AN: Okay so I know I went on a small break but to put it simply, things got bad for me in my personal life and for a while I had lost my passion for writing, but today I couldn't stop myself from writing this. I have a new love that I have found for this story and I'm happy to be back. SO let's get on with the chapter shall we.
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Copywrite: No owner's of glee made this story. This is just a fun thing to do. But Alec is mine!
WARNINGS: Some cursing but nothing major I think? A bit of love but pretty good here.
Chapter 3: The Aftermath
"So… Kirk is it?" Sebastian was the first one to speak. His voice still exuded that cocky and 'better than all of you' tone.
"Kurt actually, Kurt Hummel just in case you forgot it already." It took everything in his power not to roll his eyes and glare, but he knew he had to control himself. This guy was sadly still part of the band, and he needed to put his claws away for right now.
"Right sorry… Kurt," The meerkat faced man said in an obviously sarcastic way, "My question to you is why do you want to join our band?"
Well that was easy, "I need an outlet of sorts; a way to express myself, and not feel judged while doing it. This seemed like a good option honestly, I like to write and getting to preform what I've created seems like the perfect thing I need right now."
Finished with his answer Kurt looked around to see everyone's reactions. Elliott, Dani, and Alec seemed to have understanding looks on their faces. They seemed like they also used the band to express some repressed feelings. Sebastian on the other hand just looked cold and totally uninterested. He seemed unbothered and for whatever reason, Kurt was uneased by it.
"That's perfect Kurt, if you don't mind me asking is there anything you have written that we can hear?" This time Elliott spoke. His kind smile made the boy remember why he was putting up with the meerkat; because even if Sebastian was an ass, the other three members seemed so raw and real. He needed that right now.
"Umm, maybe, I think I have something."
"Perfect! Well I think we should see your talents before we make any more judgments on you." Elliott spoke "You can either sing acapella or you can use the instruments you see in that corner over there. It really up to you."
Kurt automatically turned around to look at the little corner that seemed to have a drum set and a few acoustic guitars. Without hesitating he walked towards the corner and picked up a guitar and a pull-out chair he had found near the wall. Walking back to the middle of the room, he placed down the chair and sat down with the guitar in hand.
A small rhythmic noise began to fill the room as he began the song. It was soft and soothing, almost hypnotic, but then his voice filled the room. The song seemed to have a Spanish sway to it that kept everyone in the room attendant to the singing man. It was clear this melody was an expression of his love towards someone.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
The melody of the song made all of them sway in their seats, each letting the words roll through them. It was a complete release of emotion for him and the band could feel it.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
'Cause I love you
As the song slowly drifted away and the last note was song, the room was engulfed with pure silence. Each member had different expressions on there faces. Elliott looked at him as though he was the most beautiful person he had ever seen. Dani seemed a little dazed, seeming to still process the emotion in the song. Alec was in shock, but he did show a hint of a smile on his face. But the worst one, Sebastian. Sebastian just looked bored; completely uncaring. He looked ready to pack up and leave.
It made Kurt feel defeated. Everyone seemed amazing except the meerkat. He didn't want him to be the reason the band said no. He would fight tooth and nail if that was the reason, they didn't want him.
Finally, the silence was broken, surprisingly by Dani, "Thank you so much for coming in Kurt, I know you are hoping for an automatic yes or no, but we still have people waiting to be auditioned. We finish auditions tomorrow, so we'll be in touch after that to let you know if you got it or not."
That was it, the thank you and goodbye he always got before being disappointed. It was a way to let him down easily. It always hurt him. He must have been stupid for even trying. He could feel his throat tightening with emotion, but he knew he wasn't going to cry he was just frustrated. He never got anything, even when he did his best. I was never enough.
"Thank you for hearing me out, have a nice day." That's all he got out before quickly finding his way back to the door. Quickly stepping out of the room, he closed the door behind him. A sigh left his lips as the tension that had once filled his body was released. Kurt's body leaned back against the door for a second as he got his composure back.
All of the sudden, the door holding his body, opened once again. This time he lost his balance and fell right into whoever was trying to exit the room. Thankfully he was caught in time before he hit the floor. Looking up, it was non other than Elliott again smiling with amusement at the situation.
"Oh gaga, I am so sorry!" Blushing red Kurt picked himself up and moved to let Elliott out of the room. The door closed once again leaving them in the privacy of the hallway.
