"ELENA" I was startled from sleep when I hear Damon shouting my name followed by shuffling outside my door, I hold my breath, oh God did he find me?

"I'm sorry Mr Salvatore, Miss Gilbert have told me to inform you that she had an emergency at the office she needed to go take care off" James informs Damon, I don't hear Damon's reply but I hear them move away.

Last night I called James when I snuck out of my room so he would help me get rid of Damon in the morning. I roll my eyes at myself this ridiculous Elena you have reduced yourself to lying and hiding in your own house. I just can't get close to anyone let alone be so vulnerable.

After I showered and changed, I texted Olivia I won't be coming into the office if anyone asked as in Damon I left new york for business and I wasn't clear where I was headed to. I then texted James who assured me Damon left. I decided to work from home attending meetings through conference calls and replying to emails, anything to avoid the world today but once I stop working, I have these flashbacks from last night. Damn Damon Salvatore and his damn charm but I know it wasn't just his charm I shouldn't of became so weak I shouldn't acted so needy, now look at the mess l've created.

"April" I answer my phone "WHAT?! I'm on my way" April informs me that there is a bomb in my building "have you called the authorities?" "yes, no just wait for me" I end the call there.

"JAMES" I shout running out the door but I hear him arguing with someone "fuck" I curse under my breath, it is Damon. I really don't have time for this now. "James did you get the message?" I ask him ignoring Damon.

"Elena" Damon speaks "not now Damon, let's go" "Elena stop, there's no bomb" Damon says calmly "Damon I need to go, can we do this later" "Elena you not getting it, there's is no bomb, I brided April to tell you that so you would come out and face me" he says cautiously.

"YOU DID WHAT!?" I CAN NOT BELIEVE THIS MAN AND HIS FUCKING CHILDISH GAMES! My anger spikes "HOW DARE YOU, HOW FUCKING DARE YOU! I RUN A FUCKING BUSINESS MR SALVATORE NOT A FUCKING CALL SERVICE WHERE YOU CALL I COME RUNNING!" I say seething with anger but in Damon fashion he throws back as good as he gets.

"HOW DARE I??" he says letting a vemonous laugh he continues yelling "YOU LEFT ME IN BED ALONE WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION OR A FUCKING NOTE ONLY TO REALIZE YOUR ROYAL HIGHNESS IS RUNNING AWAY YET AGAIN!" he yells back

I'm speechless for a second but it's flight or fight Elena and since I can't run so I hit him below the belt "well you finally got what you wanted Damon, to fuck me. Now can you just leave" I spit out knowing it wasn't true he looks like kicked him in the throat so I turn to walk.

"you know that isn't true Elena, God dammit are you that blind? Because I know you are not that dumb" I stop in my tracks I turn my head to the side "blind to what Damon that a notorious flirt is knocking at my door? Oh I know, I'm fully aware. so you got what you wanted so you will just leave me alone" he chuckles bitterly "oh yes big bad Damon just wants to hurt you, big bad Damon just wants to fuck you. Do you have anything better than that baby because I can stand here all day till we are blue in the face with the fake excuses til you finally admit we have something and don't you dare deny it" he states stepping closer but I step back further "only thing I'll admit to, is we fucked last night that's it! And it meant nothing and you finally did it, bedded Elena Gilbert" I stand my ground but he walks closer until he is face to face me.

"make me" he challenges me I breath in sharply I lick my lip as I exhale slowly because staring each other down, blue to brown I can smell his spice scent and body wash its so intoxicating he breaks my thoughts "tell me you feel nothing" he daring me to deny it.

Our lips clash together "Damon" I moan into our kiss which didn't feel like a kiss but a need to be entwined into one. We rip our clothes off desperately before my back pushed up against the plush carpet on the living room floor with Damon nibbling at my ear, kissing my neck then he gently grazes his teeth against my jaw "hmmmm.. uhh" I moan in pleasure. We roll around to where I'm on top he leans up kissing me down to neck till his tongue flicks over my nipple sucking on them "mmm.." I moan softly I need him I want him my hormones takes over and I let it happen I push him back down he let's out a small chuckle but stops until I'm kissing him down to his sternum and back up to his mouth while my hands move down to his cock which is hard and standing in await for me to have. "fuck Elena" he groans my hand plays up and down his length while he push his hips up "Elena baby you gonna make me.. Uhh" he moans. I stop my playing and I line him to my sex sinking deliciously slow down into me "urrggh ohhh fuckk" I let a moan escape feeling him slip deeper and deeper in me. "I can't never get enough of the feeling of you. Fuck! " he says hoarsely.

Once his cock is unseen, the pain and pleasure makes me move up and down slow at first as my sex fits around perfectly then I pick up speed. I tangle my fingers in his hair, riding him like my life depends on it then my first orgasm surges through me, moaning his name as I cum "Damon" I hold onto him continuing to ride it out of me.

