There isn't much that can be said or done at this point. I probably wouldn't have chosen this route myself, but you made my choice for me, didn't you? Kill or be killed, you said. You want me to be a tool, no better than a fucking hammer. Well, since there's only one person who might even potentially care a smidge about this fucking demon's death, I've decided that I'll go ahead and take my own life. Why sit around waiting for you to either "make me useful" or deem me to unworthy to live, right? I killed the Impure King for you. I killed Amaimon for you. I don't want to kill anything, anyone, anymore.

Bon's more than good enough to get rid of Satan and he's even got everyone on his side. He's human, after all. I'll never be, no matter how hard I try. So, you guys'll help, and I'll be lying in the cold hard ground. After all, that's where demons belong, don't they?

Sincerely,

Okumura Rin

Author's Note: I'm not sure how long this fanfic is going to be but I wanted to warn you guys that this will get very graphic at some point, and that if it ever gets deleted you'll be able to find it on Archive of Our Own. There is going to be incest... probably just twincest but Mephisto may join in on the fun at some point and he will definitely play a large role in the story but I'm not sure how he'll factor in quite yet. Happy reading!