"Hey, it's okay, honestly I was hoping to catch you before you ran away screaming because of those idiots in there." His voice was filled with an apologetic tone and he seemed a little embarrassed himself. "Look I'm so sorry for the way those guys acted in there it's just they all got their own things they need to deal with and that song… wow Kurt, just that song. I think it just made us feel more vulnerable than we have ever wanted to feel. That song, it was something real, it's what we need in our band."
"Wow… thanks for saying that Elliott, I thought you guys just hated me back there, it means a lot."
"Look, we are hosting auditions tomorrow, but I can tell we won't find someone like you anywhere else. I'm going to talk to them, tell them to get their heads out of their asses and see what an opportunity we have with you. We should be starting practices on Monday, I'll call you with the info but Kurt, I think we need you just as much if not more than you need us."
Fighting wasn't something he and Kurt did often, but tensions where high. Blaine's ever-growing celebrity status was starting to create a swirl of energy that seemed to affect everything in his life, including his relationship.
It had been a mistake, a lapse in judgment but it didn't change the fact that he had hurt the love of his life. Blaine would do anything to keep Kurt happy, and he had some making up to do. He needed to show his amazing fiancé that he was sorry, truly sorry. So, he began to plan. He was going to ask for forgiveness in the best way he knew how, with a song. He was going to show Kurt how much he loved him, show him that no matter what happens their love was the one thing that could never be broken.
Without a second thought, Blaine picked up his phone and scrolled down till he saw Marty's number on the screen. After dialing, he heard a few rings right before he got an answer.
"Hello?"
"Hey Marty, I know I just saw you this morning, but I need a favor."
"Blaine, what happened this time, did some crazy fan try to steal your shirt again?"
"Ha ha, very funny Marty, that happened once, and you know they must have been drunk or something. But no, I kind of screwed up with Kurt and I need your help getting things back on track."
"What happened with you and Kurt? You guys never fight, well except when we went to that party and you both got so wasted that you…
"Marty, it's complicated, okay, I just need you to do one thing for me."
"Fine Blaine, what you need?"
"Do you remember that Karaoke Bar on 5th? Me and Kurt used to go there a lot when we first moved to New York and I know you know the owner so… could you call him and see if he minds me renting out the place tomorrow?"
"Oh yea, I could give him a call and see if he can shut down the place for a bit. But Blaine, word of advance, fame is a homewrecker. I've seen to many couples break up because of it. Don't let you and Kurt be one of those."
"Trust me Marty, I love him with everything I have. Fame won't change us."
"Well, I've managed many great celebrities and they all have said the same, look at them now. Just be careful, you guys are actually good together."
"Wow… I never knew you could be my manager and Yoda all in the same minute."
"Well, that's what I'm here for, now I got to go but may the love force be with you."
"Thanks man." With a chuckle Blaine hung up the phone. Everything was going to be all right. His relationship would be alright.
As Kurt entered his New York apartment, the smell of red roses flooded his nose. He was surprised at how strong the smell was until he moved into the living room. On every surface imaginable sat bouquets of red roses all with notes pinned to them. Kurt walked to a bouquet and pulled the note from the pin it was on.
4. The way you kiss
Not understanding what that meant, he went and pulled another note from its pin.
7. The way you love my dorky and nerdy side
Still at a loss Kurt just ran around looking through every note reading what they said
9. The way you look at me when you think I'm not looking
3. The way you're so particular about your hair even when it looks amazing
way you love so fully and unselfishly
8. The way your sexy without even trying
5. The way your voice sounds when you're carefree
1. The way you dance even if it's just that little shimmy thing you love to do
6. The way you can fix up a car no matter what brand or model
10. The way you forgive me even when I mess up
Tears filled his eyes as he read the notes one by one. He understood it now. Blaine had written down things he loved about him. He had written down his feeling to say I'm sorry.
"Hey, I heard the door open and… oof" Kurt had run at Blaine so fast he had almost knocked him over. Their lips meet in a passionate kiss which was turning heated as both men apologized with there actions.
Pulling away just barely, Kurt whispered to his lover, "Thank you, I love it, I love you, You're my world."
"Wait till you see what I have planned for tomorrow." Blaine whispered back. Falling back into the kiss, they both made their way to the bedroom once again.
Pulling away for less than a second Kurt said, "Wait till you see what I just planned for tonight." Rushing back into the kiss they closed the bedroom door behind them as they moved to show the real love between them.
AN: Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed this chapter next up Blaine's Surprise and some other stuff so let's see what y'all think. Feel free to send reviews, dms, follows, and favs my way. It encourages me to get these out faster! :)
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Song List:
Lovesong- Adele
