terror.

"I'll talk to you when we're alone baby… in private… in our room…"

Korra's eyebrow went up, something was up but Asami said they were going to talk about it so she left it at that. "Got it babe, you hear that Itsuki? Your mom and I need to talk so you need to go brush your teeth and go bed!"

"Awww no!" He started flutter kicking and flailing about.

"Ha, ha, haa! But before you do, you need to safety land the plane before it's too late!"

"WAAHH!" The boy jerked back and forth before he started 'steering' the plane.

Asami couldn't help but smile at her family. This was nice, it took a while but they were finally a true family. The mother simply stood there and smiled dearly enjoying the sight of her beloveds. Korra made dramatic plane noises and continued running around with Naga chasing after her before eventually leading their son into the bathroom and got him ready for bed.

While Korra was doing all of this, Asami went into their bed room and changed into her sexiest pair of lingerie. She then wore a single burgundy blouse with only a few buttons buttoned up in the middle and her chest was practically exposed while her panties were showing through from the bottom of the shirt. She gave herself one last look in the mirror before she could hear Korra speaking from the hallway.

"Sorry! Itsuki started splashing me with wa-ter…"

Right when she walked in, Asami turned off the lights. The curtains were already closed so it was pretty dark in the room and she was hiding behind the door so Korra couldn't see her.

"A-Asami?" Korra says while suddenly feeling like she's in deep shit. "B-Babe… d-did I do something wrong? Is, is it because I accidentally ate the last bit of ice cream you were saving?! I-I'm sorry I shouldn't have-" Asami slammed the door shut and locked it before quickly pulling Korra into a kiss.

"Mm…"

A moan left both of their mouths before Korra grabbed on to Asami's hips. Releasing her lips with a pop, "No, I'm not mad Korra… I just…" letting out a sigh. "Honestly… I've just… been sexually frustrated but, but every time we try to do something I… I panic… I'm sorry I really want to have sex with you but every time you touch me I-I just freeze…"

Korra lifted up one of her eyebrows surprised at Asami's sudden confession. She definitely wasn't expecting this. "A-Asami…"

Asami tightened their hug and purposely pushed her breasts against Korra's body. "I… I do want to have sex with you Korra… I'm ready but I just… I don't know what to do…"

Korra's expression softened, "Asami…" glancing at her chest, she gulped before closing her eyes and thought to herself, "Sooo… you're okay when you touch me right?"

She nodded affirmatively, "It's just when you touch my skin that I…"

Letting out a soft breath, "Okay I understand… let's do it. If… if you don't mind then, then I won't touch you and you can do whatever you want to me…"

Asami's eyes widened, she never thought about that and it was the simplest idea ever. "Yeah… I don't mind… I would love that," kissing her cheek.

Korra made a soft smile before speaking, "Cool… but in that case I have a favor as well… can you um… can you b-blindfold me… I… I can't look you in the eye after what I… I just can't Asami…"

"... Alright but just tell me if you feel uncomfortable okay?" She reaches over and grabs a thin piece of fabric from her drawer, "Before I… you know… I, I'm okay with you just kissing me…"

Korra smiles before leaning forward and they both gently started kissing one another before deepening the kiss. Letting out a soft moan, Asami slipped in her tongue and start playing with Korra's. Eventually they somehow ended up on the bed and Asami switched their kissing angle again and again before stripping off her clothes. She slowly peeled off her blouse at a painfully slow pace, letting Korra joy the show. Now she was just in her lingerie and she could feel Korra's eyes eating her up.

The maiden smiles before leaning back down for a kiss and caressed Korra's back before taking off her top. Korra wiggled out of it because she was refraining from touching Asami's skin. She awkwardly gripped onto her own pants and leaned in for the kiss.

"Mm… it's okay... you can hug... me… while kissing…"

With permission, Korra slowly brought up her hands and held onto the back of her head and lower back. She felt Asami tense a little but waited until she relaxed a bit before applying actual pressure. Asami on the other hand felt nervous and could feel her heart beating rapidly but she was aroused. She's been dealing with sexual frustration for too long now and she didn't care anymore.