When I come back from my trance, I notice he removed me from top, taking my place instead. He kisses me deeply our tongues dance with one another he takes it like a signal, he starts to move again "you are so wet, you feel so perfect.. Elena" he leans back taking my thighs in his hands caressing them as he fucks me.

I close my eyes throwing my head back enjoying him feeling. "this feels. so good" I pant I soon join his thrusting using my hips I push back, my action builds another ripple of orgasm through me "mmm oh God" I moan once more.

He leans forward once again he whisper "cum for me baby" like my body waited for his order and let's go, I'm lost. Throwing my head back then I distantly hear him "Elena" Damon moaning my name and exploding into me as he cums soon after.

Aftermath of our fucking I stare up at the ceiling with my guilt, my fears setting in,I can't keep doing this. Yes the sex is good but I can't break my walls for sex surely, these thoughts plays on my mind "nothing have changed Damon" I say "Elena you know that isn't true" he says shifting to his side facing me "I'm serious Damon. Last night and now was nothing but a mistake" I say gathering my clothes, his hand caress my back slowly "then let's keep making mistakes" he leans up and kisses my shoulder. "no Damon. I can't. We can't." I argue with him fiddling with my dress as I slip it over head, inwardly thanking divine life I chose to wear it today.

"let's talk about this at least" he pleads that's when I notice him putting his pants back on I realize he goes commando, I'm jealous how comfortable he is in his own skin. I'm mesmerized by him zipping his pants up, my mouth parts slightly.

I roll my eyes at my self control that I seemed to loss over this beautiful man, no Elena stop I scold myself in my head. "what's there to talk about? How many times do I have to say it I don't do relationships Damon."

"Elena.." I cut him abruptly "Enough Damon! We are not going to happen and I'm done with this-this arguing back and forth. I don't want this, stop forcing something on me" I stop there but a thought run through my mind that could finally hurt him the most.

"stop forcing me like how you forced Katherine into a relationship with you" I couldn't stop myself I needed him to hurt so he will leave and boy did it hurt him his face went blank his eyes turned cold and distant like I never seen before, my heart sinks but it had to be said.

This was the final nail and just like that he composed himself "well then if that's how you really feel Miss Gilbert I'm sorry and I'll leave you alone" he says so coldly he turns and walks away disappearing into the Foyer.

A tear starts to fall "I'm so sorry Damon but I can't let you live with misery" I whisper to myself "JENNA!" I yell for her within seconds she comes into the room "bring me a bottle of scotch to the study" I order her.

I stalk off to shower needing to get rid of the scent of him on me. It's done Elena he is gone, never to return surely after that words you threw at him so viciously because that's what you do best, hurt and disappoint people around you. I wash away him scrubbing my skin red but I still can smell him like scent is embedded in my soul. I want him. I need him. But I can't let him be miserable. I step out the shower drenched from head to toe. I need to stop this pain. I grab the towel drying myself off, when I enter my bedroom my heart jumps.

There stands Caroline unexpectedly, I sigh gathering and embracing myself for her as I feel drained. "Caroline are you trying to give a heart attack?" I say walking straight into my closet, she follows me "Lena I've been looking for the whole damn day, let's go out tonight" she says no demands in her Caroline bossy way "no care.

I'm just not up for it besides I'm busy running a company remember" I play the excuse like a natural line, "no Missy. I have tried getting hold of you the entire day, I need my bridemaids tonight to discuss my soon to be extraordinary wedding of the year no I mean century!" she exclaim ushering me out the way picking out a Jean and a top from closet.

"not tonight please care" I beg "Elena you owe me for that stupid food fight you had with Damon" she says my heart stops upon hearing his name and flashes of that moment with him crosses my mind, that morning I felt so happy for a moment I hadn't felt that in years something so childish with him made me feel a moment of peace and happiness.

I snap out my thoughts when I hear Caroline babbling on as she turns around, thanking my lucky stars she hadn't noticed anything. "... we got to talk colors and the dresses you girls need pick out oh! I can't decided having it here or a destination wedding-" I cut her off "can't we do it another day please" I beg "I'm not taking no for answer , don't make drag you there. Now I'll wait down stairs" she says walking out my room.

"urrrghh Damn you Caroline Forbes" I groan changing into the clothes and shoes she laid out for me. I roll my eyes at the thought of her, I need to get new friends. I look at the mirror leaving my hair opened, I'm surprised that I actually look my age, those office clothes makes me feel older but a pair jeans on I feel my age.

Enjoying moments, building a life but for me, my company is my life, business deals is my moments and my success well at least it won't wake up tomorrow and say it doesn't love anymore. I sigh deeply all maybe true but pang of loneliness nags at me, whispering it's unsweet words.

