AN: Okay so I know what you guys are thinking…"GwoppyTrai where's the next chapter?" "I'm growing impatient" "You said you'll have a chapter for April Fool's for the 1 year anniversary."

Yes...yes...I promised that I was going to have a chapter out for you guys by then, but there is so much stuff going on in my personal life right now, that I simply need a update chapter strictly explaining it. So to start off, I got an important phone call from my dad today, and he explained to me and mom that my grandmother is not doing well and there was nothing that the doctors could do for her. And she is predicted to die in a few days. Or basically any moment now...That means the day that I would see me grandmother leave me came sooner than I imagined, and I now have to say my final goodbyes to her before I see her again in the after life.

I am so hurt and just emotionally stuck right now and had been for the past 2 weeks, I can not write anything right now due to the circumstances.

And at the moment, it seems like nothing can go right for me at all. And I can not catch a break. The Loud House Fandom is just acting a straight fool and is attacking artists and the staff of the show for no valid reason. Almost prompting popular artists to leave, I lose a tournament hosted in one of my furry Discord servers 2 weeks ago, after sweeping everyone to go to the finals. Then I hit 1,000 subscribers on YouTube, and feel like no one can ever stop me, and now my world comes down crashing after hearing my grandmother is going to die at any moment now. I just don't know what to do anymore…the one person I absolutely wanted to be at my high school graduation is going to leave me and not going to be able to attend at all….instead I'm going to be attending her either before, or after in a Calvin Klein suit...

I hope you guys can understand why I have to take a much more needed break. And I have no clue how I am going to recover from this. I just don't know. And I feel bad that I am letting you all down again. If you would like to hear updates from me, just go to my bio and my social media platforms are there. The only thing I need from you is just give me support through this hard time. Thank you all.

-Trai