The trip back was uneventful. Thankfully. Kayn quietly shut the door behind him, it barely creaking. He turned and saw her standing there in the middle of all his things. They were just things at this point. That was how he saw everything here. He could get a new safe house. He could get new furniture. He…couldn't get someone like her though. Evelynn looked around the place with the curiosity that filled her ever since she received emotions. As if noticing something was actually there despite passing it over and over again. She cried a lot, stared at her own body a lot and often wasn't sure of what she should do. It wasn't that she hadn't lived, but it was like waking up. Seeing that you were there and unable to deal with the reality; these things have meaning.

Kayn's head hurt as he thought of the contradiction and shrugged it off. He grinned as she wandered around the room, looking at random objects.

"You're not going to lay down?" Kayn asked, gently placing Rhaast in his holster by the door. The eye followed him as he walked further into the wide room. It was pretty simple, the attic of a warehouse was barely ever used, it had been quite easy to sneak into and collapse the stairs up to it. Kitchen, bathroom, storage room. It had taken a long time getting this place into a liveable state in-between missions in Noxus. He went and sat on the carpeted floor, his back resting against the frame of the bed.

"Do I need to?" Evelynn asked without even looking at him. He was almost happy because of that. She didn't hang off his every word like he was a lifeline. She was growing more independent.

"Do you want to?" shrugging, he closed his eyes. Listening. To have the sound of someone else in his room become normal. It would take a while.

"No, not particularly. I feel… full of energy. Like a weight has been lifted from… my heart?" Evelynn finished uncertainly. Did that now apply to her? She had a heart. A soul. Now. She placed her hand over her chest. She felt it beat. Energy raced through her arms, tingling in her fingertips.

"You feel exhilaration from being free," Kayn murmured as he sank into the comfort of his home. The mission was over. Noxus was in disarray. At least some of it was. For now. He could rest. He felt satisfied. His arms didn't hurt with the phantom pain, his heart didn't burn like it was being clawed at by Rhaast. Now surely he needed a reward for his hard work. He grinned to himself.

"I suppose I do," Evelynn said with a certain satisfaction from it. She watched as Kayn stood up again and stretched. She watched him walk towards the window "Where are you going?"

"To find a woman and fuck her senseless," Kayn said, his lips curling into a confident smile. He reached forwards and unlocked the latch on the window. He pushed it open and looked out over the edge.

"Why?" Evelynn called to him as he made sure the coast was clear. The dawn was just coming up over the edge casting the white rays directly into his eyes as it caught the tops of the buildings of Noxus Prime.

"Because I feel like it after all this work," Kayn said ardently pulling himself back. Her face was barely a foot away from his. She glared at him. Her face however was a conflicted mess of emotions, as if it couldn't decide on which one she should be feeling it jerked between glaring, wide eyed, biting her lip, curiosity and confusion.

She seemed to then notice that she was standing extremely close to him and blushed, quickly stepping backwards whilst her tried working out what was going through her head. "I… uh… oh shit…"

Kayn smiled and walked up to her, quickly taking one of her hands so she couldn't run away. "You feel jealousy and annoyance that the man in front of you was going to choose another woman,"

Evelynn's face stared at him frozen in surprise. Her cheeks however turned bright purple as blood rose up and shattered the cool façade. Her mouth opened to make a retort but couldn't find the words and so hung open limply until she abruptly closed it. The floor suddenly gained the properties of Bilgewater's forgotten booty as the demon couldn't take her eyes off it. She couldn't bear to look up at the one who could expose her so easily.

"So you get embarrassed at emotions and yet you've seduced hundreds before?" Kayn chuckled as he reached over and grabbed the window, closing it.

"It's not my fault," Evelynn muttered "I've never done it before?"

"Done what? Had sex before?" Kayn asked pulling her to him with a yank. She almost fell over her feet as she landed into his chest, looking up at him with her blush fading.

"Felt attached to someone. Obviously. I've had plenty of sex," Evelynn deadpanned to him. She rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes. "You're okay with that, aren't you?"

"Yes. I am. If it's you. Thank you for helping me up," Kayn murmured, his hand coming up and stroking her hair. He turned his head and pressed his lips against her ear, whispering "Have you ever made love to someone then?"

