A.N: This is the prologue. If you have any questions or are confused just ask in reviews. This will be a story where someone else enters the book. It will have some Bella and Edward bashing but not majorly and not all the Cullens. It will have medical things in it, but not much as I don't know anything so if I get something wrong I apologise. Will have a slash but not sure if it should be Jacob or Paul yet. I am leaning towards Jacob. Vote for who you think it should be in the comments.

Prologue

I was sitting in my hospital room when my favourite nurse Janice came in. She had only been at the hospital for a week but she is already my favourite as soon as she came she treated me like a person. On her breaks, she often comes in and talks to me. If she is working nights and I can't sleep she will watch a movie with me. She doesn't treat me with sympathy she treats me like a person. So what I am seventeen and I have to fed food through a tube in my stomach and have been diagnosed with terminal cancer, in my liver, kidney and one of my lungs and I have no parents as they abandoned me when I was a baby so that state took me in and I haven't been out of hospital for three years. It doesn't mean I am not human and can't hold a conversation. Janice saw me not a patient she was my guardian angel in this place.

"Hey bug a boo. Enjoying the books I lent you," she asked coming in and checking my IV.

"Well I finished them and I had already seen the movies but ...," I trailed off.

"But," Janice prompted.

"There are so many problems like in the first book they would have noticed Bella was human through her heartbeat or eyes. Also, the pack would have phased by the time Bella was there if the Cullens had moved there a year before not when the Cullen's leave. Also, why didn't Edwards change her straight away on the honeymoon? It was at least a week. The transformation takes three days and then he wouldn't be bored while she slept as she would be awake. Then they wouldn't have the Renesmee problem," I ranted.

"So I'm guessing you would have written things different or done things differently if you were in it," she guessed.

"Yeah. In fact, I would love to be in the books as Bellas sister to slap some sense into her, also I would probably be a shield as well. I don't want Edward mind raping me 24/7. If I had to go in a book right now it would be that one to try and fix the problems. I would hang out on the res and I wouldn't take any bullshit. I would be friends with Leah because she has every right to be angry. I would make sure Bella didn't fall into depression and that Jasper realised the reason he slips is that he feels his families hunger. I wouldn't even care if I had to have this stupid stomach eating problem. I wouldn't want cancer though that would cause a downer, but I still would want to look how I want," I raved.

"How would you look?" She questioned.

"Well, it is in a place where vampires exist so I would want my hair to be naturally bright electric blue with purple streaks in it to match my eyes. I would have the tattoos I want to be done by me and have the body I had before cancer because even with the stomach thing I had a healthy body," I said thoughtfully.

"I think your hair would look cool like that. I also think you would do great in twilight as Bellas rebel sister that goes to smart school out of state for the art because hunny I have seen what you can draw," she said looking at me daring me to say otherwise. It was true I could draw well and could play every instrument I ever touched but it was because of my photographic memory.

"Yeah, I would but I wouldn't want to be Bella. I mean yeah vampires are supposed to be fit but I hate the cold and also he is like over a hundred can you say creepy," I shuddered at the end. Janice chuckled at me.

"So you definitely team Jacob," she commented sitting down in the chair by my bed while we chat.

"If I had to pick it would be someone from the pack so definitely Jacob over Edward. But it is weird that he imprinted on Bella daughter after kissing her and wanting to date her," I sated.

"Noted I will keep it in mind," she replied.

"Now that I think about it I am going to die soon maybe I will die and wake up in twilight as we said. Then I would have loads of knowledge and creep the fuck out of everyone," I smirked.

"Right well goodbye and don't scare anyone too much," she said while fluffing my pillows and putting my sleeping medication on the table. I took them and looked at her confused.

"What?" I questioned.

"Don't worry go to sleep and all will be clear in the morning," she said stroking my head.

I was too tired to argue so I just laid down and mumbled, "Janice that was weird and I read a story with vampires that sparkle.

I heard her say goodnight and good luck before I was taken by what I thought was sleep.

A.N: This was just an introduction to give the story a little background. Should I make her Jacob imprint or Paul's? Next chapter will be short as it will be her childhood up until forks so chapter three is where the good stuff happens enjoy.