Klaus's thoughts as he waits to hear from Hayley's kidnapper:

What if what you thought you knew all along was not the truth. What if you were wrong about the people close to you. What would you do if you found out that your life was taken from you? How would you handle the situation? How would the people, you thought you knew, try to change you? Would it be for the best or worst? Do you ask yourself why, when, what and how? Or maybe you decided to go along with it because you knew no other way to keep the pain down. What if the people you loved the most took away the one person who knew you, loved you and cared about you more than you could ever imagine. What if you could change how the world depicts you. Will you stay a monster or will you tame yourself for the better of others? Or will you make the same mistakes that they did? Not trusting or loving that one person who would never harm or intentionally hurt you. Instead, you break that person who would have given her life for you over and over a time again and again.

Even though the love between you two could move mountains, your paranoia ruins what chance you and that person ever had or could have had together. Instead of embracing that person, you twist that person into your world of the unknown and you intentionally play with that person's heart. Leaving that person further down into the hole you dug up for that person because you were selfish and scared. You were scared of the unknowing truth behind their eyes. The truth is that you are a monster and there is nothing that you can do about it.

Maybe you could try to change how you are, but can you? Can you really learn from your mistakes and give that person that you love more than anyone else the things that they desire. Are you sure that you can change into the man that she once loved or are you still that monster which was born of two bastards which makes you twice the monster before? Is it possible to have your redemption in front of you loving you until her dying breath? Will you finally take claim of what is yours? Or will you be the coward you have always been throughout history?

This time is different. Your heart tells you so or is your mind playing tricks on you again. Are you sure that your love can be salvaged or is it lost forever in your mistakes? The mistakes you made might just cost the person you love, her life and your future. Why? Maybe your past wants to right their wrongs and give you another chance. Or it could steadily and surely want to suck the life you have made right out of you? What life have you made? The life you have made for yourself is nothing but agony and torture and pain and lost because she is gone. You are miserable inside and your beast is gnawing to get out and rip apart thy enemies but you won't do that. She would understand but then again she won't understand the demon inside of you. You and she might be one and the same, alike in every prospect of your life but she will never know your pain. She won't understand or know your pain until tomorrow when you see her again. That would be the time when you tell her the truth instead of half of the truth.

To have her understand you may be the greatest thing known to man. She wouldn't have to fall onto your brother or fall in love. Why would she fall in love with the man who tore your love apart in the first place? She is ignorant and she shouldn't even be able to breathe such words to your brother. Such devotion and sacrifice should be given unto you and you only. She was yours or still is and forever will be until the day she dies. For her life is not as important as yours. Wait yes it is because she bore many and many children for you but still she seems so far away. Will she come back to you or will your love be lost forever?


Hey guys, I actually wrote this as a challenge for me because I wanted to see if I could write Klaus's inner paranoia and I did. I think this is pretty awesome especially with season five of the Originals and I hope y'all like this. Let me know if you guys want me to continue this or not.

Remember to always hold your farts in an elevator or just in outer space; whichever one is fine. : )