Rated M for Mature content- rated M for a reason :)
Sex scenes and some potty mouth
Enjoy!
Bella Swan couldn't shake the feeling that something had changed, ever since she had returned from Volterra, Italy with Edward and Alice, nothing felt the same, no matter how hard she tried to push the feeling down. She tried to push through day by day, but being with Edward was beginning to feel like a chore. Bella loved the Cullen's and loved being apart of there family, but with Edward, no matter how hard she tried she couldn't trust him again and there relationship had become strained. As usual, whenever she tried to further their relationship sexually, Edward shut her down and brushed her off. Bella was tired of being treated like a child and sick of being sexually frustrated.
Friday night finally rolled around and Bella had made plans with Jacob to hang out with the pack, Edward was furious but he was going hunting with his family for the weekend. "Bella please re-consider tonight, come stay at the house Carlisle will be there this weekend you will be much safer love". Bella rolled her eyes as she paced her bedroom. "Edward enough I am just as safe with the pack as I am with you so don't start, I'm a big girl I can look after myself, I will go stay with Carlisle tomorrow night but as for tonight, I am hanging out with my friends END OF DISCUSSION." Bella stared Edward down until finally he huffed and nodded "Fine Bella just please be careful around the dogs". Bella nodded and gave Edward a quick kiss on the cheek before he climbed out the window.
Bella quickly headed to her wardrobe and pulled on a pair of black ripped jeans and paired it with a white t-shirt, a red flannel jacket matched with some black vans. She grabbed some clothes and a pair of pjs as she was staying with Jake tonight, then Carlisle tomorrow, she shoved them in her carry bag and headed downstairs. This weekend Charlie was working in Seattle, thank god, because Bella planned on drinking tonight. Bella climbed into her truck and headed to La Push, she called into the Attera's store and grabbed a bottle of vodka and headed to Jake's house.
"Bella's here" Quil yelled as he ran to meet Bella at her truck. She laughed and shook her head as she climbed out "Hey Quil calm down" Bella chuckled. Jake walked over and pulled her into a bear hug "Missed ya Bell's" Jake muttered. Bella smiled and grabbed her bottle of booze "Let's get this party started boy's" Bella declared. Quil bounced happily around "Bella's getting drunk, Bella's getting drunk" he sang out causing them all to laugh. They made there way down to the beach and over to the bonfire where the rest of the pack were seated around the fire. Night settled in quickly and before she knew it Bella had downed 3 very strong drinks made by Quil. She was having so much fun, she had missed her wolf family, even Leah was somewhat tolerable. The wolves loved Tipsy Bella, she was a hoot, just as clumsy as usual but tipsy Bella had sass and had no verbal filter. Paul enjoyed this side of Bella, cursing Bella Swan was amazing in his eyes.
"So Swan what's it like fucking a corpse" Paul chuckled out. Bella spat a mouthful of her drink out and began laughing hysterically "Shit that would mean you would have to actually have sex to know Paulie" she slurred out. Bella's answer shocked many, most of the pack assumed she had slept with Cullen by now while Leah, Emily, and Kim were laughing at how honest she was being no blushing Bella tonight, it took the pack by surprise.
"Shit B where do I sign up" Quil declared as Embry laughed and pushed him over. Kim and Emily rolled there eyes, of course, Quil would offer his "stud services".
"Hey Bell's I think you've had enough to drink for tonight don't you think?" Jacob asked cautiously.
"Jacob Black I am having fun, I already have an over-controlling boyfriend I don't need you to" Bella huffed out.
"Bella is fine Jake, we won't let her do anything stupid, geez you have no faith in us" Paul stated teasingly. Bella smiled and leaned onto Paul.
"Thanks, Paulie your fun when your not a giant asshole". Kim and Emily snickered as Bella gave Paul the biggest smile, they knew she had won Paul over 100% now. Paul shook his head and patted her leg "Well your not such a bitch either little Swan" he muttered out.
One hour later and Bella was officially no longer tipsy, much to everyone's enjoyment except Jake's. He kept bringing up that she had drunk enough and that they should go back to his place now. Bella was done and was sick of his comments, she pulled out her phone and called Carlisle who answered instantly
"Bella are you ok," he asked softly.
"Carlisle no I'm not my shitty best friend is being a dick can you please come pick me up" she slurred angrily.
Carlisle chuckled softly "Bella have you been drinking?". Bella rolled her eyes, crap another person to lecture her.
