When I blamed myself for their deaths,

You were there to call me dumb,

When I tried my best to prove you wrong,

You pointed out we were both alone

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For months we tried to atone,

For the deaths of our friends who we've done no wrong,

Despite this I still believed,

I was the reason they had to leave

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You worked so hard taking care of me,

That I never noticed the bruises your dad would leave

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Child Protective Services took you away,

I hope I'll see you again one day,

Happy, strong, and full of life,

And never again full of strife

,

But in case that day never comes,

I'll leave you with this poem of things you've done

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Everything you've done these last few months,

Has saved my life from my own thoughts,

Selfless, helpful, and surprisingly kind,

You stopped me from wanting to take my own life

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I write this poem with tears in my eye,

For I do not want to say goodbye,

But do not worry,

Do not cry

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I know you're afraid to lose yet another friend,

But know that no matter where you are,

Our friendship will never end

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Thank you Natsuki