Author's note: Hey! I wrote this one back in January, and I hope you like it. By the way, there is talk of suicide in this story, so if that makes you uncomfortable, then don't read this.
Class 1-A
11:45 PM
Kaminari - 1 photo
Kaminari - 1 photo
Kaminari - 1 photo
Jirou - would you stop sending memes this late at night so I can sleep??
Kaminari - memes are better than sleep
Jirou - not after exhausting battles with ACTUAL villains
Kaminari - yes even after exhausting battles with ACTUAL villains
Aoyama - Did you have a nightmare, mon ami?
Kaminari - why the hell would you think I had a nightmare? I just like memes. that's it
Kirishima - bro, it's totally manly to have nightmares. what's unmanly, is hiding your feelings dude. u've gotta be strong to accept them.
Jirou - you were almost murdered, after all. nightmares wouldn't be something u wouldn't have.
Kaminari - ffs im alright
Asui - I'm not. I was almost murdered too.
Uraraka - Tsuyu, here's a virtual hug for you! You can call me if you want to talk.
Kirishima - kaminari, asui is manlier than you
Kaminari - oh my god I already said im FINE
Ashido - you wouldn't be getting this defensive if u were fine
Kaminari - just stop assuming things
Kaminari - fuck you guys, im going to sleep
Kirishima - bro, we're here for u if u get another nightmare. we're not judging asui and we wont judge u
11:53 PM
Kaminari - Asui
how do you do that
Kaminari - Asui
how can you just
Kaminari - Asui
talk about your feelings
Asui - Kaminari
I understand my feelings, and I'm confident in myself.
Asui - Kaminari
You had a nightmare, right?
Kaminari - Asui
Kaminari - Asui
multiple
Kaminari -Asui
i don't think i'm ever gonna sleep again
Kaminari - Asui
and they weren't that i died in them
Kaminari - Asui
i hadf ailed ti protect m yfriends
Kaminari - Asui
fuck
Kaminari - Asui
the y were so real
Kaminari - Asui
go d im suchan idiot i shouldn't b crying over this
Incoming Call
Asui Tsuyu
Accept or Decline
"H-Hello?"
"Kaminari, breathe. It's alright. We're all alive."
"I can't- I failed- I fried my brain and Jirou and Yaoyorozu could've died! Because they were trying to protect me! I'm such an idiot… I shouldn't be a hero… Why do I even try?"
"It's okay, let it all out. Kaminari, you must remember, you are only a kid like the rest of us, ribbit. Try… try and do better in the future."
"Asui… are you crying too?"
"Ribbit."
"I'm so sorry… I'm so sorry, Asui."
"Call me Tsuyu."
"Wh-"
"I want my friends to call me Tsuyu."
Class 1-A
11:56 PM
Hagakure - i have a confession
Hagakure - if asui can say what's troubling her i should too
Hagakure - ojiro im really sorry
Hagakure - i wasn't with todoroki, i was with you
Hagakure - i was too scared to do anything so i hid
Hagakure - you could've died fighting there for your life and I hid
Ojiro - You left me alone??
Ojiro - We were all scared Hagakure!!
Ojiro - but we fought! we fought and lived why didn't you help me I was terrified!
Kouda - we all were 。・・(*)・・。
Mineta - i cried like a baby while midoriya and tsuyu fought
Asui - Don't call me Tsuyu. You are not my friend until you apologize for your harassment, and prove that you're better.
Asui - I saved your life, and you have the audacity to grope me? While villains were crawling everywhere and going to kill us?
Asui - What kind of person does that, you… you asshole!?
11:59 PM
Hagakure - Ojiro
im so sorry
Hagakure - Ojiro
i didn't want you to get hurt
Hagakure - Ojiro
i didn't know what to do i was so scared i couldn't move so i did the only think that i could think and took off my gloves and hid
Hagakure - Ojiro
every moment i watched you fight i begged myself to move and do something to help but i, i couldb't
Hagakure - Ojiro
and i'm so sorry
Hagakure - Ojiro
i understand if you never wanna interact with me again
Hagakure - Ojiro
i was a real dick
Ojiro - Hagakure
I don't know what to think right now
12:04 AM
Continuing Call
Kaminari Denki and Asui Tsuyu
"Mineta is a real dick. I can shock him until his brain fries for you?"