Evelynn gulped. She had tried ignoring it. Yet his words were like petrol thrown onto the fire that had been growing in her body. Never had her body actually wanted someone. She had fucked, seduced, pulled along, tempted and teased. Yet never had she wanted something or someone. It was always her they wanted. Her body they wanted to fuck, torment, dominate, rape, screw, beat, plough, capture. Yet whenever he stood there, let alone him touching her, she wanted him. She wanted him to make a move. To dominate her. To fuck her. To… make love to her. She gulped and shook her head, her body shaking as she again refused its instinct to grab him, shove him down and rip off his pants. She wanted him to decide.

Kayn grinned and led her to the bed. He made her sit down on the edge of it and went over to the window, pulling the curtains closed till only the barest of rays could make it through giving him just enough to see in the dark. He turned around and saw her sitting there, her hands nervously on her knees and took in the marvel of her beauty. As he watched, the black shadows that moved and danced across her body slowly shrank smaller and smaller revealing her naked form to him. Her blue body on display, Kayn felt the familiar jerked in his crotch as blood started pooling in his cock. His eyes roamed her body as the last shadow whispered out, no longer seducing, tempting, teasing. She was bare, on display, vulnerable. She turned her head to look at him, her yellow eyes blinking brightly through the gloom.

He stared at her and noticed again how small she was. She barely came up to his shoulder yet she had a body that struggled to contain itself most of the time. He stared at her breasts. He was sure he couldn't even get both his hands to completely cover one of them. They hung perfectly, not needing any lingerie or other piece of clothing to hold them up. They held their shape perfectly. The soft jiggling orbs of flesh hung pleasantly off her body, the darker pink nipples sticking out like buttons waiting to be pushed. What Kayn would do with them he couldn't dream of. He cast his eyes down to her stomach. Smooth with the faint lines of her abs, soft muscle barely highlighted His eyes went down further still to her thick thighs. Much longer than her calves, they squeezed together tightly closing off the route to her lower succulent lips. Completely smooth they tempted you to follow up from the knees, around to her ass that sunk deep into the bed. Something for later. He slowly strode over to her, taking his time to take her in as he got closer to her. Till finally he stood next to her, his hand coming up under her chin and tilting her head up so their eyes locked.

"Can we… Can we still hold hands?" She whispered meekly.

Kayn blushed. Profusely. He was suddenly extremely glad it was dark. He sat down next to her with an embarrassed chuckle and stroked her chin.

"Sure," He said smiling, dropping his composure. He reached out and grabbed her hand carefully, holding her hand up in front of her. Evelynn stared at it and smiled. Kayn couldn't help thinking she was cute as suddenly she was nothing more than a girl who was happy to be holding his hand. He chuckled at her emotions "It gets better you know,"

Evelynn watched as his fingers slipped through hers. The interlocked fingers sent euphoria up her arm and into her smile. She shuffled closer to him, wanting to get more than simply their thighs touching. Her body began to burn against for him. She wanted more. Needed more. This had never gotten into her before but in front of her he sat, and she wanted the opposite of what she lived for. Not pain, nor misery. She wanted his love. To be praised by him. To give herself to him. She breathed slowly and she shuffled her naked body into his lap. She watched Kayn raise an eyebrow but say nothing as she sat herself down and looked up at him. She hadn't done anything wrong had she? He was the one who suggested this all… right?

"You okay Evelynn?" Kayn muttered as her hand went to his shoulder, her breasts pillowing against his chest snugly. Her nose was mere inches away from his lips.

"I'm… Fine…" Evelynn said in a slight pant, the hand on his shoulder already rubbing circles. She had to stop herself from squirming under his touch as his thumb rubbed the back of her interlocked hand sending pleasurable feelings through her.

"Well usually you start with a kiss before you jump on my crotch," Kayn smirked and curled over slightly, his face coming to the same level of hers. He booped her nose with his, Evelynn's golden eyes quickly flicking around looking for a way out under his gaze.

"Uh, force of habit?" Evelynn muttered lowering her head so the top of her hair tickled his chin.

"Or just never kissed before?" Kayn raised an eyebrow, his free hand coming up and tilting her face up. He stared directly into the panicking eyes, unwilling to let her go.

Evelynn looked away and Kayn knew he had hit the mark. He smiled and pulled her face back around. His lips near her ear "Let's start small then,"

Evelynn squeezed her eyes shut as Kayn's head descended towards her, fear of what would happen to her filling her; she felt something press against her nose. Evelynn opened one of her eyes and she watched Kayn nuzzle her nose with his own. She smiled and nuzzled back, their noses rubbing together causing her to giggle. Kayn chuckled their laughs getting louder and louder until all nose nuzzling had stopped and they laughed, their bodies shaking as they hugged one another.

