There are two versions. The first version is teen and the second version is NSFW (the next chapter on here). The story splits right after I say the version name so you can skip the beginning part of one chapter if you want.

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Yuuki sat inside the Kuran manor, looking out her bedroom window. She leaned against the pane and watched as her breath fogged up the glass. The action made her smile, to think, almost every important moment in her life had happened during colder weather. She'd come to really enjoy the cool air. She was waiting for Kaname to get home. Kaname. Hers. Would she ever get used to it? She shivered and pulled her legs close to her. Her silk nightgown covered her knees, in an attempt to keep herself warm.

Kaname was at a meeting across the town, probably to discuss politics and how to move forward peacefully with the new monarchy and the vampire hunter council. He wanted desperately for them to get along. She knew it was mostly for her sake because her best friend and father were vampire hunters.

Drawing herself out of her thoughts, she lifted her finger and doodled little hearts through the fog on the window mindlessly. They had an entire lifetime to spend with each other, why does she feel so compelled to rush their relationship right now? She had never felt stronger about anything else in her life. He had become her entire life, always being there when she needed him. She wanted to do all sorts of things to him. But why were these urges so strong? Was this because she had lived most of her life as a human? Humans, who live impulsively because they have shorter lifespans? Or was this because she had suppressed her emotions for so long about Kaname that she wanted - no needed to be with him.

"Something occupying your mind?" A deep and familiar voice asked behind her.

Version A

She knew who it was before she turned her head. Kaname. She looked over at him while running her hand over the foggy glass to erase her doodles. "Oh, nothing really. How was the meeting?" She asked politely, though the blush heating her cheeks was more than enough to show her embarrassment of being caught doodling like a school-girl.

He began to shrug the trench coat off his shoulders, a smile animating his face. "Now, now. The meeting went as well as you could expect. I'm more interested in how you've fared today" he motioned to the window. "Do you enjoy doodling?"

Yuuki tensed and stood up, waving her hands in front of her, "N-No. I was just trying to kill time. I knew you'd be home soon so I sat against the window hoping to see you, but I got lost in my thoughts- ah. You must have snuck by while I was distracted!" She smiled sheepishly.

"Distracted by what, my love?" He asked while his deep wine colored eyes gazed at her with pure amusement. Kaname enjoyed when Yuuki seemingly spaced out, lost in the beautiful depths of her mind.

She knew he was playing with her. But she couldn't help herself. She took a deep breath and pinched her cheeks to collect her thoughts. "I was amused by my breath against the window so I started to mindlessly draw shapes while I waited. They had no importance." The blush on her cheeks told another story to Kaname though.

He nodded thoughtfully and considered her words. He knew to a degree what she was thinking about. He walked calmly over to their bed and began to undo the buttons of his shirt before he heard a gasp that made him pause. "Is something troubling you, my love?"

"O-O-Oh U-Uhm, I just wasn't expecting you to undress. I mean. Should I look away?" She babbled nervously as she turned away regardless.

He frowned and moved towards her, dress shirt half unbuttoned. When he was within range he hooked his arm around her waist and pulled her against him, leaning down so their lips were almost touching. "Yuuki."

That one word - her name, was enough to send shivers up and down her body. "Ye-Yes?" She replied.

"We are engaged and sleep together in this bed almost every night, how can you still be so shy about things like this?" Now he was just teasing her to watch her expressions up close. "Unless you don't wish to be with me…?" He left the question hanging in the air, another tease for Yuuki.

She puffed her cheeks out in a pout before chastely pulling his head closer to kiss him. When their lips parted she whispered, "Of course I want to be with you, Kaname. It's only ever been you. I'm just not used to these sort of relations with yet."

"Do you not want these 'relations'" he asked, quoting her. He could tell without a doubt that she did but that didn't stop him from asking. He wanted to hear her say it. That she wants him. She wants this. The last thing he wanted was for her to feel trapped by her birthright.

Her brows furrowed and she kissed him again. "Of course I want these relations, Kaname. I want this and more, yet I'm still adjusting to the benefits of my new situation," she said sheepishly. Oh no! She said she had wanted more. What was she thinking? "Er-Err, what I mean by more was...uh" she trailed off, caught in her thoughts. How could she cover that up? Now he knows she's been thinking about intimacy. When she met his eyes she realized, however, that his expression had changed. His eyes looked darker and more desiring than normal. The very look sent a warmth down to her core.

She closed her eyes and gently pressed her lips to his. She didn't know why or how she got the courage to do so, but it didn't matter. It felt right. She began to move against him, tethering her fingers in his hair and pulling him close.

Kaname didn't resist in his initial surprise. He desired her, all of her, but he never expected her to initiate. His lips moved against hers as the kissing became more passionate. He gently picked her up by the waist and she instinctually wrapped her legs around him. He could feel her core against him. How warm she was. How delicious her mouth tasted. He moved them towards the bed but stopped. Everything has to be on her terms.

She loosened her fingers and pulled away while breathing heavily, her face painted a deep red of blush. She nodded, approving his unasked question. It was okay to move to the bed.

That was all the affirmation he needed. He gently laid her down on the bed, standing over her. He looked down at her, watching the way her clothes raised and fell with her quick breathing, how her face was red and her lips were swollen. She looked absolutely gorgeous. He smiled, genuinely. He loved her. Leaning over he grabbed the fabric of her nightgown and looked up to meet her eyes.

She bit her lip and whispered, "I want this. I want you."