"Haha. But don't Kaminari. It'll ruin your chances of being a hero. And you can be a hero. You created a plan with Jirou and Yaoyorozu and you fought hard."
"I honestly don't believe that. I- I'm going to talk to Aizawa-sensei once he's better, but for now I have something I need to do."
"Don't drop out of UA, Kaminari."
"Call me Denki. My friends should call me Denki."
Call Ended
12:10 AM
Class 1-A
Kaminari - well i guess it's my turn for a confession
Kaminari - i did have a nightmare
Kaminari - well, multiple nightmares
Kaminari - and they weren't about me dying it was about me failing to protect everyone
Kaminari - and I can't live with that
Kaminari - Yaoyorozu, Jirou, I'm sorry I fried my brain and was a liability
Kaminari - i think today taught me something
Kaminari - im not strong enough to be cut out for this hero business
Kirishima - bro don't say what i think ur saying
Jirou - listen to me, Kaminari
Jirou - none of us are strong enough to be heroes
Jirou - yet
Jirou - this was just a bitter reminder of how far we have to go
Yaoyorozu - we're not all that special with our quirks
Midoriya - we've gotta plus ultra until we can become strong enough
Kaminari - m not gonna talk to sensei, tsuyu
Kaminari - god im so sorry i can't do it i can't fucking do it
12:27 AM
Kouda - Tokoyami
how can i be stronger like you
Kouda - Tokoyami
there weren't any animals to call upon
Kouda - Tokoyami
i couldn't even speak out of fear
Kouda - Tokoyami
I couldn't help you
Tokoyami - Kouda
We all have a long way to go. And you did help. While I had to focus on controlling dark shadow in the dark stormy area, you were able to keep a look out for villains.
Kouda - Tokoyami
I guess you're right
Kouda - Tokoyami
i'll work on not letting my doubts control me
Kouda - Tokoyami
thanks tokoyami
Tokoyami - Kouda
Anytime, friend ~ Dark Shadow
Tokoyami - Kouda
What he said.
Class 1-A
6:27 AM
Bakugo - Kaminari has been hospitalized for
Bakugo - I can't say it
Bakugo - THAT FUCKING IDIOT WHY THE HELL WOULD HE EVER THINK TO DO SOMETHING SO SHITTY
Bakugo - HOW THE FUCK
Bakugo - HOW COULD HE
Iida - He's been hospitalized for attempting suicide at 12:17 AM. His parents found him when they heard him sobbing before he passed out.
Iida - His condition is stable.
Sato - no
Todoroki - How… Why? But- He's strong!
Shoji - We must visit him.
Shoji - I believe we did not all feel as much pain as he did in his situation.
Shoji - He must've thought the worst of himself.
Bakugo - THE FUCKING IDIOT HAS MENTIONED DEPRESSION BEFORE HOW COULD I HAVE NOT STOPPED HIM
Bakugo - IM SUPPOSED TO BE A HERO AND PROTECT ALL YOU FUCKING WEAKLINGS
Bakugo - DAMNIT KAMINARI
Asui - No
Asui - Denki couldn't have.
Asui - I can't believe it.
Asui - How could he???
Asui - After everything!
Asui - Denki you absolute piece of garbage how could you?
Asui - We're your friends, we love you Denki.
Bakugo - the fucker just woke up
Kaminari - I'm sorry I never meant to hurt anyone
Kaminari - Why am I even still here
Jirou - So we can drill it into you that that was a real dick move Kaminari.
Kaminari - im sorry
Ashido - stop apologizing
Ashido - we care about you okay?
Ashido - now don't you ever do something like that again
Sero - if you ever die, i'll kill you myself
Kaminari - im sorry