Eventually they stopped. Pulled back, each with one arm still around the other. Evelynn smiled at Kayn. Kayn answered by immediately by crossing the distance between their lips and placing her directly on hers. Evelynn went still. Kayn continued his assault on her lips till she finally softened to the pleasure that burst through her from his contact. Her heart roared in happiness as the man took her lips for his own, the salty taste of his sweat and saliva breaking through to her. Her body lost all its tension as she gripped into him for dear life as she sank into the kiss that threatened to drown her.

Kayn's hand immediately went to her ass. As much as much as he loved their intimacy the animal in him couldn't help but have the material flesh. It was big, firm, toned. Like the rest of her body, apart from her breasts, there was barely any jiggle to it. Squeezble it was however. Like a spong he could sink his fingers into her cheeks only for it to return to its perfectly round, taut shape. Evelynn mewled in his mouth, her nose rapidly breathing in and out as she struggled to keep up with his passionate liplock. Kayn smiled at his superiority over her. Slowly he stopped and separated from her lips, Evelynn unwilling to let go herself despite her shortness of breath, following his head back till her height became too much.

Kayn watched as she panted, her breasts bouncing as she inhaled massive gulps of air to quickly get back into it. If she had time to whine between breaths he expected she would be. Her eyes were filled with hunger. She unconsciously licked her lips. Kayn smiled and kissed her on the tip of her nose "Easy tiger, remember what I said: It gets better,"

Evelynn gasped as Kayn swung his head around to attack her neck. She mewled as first his lips latched onto her neck, sucking gently. Then his tongue slithered along her skin, snatching up her taste causing her to shiver slightly until his teeth nipped down on her neck. She jerked slightly as a burst of pleasure ran through her, whimpering as Kayn laid down his mark on her neck. Unable to do anything else she ground her crotch against his, enjoying the feeling of the stiff protrusion rubbing against her lower lips and splitting them open. The tingle of fresh air softly blowing over her spread wet hole brought relief like blowing gently on a raging furnace. She went from fearing intimate contact to wishing Kayn would ram her like the drake-hound would've.

Kayn groaned quietly into her neck. Her humping felt wonderful, the sexual friction against his nether regions elevated the heat in his pants to temperatures only known to the gods. Kayn struggle to not writhe in her grasp. One hand still completely interlocked with one of hers, the other hand had changed to hugging him to clawing into his skin. His muscles shivered as she dragged her talons along his skin, the painfully pleasurable sensation causing his muscles to spasm as if they had just been hit with static. Her entire body moved in such a way it made it hard to concentrate on the task in hand. Her legs that had been split at a near one eighty had come together again, wrapping around his lower torso like an exotic dancer trying to squeeze the life out of him. Whilst used to the to and fro, the often wrestling for control that came with intercourse, the demon had been built for seduction, for pleasure. Whether she knew it or not she used her body for intimacy so well he was afraid of ending before he had even started. Plenty of precum had already begun spilling, staining his pants. His mind was fogging and soon he would forget the end goal. He needed some way of retaining control, to make her go limp for a second. His hand stopped squeezing her taut bottom and he pulled it back as far as it could go, then swung it down on the same cheek.

Evelynn gasped as it felt like an electric shock went through her. Her ass stung, the smack echoing around the room as her body went slack. Her ministrations on his body, her hard nipples rubbing against his chest, her talons on his back, everything fizzled out. She wiggled her ass as the pain melted into pleasure. Was this what it had been like for all of them? For everything to be so pleasurable in the hands of the one you want the most? She had never felt so turned on, so vulnerable in anyone's presence. Suddenly he was all over her, his free hand groping at everything it could reach. She felt her weight swing around and she found herself on her back looking up at the ceiling. She had always wondered what it would be like to be on the bottom. Kayn stood over her on his knees with the fabric of his pants pulled tight a clear indicator of what he expected to happen next. Evelynn's heart beat faster to the idea that this, being on the bottom, would soon become a regular thing.

Kayn wasted no time in dropping his pants as he looked down upon her taut full body. The fabric flew over to an unconcerned part of the room with a clatter. Kayn carefully placed his hands down on either side of her chest as everything changed to showing her his feelings. His love for her. His need for her. She was his drug to Rhaast's incessant noise in his head. She was the cure. His head dropped to her shoulder where he planted a hot wet kiss on her skin. It mixed in with the light sheen that was slowly forming across her skin. The head of the attic had now changed, thick with her scent, his musk and intimacy. She tasted a little sweet. Perhaps that was her demon body, everything rigged for seduction. He brought his tongue out and licked the spot he had kissed.