"Mm… mmhh Korra…"

Pushing her down on to the mattress, she continued with their sensual kiss before she broke free. Letting out a hot breath, she sat up and unclasped her bra, tossing it aside before slowly slipping off her panties. Her heart started racing faster and she was completely vulnerable but Korra kept her promise and didn't move. She only had this pained expression and was avoiding eye contact. Asami almost forgot about what her lover asked of her early and quickly reached for the blindfold. She then carefully tied it around Korra's eyes leaving her completely sightless and enjoyed tracing her fingers over the light trace of Korra's abs before leaning back down and planted a kiss on her lips.

Everything was black and Korra's heart started racing faster. She couldn't help but feel nervous and have some anxiety and self doubt, "M-Maybe Asami doesn't want to have sex with me… she said she wanted to but I-I… I don't have that right…" she began breathing roughly but Asami cupped her cheek and kissed her again.

"It's okay Korra. I want you and I won't doing that makes me uncomfortable…"

True to her words, the maiden wanted to relieve her sexual tension and she planned to ease it as much as possible without having Korra touch her. They continued their make out session and Asami repeatedly kissed her lips over and over again switching their angles repeatedly but, as much as it felt good, it wasn't enough.

"Mmh… Korra… can you lift… your leg up?"

The maiden paused and pushed herself up, repositioning herself over Korra's leg as she obediently followed Asami's request and rose one of her legs up. Asami straddled her knee, placing her sex on it before leaning down for a kiss. Their tongues were rubbing against each other and Asami couldn't help but moan as she started rocking her body back and forth. Her sex was definitely wet and Korra could feel her wetness on her lower thigh.

"Mmh… Korra… higher… push you leg up more- AAH aahhah… yeah like that… mm…"

This was definitely teasing Korra since she never really moved but, that doesn't mean that this wasn't stimulating. Korra couldn't help but think to herself "Fuck… why is she such a good kisser… and just… fuck her pussy is seriously wet! I want to move my knee but I can't! And, and her breasts… why are they so soft?! They're seriously rubbing against me for crying out loud. Ahh no no no I can hear how wet she is goddammit… I-I want to make love to her… but I can't… I don't have that right."

Before long, Asami pulled away from the kiss and was immersed in rocking her body. Korra couldn't see anything so, she only listened to Asami's panting and felt her body rocking back and forth and fuck, it was seriously hot. Korra had a pretty good idea of what Asami was doing and the thought of it made her own sex numb and tingly.

Moaning loudly, Asami couldn't help but rock her body more aggressively because it felt so good to the point that it was unbearable. She started playing with her own stiff clit rubbing it in a circular motion as she jerked back and forth on Korra's knee. And while she did that, she played with her own breast, fondling it in a pleasant circular movement while twisting and rubbing her stiff nipple. Her breathing was haggard and she was about to cum. All the sudden, Asami seriously started rocking roughly against Korra's body.

"Fuck she's about to cum…" Biting her lower lip, Korra laid there feeling and hearing her girlfriend about to climax. It was seriously sexy, intense and it sounded like serious hard core porn but, then again they were having sex or, well, at least Asami was having fun.

"AHH AHH Korra… Mmh… AAAH! AAAH AA-AAAHHHH!"

Grunting, Korra could feel Asami's lower lips throb on her leg. She was about to cum so Korra decided to cheat a little and rubbed her leg against her wet sex. She half expected Asami to flinch but she didn't and seemed to appreciate her gesture. Once Asami shuddered and let out a euphoric scream, she let out a couple breaths before settling down and fell onto Korra's chest. The maiden ended up hugging her lover as she panted for breath.

Awkwardly, Korra carefully wrapped her arms around Asami's back and embraced her as she calmed down. But she still was blindfolded so she couldn't see Asami's face of affection as she began to kiss her collarbone.

"Mmh… Korra… I love you…"

Smiling, Korra brought up her hand to stroke her beautiful, long raven black hair..

