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Thanks you for the those ten lovely years

For the first time in ten years I felt like I have lost someone. Someone that is important to me.

About ten years ago I almost died from drowning, until a familiar man rescued me from drowning to the bottom of the ocean.

Of course that was the last time I saw and remembered. A man that I can only remember.

You see I got a permanent anemia. I can no longer regain my memories from the past even I don't recognize my family or friends anymore. Expect for a man who saved my life. A man is about 174 cm taller. He has pale skin and a dark brown or black hair it hard to see what color of is hair look like, but hey I was drowning! Anyway with a cowlick in front and distinctive tuft in the back.

...But most of all I adore his crystal blue eyes. It so beautiful. It was the most beautiful blue eyes that I ever seen...Yet he seems very familiar.

But...After he saved me and deliver me to the hospital I never seen him again. Every time I told them that man saved me, but they didn't spoke back. It like they are forbidden to talk to me.

Also I was told that I have a little brother who is seven years old. I asked them where is he? They said there is no visitors until I get better and released from the hospital. But my little brother haven't been seen since I drowned. They never got a picture of him. He just disappeared without a single trace. No matter what they find, it seems like he disappeared on Heaven nor on Earth. But I got a feeling that he is still alive, but hiding somewhere that we won't find him again.

I couldn't give up hope yet until years have gone by. I have a little hope left.

But right now my chest hurts it like someone is ultimately conclude...It like someone who has passed away peacefully.

For some reason I'm crying and I couldn't stop crying. It getting out of hand! These tears won't stop! The everlasting tears...

I tried to calm down, but I couldn't.

I realized what my heart is saying.

I immediately cried harder than before.

That man who saved me ten years ago is dead.

My brother of mine who disappeared ten years ago is dead.

I look at the picture on my desk. Picture of someone who has green jacket with a blue hood and yellow shirt, showing his 'V' peace sign.

I sighed sadly.

I was told that he went missing ever since that day and the police couldn't find him again. But his parents didn't care about their son who went missing fifteen years ago. How cruel...How cruel of them. Who didn't care about their own son who disappeared fifteen years ago.

I heard that his name is...Shinichi Kudo. A famed detective of Japan's east. Who adores Sherlock Holmes. Challenger of Phantom Thief. The savior of the police force. A hero whom brings justice...And...Shinichi's lover.

I was his first love of his life.

And I loved him back.

And I was told that I will be waiting for him to come back from his everlasting case.

I knew that he won't come back.

Soon my heart slowly faded away as years come by.

I have no longer waiting for him, he won't come back again.

Now I know that he is now dead. My heart know it and I know it.

I never got to meet him in person for years.

I sobbed harder.

"Thanks you for those ten lovely years," I screamed in tears.

The end

Pretty Tragic...I have no idea why I'm writing this...This literally pop up in my head...How you feel? Feel free to review!

- Detective