"Ahh… Kayn…" Evelynn whined. Kayn didn't realise her hands were upon him before it was too late.

Kayn's strength gave way as he felt her hands on his cock, all concentration in his arms holding him up gone. Evelynn gasped as his weight came down upon her but didn't let go. Like being caressed by velvet. She gently stroked him as she marvelled at his steel. Kayn moaned into the covers to her enjoyment as she gripped his cock by the base. Thick, well trained. Well used. His breathing hiked in her ear as she carefully stroked the beast more and more. The being of Kayn smothered her, all senses suddenly in tune with his. Her ears were full of his grunts and pants. His body crushed her tiny frame and squished her large breasts. Her nose was filled with the smell of his sweat overpowering all other smells in the room. She had never dreamed of something so encapsulating. Everything was new, everything was fresh. It was overpowering.

Kayn grunted in pleasure as the otherworldly feel of silk stroked along his cock with just the right amount of pressure. He cursed her experience and his hands gripped the sheets, struggling to find it within him to rise once again and ignore the torture she was giving him. Pleasure coursed through him as she dabbed the precum already spilling forth with her thumb, spreading it along his boiling hot shaft as if trying to cool it down, the slickness only adding to the pleasure. He uncontrollably bucked when she carefully cupped his balls. Their hips clashed and his cock slapped against her soft stomach, as if an unconscious threat to her; this would be how deep he would go inside her. He groaned again as Evelynn's hand came back around, starting with only her finger and thumb around his cock. Then finger by finger she wrapped her entire hand around the shafted and started pumping. Kayn was pretty sure he had gotten to the point that no matter how the woman stroked him he would be able to fend off the impending eruption but here he was already struggling. His mind raced as he thought of what would possibly come after it. If her hand was this good, how were her insides…?

Evelynn breathed deeply as Kayn slowly pushed himself off her. The weight was weird. It was strangulating, claustrophobic yet comforting. It was safe. His hand came around hers and tugged her away from his dick, unwilling to test how long he could hold out anymore. Instead she went for his back as his lips descended upon her. Unable to grab onto anything her nails glided over the muscles that rippled along as he shifted around. The gliding became digging into his skin as she gasped, Kayn kissing slowly down from her neck and over her breast. Like wet pinpricks they were sharp, hot and definitely done to leave a mark. Evelynn shivered as he made her way down her breast till he finally hit her hardened nipple. She silently yelped, her breath shuddering, as he latched on. She had never had anyone attack her breasts like he did. Yet then she had never exposed herself to anyone like this. Always the temptress, always the darkness over her most vital areas. Like a ravenous beast that hadn't eaten for days he devoured her breast. It was like being in a hot, topical vacuum, his tongue coming around and daubing her flesh with his saliva. Her talons dug into his back instinctively as she struggled to find some way to let the pleasure running through her hit that explosive wall, causing him to arch his back but his mouth never let go of her breast.

Kayn eventually released the nipple with a pop. However the intimate attack on her body didn't stop. He nibbled at the underside of her breast, his teeth nipping at the skin causing her to eep and jerk. The pain in his back felt good, as if proof of his work. His lips graced her body once again as he made his way down over her stomach, her talons trailing up his back. He wouldn't be surprised if they were drawing blood. The softness of her stomach made him want to put his head on it. Completely smooth it continuously tempted those to fill it, as if by some measure any man or woman could make it theirs. He shifted, his elbows coming down and giving him an easier time holding himself up but his main objective was her waist. His hands went around it, his thumbs pressing into her stomach whilst he held the middle of the hourglass. His hands slid down with his kisses, slowly sliding down and getting further and further apart as he came down to her hips. His lips went past her navel and down to her waist. His kisses got slower, longer, the further south he went till he eventually reached her crotch. He stopped to look; she was completely hairless down there. Kayn salivated at the sight before grabbing her legs and throwing them wide then pushing his face deep into her crotch with a chuckle.

"Shave often do you?" Kayn purred as he nuzzled his nose into her pussy spreading her slit. Her pussy had produced so much it had spread to her inner thighs and pooled onto the bed sinking deep into the sheets. The damp patch of her juices was sinking through the duvet and into the mattress.

"I never grew hair down there. I can if you want," Evelynn said, her breath shuddering as she felt him blow softly on her slit. Shivers went through her as he slowly kissed up her inner thigh towards her sex. Her now vacant hands came down and pulled her legs apart into splits giving him a completely open field for him. The want to buck her hips upwards grew evermore as she felt his words practically vibrating through her crotch.