"Yes I have, Carlisle can you get me or not cause I can always sleep in the back of the truck".
Carlisle growled at Bella's response "You will do no such thing Bella I'll be at the treaty line in 5 minutes get someone to take you there" Carlisle sounded angry before Bella could reply he had hung up, great maybe calling Carlisle was a bad idea.
"Paul, can you take me to the treaty line?" Bella asked softly. Paul appeared next to her and already had her bag from her truck.
"I figured you weren't gonna stay here with Jake whinging at you". Bella nodded and said goodbye to everyone, noticing Jake was gone, he must have known she wasn't staying.
"Alright, little Swan up you get" Paul stated as he picked Bella up and threw her over his shoulder, Bella chuckled as she waved to everyone as they headed off.
"Do not throw up on me B or so help me god" he grumbled as they made their way to the treaty line just as Carlisle pulled up.
Carlisle climbed out of the car and shook Paul's hand, taking Bella's bag and putting it in the car, Paul walked Bella to the passenger's seat and placed her inside the car and clicked her seatbelt up.
"You're probably not gonna remember much about tonight, but I'm glad you came little Swan you need to come hang more often your pretty fun when your honest and don't give a shit" Paul chuckled. Bella smiled and patted Paul's cheek "Night pretty Paulie thanks for the lift". Paul laughed and moved back towards Carlisle "She's all yours, she has only had about 6 drinks but we've been down here a few hours". Carlisle nodded and shook his hand before climbing into the car.
They made their way to Forks in silence, suddenly Bella was worried Carlisle was angry at her, crap he could have been at work or anything, she had made him come and get her, he was probably enjoying a night without the others. "I'm sorry I made you come and get me, Carlisle, you can drop me at home if you would like?' Bella muttered softly. Carlisle let out a breath and reached for Bella's hand.
"I'm sorry I sounded angry on the phone Bella, the thought of you sleeping in your car is just ridiculous, It is my pleasure to get you, I enjoy your company very much you know this, also knowing Jacob made you angry makes me angry" he smiled over at Bella as he rubbed her hand gently. Bella smiled at him and held his hand, the situation should have felt strange, but in all honesty, it felt right.
"There we go, that beautiful smile, so did you have fun with the rest of the pack besides Jacob?" he asked.
Bella smiled and nodded "Yeah I guess I didn't realize how much I missed them, I love spending time with your family, but the pack, it's a different family and I'm lucky to be apart of both" Bella smiled as she thought of both her families.
"I just wish Edward trusted me enough to let me see them more, I know it's not fair to ask but your both important to me, I don't want to give up either of you" Bella muttered sadly.
Carlisle squeezed her hand softly "This is where my son and I disagree, the pack aren't dangerous to you, they are protectors, they couldn't hurt you even if they tried, Edward doesn't agree, we have had this discussion many times, he doesn't see that ultimately this will come between the two of you, if it hasn't started to already" Carlisle stated sadly.
Bella took a deep breath "He just won't listen to me, about anything, I love him I do, but since Volterra, everything has changed, he's changed and my feelings have changed to" she whispered out softly as a tear rolled down her face.
Carlisle pulled over to the side of the road and parked the car, he reached over and wiped Bella's tears away "Bella I love my family dearly, but Edward, he's always been stubborn, he is the only one of the family who is so set in his ways, he is forever frozen in 1918, his clothes may change but his mindset is still there, it's a lot harder for him to adapt to the new times".
Bella nodded sadly "I don't want you to hate me Carlisle but honestly I don't know if I can stay with Edward, I can't be myself when I'm with him, I'm so tired of putting my wants and needs last for someone who won't do the same for me..." Bella stated sadly.
"Bella you're a beautiful woman, I'm sure any man would be happy to get his hands on you, I love Edward, but your not happy and we have all seen it for some time, don't waste your life living in regret and wondering what if?. Your human life is a gift please make every moment count" Carlisle murmured as he stroked Bella's cheek softly. Bella leaned softly into his hand and took a deep breath, she had no idea how he did it but Carlisle always made her feel safe and that everything would be ok. It helped that Carlisle was handsome and very seductive, he had made a few appearances in Bella's erotic dreams late at night.