Glancing at Korra's wrist, a pang of guilt made Asami's heart throb. "Korra's wrist is scared because of me… I burned her and made it worse…"

Korra seemed noticed Asami's discomfort and leaned in to kiss her forehead. Asami smiled before kissing her back lovingly and then kissed her rough, scarred skin before making her way down towards Korra's breast.

"Thank you, that felt amazing… let me returned the favor…"

Softly smiling, "You don't have to… just rest okay baby? We can continue another time and maybe we can do it together next time…"

"Mm… you sure?"

"Yeah, definitely. Just sleep okay?"

Kissing her neck, "Okay… then let me undo the blindfold…" Leaning up, Asami quickly took it off and they both smiled before she snuggled into her arms. "This is nice…"

"Mm… it is…"

#

It's been a few weeks since they had sex and they're slowly but surely making progress in that activity. But, currently it was late in the evening and Korra was sitting at her desk and was absentmindedly scribbling down some things on a piece of paper. Her tongue was sticking out half way and she scrunched her face trying to hurry up.

"Korra! Baby hurry up! We're gonna be late! Opal is about to give birth anytime soon!" Asami yells upstairs while putting on Itsuki's jacket.

Korra could hear Itsuki complain to his mother from downstairs, "Aww mom I'm old enough to put on my own sweater!" He pouts while crossing his arms.

"Hey, last time you didn't put it on and you caught a cold so deal with it! KORRA! BABY COME ON! WE HAVE TO GO!"

"COMING! JUST A SEC!" Scrambling, Korra quickly folded the piece of paper into thirds and shoved it into the drawer. She then quickly ran into the closest and grabbed a navy blue hoodie before running downstairs.

Raising her eyebrow with her hand on her hip, "Geez what were you doing up there?! Come on let's go!" Twirling her keys on her finger.

"Sorry! I forgot my phone and it took me a while to find it."

"Yeah yeah, let's hurry before that baby pops out!"

Making a lopsided grin, "Sounds good to me!"

They all quickly went inside the car and Asami sped over to the hospital in record time. The three of them barely made it in time to the waiting room where Bolin handed Asami their first born son, San and ran inside to be next to his wife. While the family of three patiently waited outside with baby San, they heard Opal let out a mighty scream before a baby's cry sounded off. The three of them looked at each other before smiling. Then after a few minutes Bolin walked outside and introduced their new born daughter, Toph. As they celebrated this beautiful moment of life together, in the Sato house, a slightly crumpled piece of paper laid inside an empty drawer. It wasn't really addressed to anyone in particular but it read:

"Dear to whom reads this,

All Asami and I have done for the past ten years is hurt each other. We both regret what happened between us but we also believe that it brought us closer than ever before. Ten years of hardship is difficult to overcome but, Asami once told me that we can overcome anything together. That is why it is time for us to say farewell to our past instead of dwelling in misery. We have talked about our relationship again and again and everytime, it helped us understand each other again and again. Our wounds will probably never disappear but it has gotten lighter. It has healed just like the scar on my wrist...

We are done with the past and we have accepted what has happened so, only more time will truly heal our wounds. We still have things to sort out but we have a lifetime ahead of us… Our bond is stronger than ever before and only a bright future lays ahead of us. We just have to catch it, together. It is not about just me anymore. We are not alone anymore. We have each other and our future will only be filled with happiness. Just the three of us.

Together.

Asami, Itsuki and I.

We are a family.

So, Korra (and Asami) you better not fuck up again. Just talk if you ever feel down or insecure. I will do my best to help you... and Asami… my love, if you somehow read this letter,

Thank you so much for forgiving and believing in me.

I love you. I love you so so much.

-Korra"

AN: Thank you again for reading my story! I hope it wasn't trash and was an ending that you could like/love. Let me know your thoughts! =)

Edit: Just an FYI, I love ! Everyone one here is so nice XD compared to AO3 ya'll way more respectful and awesome! :))) 3 3 3

(Psshhh of course I'm not roasting the kids over there just a little bit, of course not lololol)