Kayn's cock twitched as he saw the limitlessness of her flexibility. The thoughts of what would happen after this night only rose in number. She was already small enough to pick up. He grabbed her thighs and pulled her in even closer, watching her pussy zoom towards his face. He glanced up and saw her embarrassment from his proximity as he inspected her drenched lower lips. Her thighs trembled whenever her drew a breath or let one out. "Don't. I prefer it like this,"

Evelynn did buck when his mouth went over her pussy. Her heart thumped at a mile a minute as Kayn's tongue started licking the inside of her slit attempting to find the right hole. It was her turn to be surprised as his hand came around and flicked her clitoris, causing her to jerk and thrust her pussy into his face, wanting more and more. Pleasure same through her like a shark attempting to get out of its exhibit. It sloshed around and slammed into every part of her body, trying to find some release that wouldn't give. Evelynn's hands went straight for Kayn's head, her thighs coming round and squeezing around his skull, pushing him deeper if it was possible. She moaned when he split her open, the subtle penetration of his tongue causing her to tremble as she felt it begin to write around inside her. Evelynn felt the familiar rise of the orgasm inside her. Whilst previously like a fire roaring into life it felt more like a volcano, bubbling over as the lava inside was ready to erupt outwards. Evelynn moaned and thrusted and shook, the end so near in sight. Though the pressure suddenly it started shrinking as she realised Kayn wasn't there anymore, his face was pulling away.

Evelynn almost screamed as her orgasm was ripped away from her, the imminent climax stolen as she was left lying there hot and soaked. Kayn stood over her with his cock, stroking it softly with a look of power in his eyes. She didn't care. How dare he? Evelynn screeched through gritted teeth "You get down here right now and fuck me or I will kill you!"

"No. I will not fuck you. I'm going to make love to you. Remember?" Kayn said the last word with almost malice in his tone. Evelynn gulped as she realised again who was in control. It only intensified her craving for his overpowering dick. No one but emotions had reduced her to a kitten, an apologetic girl that had to ask for things and it made her pussy drip with longing to have him. Kayn's hands went around her waist and picked her up, sitting her in his lap so his cock pressed against her stomach. The thing burned with an ungodly heat too close to her pussy to ignore. Her hands went down to touch it again but were quickly slapped away by Kayn causing her to gasp. Panting as his hands went around her ass, each hand on a cheek, he raised her up and allowed her to align his cock with her entrance. Evelynn wanted him to drop her, for this moment to be where he started pounding her into the bed. Instead, he never let go of her ass and let her slowly slide down the cock.

She cooed as it spilt her open, filling her up. She felt stuffed when finally it was all inside her, her hips naturally grinding it around inside her as she looked for that bubbling rise of pleasure again. Kayn's fingers gently sunk into her ass as he helped her start bouncing on his cock. Her hands went to his shoulders as she felt her strength taken from her by the slow burning pleasure that raged inside her. Evelynn cursed in delight as she struggled to bounce, her usual need of being fucked overtaken by the slow rising tide of Kayn's intimacy. She yelped as his hand came down on her ass cheek again leaving a bright red mark on her blue skin.

Kayn squeezed the ass cheek he had just spanked, enjoying the way her pussy spasmed at the strike. He smiled as her name dripped from her lips, the sound of it coming out barely audible made his cock twitch inside her. He was certain he would prefer his name only said this way, only from her anyway. Her tightness made it hard to concentrate on the world around him so all he could focus on was her. She was bent over, her head against his chest as she rocked her hips back and forth. Her breath was short, intercut with gentle moans as she mustered up the strength to continue, her talons digging into his shoulders as her hands threatened to slide off with all the sweat their bodies were accruing. Kayn nuzzled his head into her white hair, the potent smell of sex, sweat and saliva filling the air. He lifted her gently and slowly dropped her back down on his cock. "You're a really bad cougar… fucking a guy several thousand years your junior and then making him do all the work,"

"I'm sorry," Evelynn moaned out, trying to bounce on his cock. Even just moving up a couple of inches and coming back down filled her with such pleasure and joy it whited out her mind. Fuck she loved him. His arms around her made her feel alive. His skin on her skin set it on fire like he was the ignition to her engine. The cock in her pussy… well that was something else. Never had she felt more satisfied than to be in his arms. All the pleasure in the world she had accrued over her life was mere peanuts in comparison to this. Her life had flipped upside down, for the better.