Bella felt Carlisle's eyes on her, she was curious as to what he was doing, she looked over to his seat, he gave her a look she would never forget, It was full of lust and need, It was almost like he was undressing her body with his eyes. Bella felt herself becoming wet instantly. Carlisle reached over and grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her into a heated kiss, Bella didn't hesitate, she kissed him back with just as much need. His tongue dipped into her mouth and he sucked and pulled her bottom lip. His hands traced down from the back of her neck to the front of her shirt. Carlisle gripped her left breast squeezing softly, causing a moan to escape her mouth. He kissed Bella deeper while rubbing her nipple teasingly. Bella leaned back in her seat as his hand traveled down to her jeans and slowly unzipped them teasingly. Carlisle's hand made its way into her panties and he started to rub her clit with his fingers, pulling a louder moan from Bella's mouth.
The car began to smell like sex. Carlisle pushed his fingers deep into her pussy and began to finger fuck her. His tongue moved from her mouth to the dip in her neck. He licked and sucked his way up and down her neck, he found a spot on the crease of her neck and sucked hard, giving her a hickey as he began to furiously finger fuck her.
"F-fuuuuck," Bella moaned, tugging on his hair. She was so close to cumming, then he stopped and quickly took his hand out of her pants.
"Where are you going?" she panted out confused. He gave her a smirk and pulled her into the back seat with him.
"I've been wanting to touch you for so long," he groaned as he laid her down, the look in his eyes was full of hunger. Bella wanted him to fuck her so badly, she was well past the point of no return and she didn't care, she had secretly always thought about this moment and wanted it just as bad as he did if not more. He got on top of her and slid between her legs and began covering her neck with kisses and soft bites again. Bella immediately felt herself getting wet again, Carlisle growled and ripped her jeans and panties off her body "Bella you smell so good" he kissed her deeply and ran his hands over her thighs gently.
"If you want me to stop Bella, now is the time to tell me" Carlisle stated softly. Bella smiled up at him and kissed his chest softly "I'm more than fine Carlisle".
"If it hurts too much, tell me to stop, promise me" Carlisle moaned softly
Carlisle kissed Bella softly as he began to slowly slide his cock into her wet pussy, pulling a loud moan to escape her lips. Bella's moan was full of both pain and ecstasy as he pushed through her barrier, filling her completely. After waiting a few moments he slowly raised his hips and slid his cock out then slowly back into her pussy, teasingly. Bella ran her hands from his neck down to his lower back, pushing his pelvis deeper into her. After a few slow thrusts, he picked up the pace, causing them both to groan.
"Carlisle you feel so good, don't stop" Bella moaned as she wrapped her legs around his hips.
After hearing that Carlisle began fucking Bella harder and deeper, she could feel her pussy clenching onto his hard member.
"You're so fucking wet, baby girl" he groaned.
"All for you Carlisle" she moaned as she tried to take more of him inside her.
Carlisle pulled out quickly and sat in the seat next to Bella, pulling her on top of him. He guided his dick into her pussy as she began riding him hard. She sucked and nibbled on his neck as he began rubbing her clit.
"Carlisle I'm gonna cum" Bella moaned out loudly as she rode him harder.
Carlisle grabbed onto her hips and slammed her down onto his aching cock, over and over, he was close to cumming "Cum for me my Bella, I want to feel your pussy cum all over my dick." he moaned in-between thrusts. Bella felt her orgasm rising, she was going to cum and Carlisle knew it, he began to thrust into her as hard as he could without hurting her.
"I'm CUMMMMMING," she yelled, pushing herself down onto his dick, her eyes rolling into the back of her head as she felt her pussy clench hard on his dick.
"Ohhh fuck I'm about to cum baby," he growled out as he filled her pussy.
Bella sat on top of Carlisle panting, while he covered her with soft kisses. Bella leaned back and let her eyes roam over his body, Carlisle caught her eye and smiled happily at her "Your so beautiful Bella" he murmured softly as he tucked her hair behind her ear. She ran her hands over his toned chest and kissed his lips softly "Your not to bad to look at either" Bella teased, making Carlisle chuckle and kiss her again. Bella climbed off him and slipped her panties and jeans back on, as Carlisle watched her. He zipped his pants up and hoped out of the car, walking around to the driver's seat while Bella climbed back into the passenger's seat and fixed her self up as Carlisle sat back in the car.
"Come home with me Bella" Carlisle murmured as he held her hand and kissed it softly.
Bella smiled and nodded, Carlisle started the car and they were back on course for his house. They drove the rest of the way in silence, but he never let her hand go. Bella started to think about everything that had taken place, she had sex with Carlisle, he had taken her virginity and they had amazing sex, but the worst part was how she felt, she had no regrets for what they had done, she only hoped he wouldn't regret it either.