Confessions~ Confessions~ Confessions everywhere~ How am I to answer them?~
I don't know~
Welp talk about a massive lie. I knew exactly who I liked, I had known for a long ass time. I simply didn't want to acknowledge it. He had been my favorite character right from the start, I believe I've told this multiple times. It just took me way too fucking long to figure out that it was in fact him that I liked. Mostly because my other friends were also handsome fucks.
Did you figure it out yet?
If you guessed Kuroo Tetsurou, you are correct!
I had fallen head over heels for our resident spy master/ cat man. The guy that knew more about my love life than I did.
...That's a creepy thing to think about.
It also doesn't really matter to me because I might be a masochist.
Just kidding, just kidding.
Or am I?
Now then, the biggest problem still was the fact that this boy lived a long ass distance from me. Tokyo wasn't around the corner dammit! Yet I still loved him and I'd be damned if distance stopped me! You can't keep me away from my one true love!
Now then, bigger question. How does one confess? Do you make a plan? Or do you wing it, like I suspected my buddies did.
...Wing it, got it.
I mean, I'm Hinata motherfucking Matsuo. I don't do this thing called rational planning. That's for boring people! And I sure as hell ain't boring! So of course the only thing for me to do would be to wing it. Throw my nerves out the window and pray for the best.
Like I did with all of my tests…
Alrighty then, time for me to get to Tokyo, find Kuroo and confess to my cat-man!
Wait a minute…
I feel like I'm forgetting something, something important…
Shit.
I don't know where he lives. Tokyo, sure, but that place is fucking enormous. Erhm, do I ask him? That would certainly solve that problem but then my visit won't be a surprise. I want to surprise the cat man.
So asking Kuroo was out, which left…
Wait a minute. I have stalkers.
Okay, not exactly stalkers because they did leave me be but I do have an abundance of women that are far too interested in my love life. Surely I could ask them where Kuroo lived? They'd answer me in a heartbeat if I told them the reason.
...I get the feeling that my confession will be livestreamed.
Ah well, all of the guys's confessions were recorded as well. It was a sacrifice I was willing to make.
Being the person I am, with a complete lack of shame, I logged onto Insta and searched for one of my more faithful stalkers.
This young lady also happened to live in Tokyo and also, completely coincidentally attended Nekoma. She was my best bet at finding where Kuroo lived.
I sent her a message and within seconds I had a reply. Mixed in with a shit ton of fangirling.
… She asked if she could livestream my confession.
I mean...
I agreed on one condition, that she didn't let Kuroo see her account under any circumstances because that bitch had eyes everywhere. She agreed, and also promised to tell everyone watching that my confession was meant to be a surprise.
Off to Tokyo!
In the train I made sure to keep an eye on my fangirl's Insta page. Where she had already begun to indicate what was going to happen to all of my other fangirls.
It took a little over 2 hours to get to Tokyo and when I stepped off the train, the livestream, which hadn't even started yet, already had over 1.000 viewers.
It was a little creepy to know that so many people would see something so private. Then again, I did expect it to happen. And at least she asked if she could livestream it.
Though I did have a sneaking suspicion that she would've recorded it anyway, or at least take pictures.
Anyway!
I wandered the streets of Tokyo, occasionally taking the underground to get to my destination faster. I've said it once and I'll say it again, Tokyo is fucking big. I never saw a city as big as Tokyo even in my past life. Though that probably had to do with the fact that I did not live in the US where it seemed normal.
Eventually, after another 30 minutes of figuring out where the hell I was going, I reached Kuroo's house.
Took fucking forever.
I texted Kuroo's mother, don't ask why I had her number just know that she's awesome, who very kindly let me know that she'd kick her son out in a few minutes to deal with the garden.
They had a garden because they lived on the outskirts of Tokyo, not smackdab in the middle.
Which left me with very little time to actually prepare.
My fangirl had taken a spot at a street corner, where she had the ideal view of both me and my homeboy.
"Yeah, yeah, I'll get it done! Now stop screaming at me!" And there was Kuroo's familiar voice, ringing from inside the home.
Here goes nothing.
Kuroo opened the front door of his home and just stared at me.
I gave him a cheeky grin. "Surprise."
He continued to stare at me. Until he eventually just, closed the door on me.
"OI!"
Screw dignity, I'm breaking the damn door down!
"Let me in catman!"
I heard Kuroo's panicked voice from inside the house. "Wait, are you seriously going to break down the door?!"
"I will! Open up bitch!"
"I'll open the door, just please stop banging!"
True to his word, Kuroo opened to door. A somewhat panicked expression on his face.
"Why are you here?"
That made me fall quiet, I mean this was a confession. You don't just go up to someone and say; 'hey I'm in love with you' that's not how you do things.
"Can… you come outside with me. Please?"
"Okay… did I do something?" Kuroo narrowed his eyes even as he stepped closer to me. "Because I could've sworn that I didn't do anything warranting a home visit."
Why did he instantly have to become so suspicious?
I shook my head. "You didn't do anything wrong, no worries. There's just something I want to talk to you about."
"You realise that that doesn't help at all right?"
Fair.
"Really, it's nothing bad. I promise."
"Alright, I'm listening."
The moment of truth, the time has come for me to tell my boy my feelings.
Well, at least I knew that he liked me too so I didn't have to worry about rejection.
I took a deep breath and started talking. "You know that everyone's confessed right?"
Kuroo nodded, staying silent.
"Well, I've figured out who I like. I know now who I want to be with." I steeled myself and met Kuroo's eyes. "It's you Tetsu, I'm in love with you."
Kuroo stayed silent for a few seconds, seemingly in complete disbelief.
"Me?" His voice was barely above a whisper. "Out of everyone, you chose me?"
"Damn right I did." I gave him a smile. "I don't know what I'd do without you, without my Tetsu."
The biggest grin I had ever seen spread Kuroo's cheeks apart. "You actually chose me. You really want to be with me?"
I rolled my eyes and sighed fondly. "That's what I said. Now come here, this confession ain't complete without this."
"Without what?"
I grabbed the collar of Kuroo's shirt and pulled him down to my level, where I proceeded to kiss him.
And let me tell you, it was the most wonderful kiss I have ever had.
It took Kuroo just under 10 minutes to figure out that my confession had been live streamed. Luckily for me though, he didn't seem to be upset about it. If anything, he appeared smug.
When questioned why he would simply reply with:
"Well, now everyone knows that you came to me. That you chose me and that no one can pretend otherwise."
How cheesy.