Kayn's other hand came down on her other ass cheek causing the woman to squeal. He made a grunt in response as she squeezed down on him, his name uttering from her lips again as her hips jerked in his hands. He continued to let her slow bounce on him, his knob pushing aside her walls as his cock stamped his claim on her insides. Her breasts bounced, hitting his chest as her lips sunk into neck, desperately trying to hold on as the pace steadily grew over time, the slow burn of her impending orgasm like the trailing line of gunpowder leading to the keg. Kayn enjoyed the feeling her breasts and wrapped his arms tightly around her, crushing her against him. "Do you want me to take over for you?"

"Yes! Hurry up!" Evelynn coughed as she waggled her ass in circles, stirring his cock inside her. Her hair was becoming loose and slick, falling down in strands onto her sticky skin.

"What do you want me to do?" Kayn purred, slowing down the rapid thrusting forcefully. Evelynn tried to slam her ass back down and have her pussy envelop his cock, to have her spilt open by him once again, but didn't have the strength to fight Kayn.

"Please don't make me beg," Evelynn whined, arching her body against his. Her body rubbed against his, her smooth skin trailing over his tough muscles.

"Someone's not being honest with themselves," Kayn panted, sweat dripping off his brow and onto her back as he leant over her shoulder.

"Please… take over and make love to me Kayn," Evelynn panted out, her face turning purple as her blush spread all the way to the tips of her ears.

The beast inside Kayn roared in victory. Talons digging into his skin, he turned, flipping Evelynn onto her back and crashing down on top of her. Their connection never separated with the move, their bodies remaining interlocked. Kayn slamming down on top of her pushed him even deeper, Evelynn moaning as her tight snatch refused to relinquish his cock as she breathlessly begged for his cock. Luckily, Kayn wasn't going to deny her aching pussy the thorough pounding it deserved. Kayn held her legs apart at the back of her knees and proceeded to dunk his dick into her ravenous well at a pace that would make neither of them last. The bed creaked loudly as his hips came down upon her again and again. The squelch of his cock cleaving her pussy open, the heated moans cascading from their mouths.

"I love you Evelynn," Kayn yelled over his own moans, sweat flying off their bodies, soaking the sheets. His hand went down and brushed her clitoris furiously, his pleasure too much to handle anymore. His mind was nothing more than the white bliss of constant thrusting. He didn't doubt that if he continued he would pass out from it.

"I love you Kayn!" Evelynn squeaked out, biting her lip as the world exploded. All sound, smell and sight disappeared from her consciousness as Kayn came down and kissed her. She felt him erupt inside her, the cock engorging and twitching, spraying her insides white with his seed. Her arms flung around his shoulders as she leant into the kiss, her legs locking themselves behind his back not allowing him to waste a single drop of his seed outside. Her own orgasm sent her body spasming, unable to fight it and all strength taken from her she went slack beneath him. Her moans were replaced by one long note that slowly shifted over time as the orgasm ran through her, her throat hiccupping occasionally.

Kayn, even despite the orgasmic pleasure running through his body, had enough sense to roll over and pull her with him. Whilst the sheets were soaked, they were at least comfortable and incredibly hard not to fall asleep immediately in. Both demon and assassin panted as they struggled to find the words to explain… something, anything to the other. Not that any words were in fact needed.

The sun finally arrived completely over the horizon. It woke up the world, the sounds, smells and sights coming in through the window, past the curtains and into the room despite the complaints of the two occupants. Yet despite their tiredness, despite their pain, they were happy to be awake and to see the light.

It was as if they had been running in the dark this entire time.

So if anyone is up for talking to me, I'm always here. This is kinda being selfish of me cause it helps with my depression, but please reach out to me and chat with me. I'd love to listen to your stories.

Also I'd like a job please. Even just a coffee serving job or something. Still unemployed. Thank you parents for whilst not understanding my mental illness, being there for me.

To everyone read this, hey. I'm using like an ASMR voice cause one, my voice is fucking sexy, and two, I'm much gentler generally speaking in this depression. So I'd just like to say thank you for all the well wishes I had

Been a while since I've actually done this. But I'm in a much much better place. Still no job, but hey, progress is still progress. So as I'm feeling better, time to appreciate all those who sent their love my way and pushed me forwards. I'm getting there, eventually.

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And all those who didn't log in or have an account or wanted to do it anonymously.

Special thank you to RazorC for commissioning this and to Caravere for keeping me sane and believing in me.

To all of you.

Thank you.

I've made tremendous progress.

Fuck depression.