I walk down stairs to find Caroline in the living room "shall we take James or do you-" she cuts me off "why is your underwear on the living room floor-" she stops then shouts "ELENA GILBERT WHO HAVE YOU BEEN FUCKING ON YOUR LIVING ROOM FLOOR!" I flush with embarrassment "well. I. I. I can explain" fuck! "you see Care, Jenna does laundry she probably dropped it" I says trying seem believable, I pray she buys every word. "nice try Gilbert but I'll let it go, only because Bonnie probably waiting for us" she says

15 minutes later James is dropping us of at the grill and the underwear saga is put behind us, I'm praying it's gone for good. We walk in scanning the room for Bonnie when we do find her, she is at the back booth and she isn't alone. Enzo and Stefan is either side of her.

"I thought it was going to be just us girls Caroline" I say to Caroline but she gleefully smiles "I didn't know they going to be here I swear" she waves at them pulling me with her threw the tables.

I turn towards the bar I see Damon but he not alone my heart sinks, There's a blonde her hand on his thigh while he drinking from his glass he smirks at something she said she then whispers in his ear and slides of the bar stool walks off towards bathroom.

"Care go ahead, I will meet you there" I say to her not waiting for a response I head to Damon "so I was right, I was just another fuck to you" I don't know if it's anger or jealousy or probably both drew me to him he turns around then back to bar he let's out a cold laugh "what do you want Miss Gilbert I'm busy, last time I checked you wanted to be left alone now I want to be left alone" he throws my words back at me then he throws back another drink "Da-"

"oh.my.god Elena Gilbert!" I'm cut off as I hear my name fall from a high pitched voice when I find source it's the blonde who I recognized as the news anchor Andie Starr "Miss Starr" I greet "I can't believe I'm actually meeting you I mean I read every business article they ever did on you and I always wanted to interview you but I never got the chance, I'm so sorry, am I being weird?" she apologizes I smile at her awkwardly "no no. It's fine anyways it nice to meeting you Miss Starr but I have to go, take care" I say needing to get out of there I turn I walk to the booth.

God could I get any more desperate for this man, so what he is with that woman and he takes her home and fucks her. The last sentence makes me my stomach flip, I feel sick at the thought. "hi guys" I greet too cheerfully putting my best fake smile I can display through the storm brewing in my head because God knows how long this night going to take. I sigh silently I glance back at Damon and he is leaving with miss blonde with legs for days. "... Elena. Elena?" Stefan calls me out of my thoughts "uh- yes" I reply "what would you like to drink?" he ask.

The morning came and I never slept a wink between nightmares and dreams. Kol and Damon torturing me even after being in a drunken stupor. After Damon left with 'her' I guess drinking through the bar was not one of my brightest ideas.

"Olivia coffee, this time no sugar" I hung up I put my head in my hands, I pray for another life where I am at peace, full of happiness and this is nothing but a distance dream.

Olivia strolls in laying down my coffee and some paper work "Dr. Bennett on hold for you" she tells me I roll my eyes I don't need this right now "put her through, my meetings for the afternoon?" " Lockwood is in 15 minutes, a conference call with Mr Chow at 1, after you have a meeting with enviro at 3, Mr Elijah Mikaelson at 4:30 and Salvatore communication at 5:30" my ears perk up at her last words I wonder If Damon going to be here "Stefan made the appointment?" I ask out of curiosity "yes ma'am" she says my heart stops a bit why do I feel disappointed by this I sigh why do I care? "well thank you Olivia, put Dr Bennett through and send April in 10 minutes" "Hey Bon" I answer my call "it amazes me you are still alive, the way you drank last night I swear you probably rolling out a liver failure and not forgotting those kidneys.

Now tell me what's up?" she asks cautiously "Bonnie I assure you my organs are fully intacted and in working form, why you think anything is wrong?" I pretend a cheerful tone "well to start off, Caroline said you having sex again-" "oh God doesn't the girl holds no boundaries. Bon there's no guy she saw my underwear in an unusual place and came up with her own conclusions" I say irritated "well just know I'm always here if you need to talk" "I know. thank you Bonnie, listen I have a meeting I'll call you later" I say "okay bye" she ends the call just in time as April walks in.

"Miss young I would like you to clear your desk with effectively and immediate " I say coldly without batting an eyelash "I-I am-" she stutters her words then cries I roll my eyes at her "you'll get a full month pay as part of contract so don't worry. April, what you did was inexcusable as I run a business here I can't afford such behavior. Today a stupid lie about a bomb, tomorrow who knows espionage for a rival company. Goodbye and good luck" I look down at my papers continuing my work.

5:30 rolls around effortlessly Elijah was just leaving "Elena I would like to talk more over dinner" he says "sure how about tonight, The Grill at 8pm?" he smiles "perhaps I should pick you up, we could go together" I give it a thought for a moment but I agree anyway "sure. Why not. See you at 8 then" he nods and smile at me then the elevator closes.

When I turn around I realize Olivia is pretending to be working I shake my head but say nothing, I proceed back to the office where I close the close the door behind me, just in time my cellphone rings.

I look down at the number before answering "Davis, what do you have for me?" "Kol is withdrawing large amount of money I have tried tracing his activities but as thought he using the cash only so he can't be traced." I sigh I rub a temple cursing about incompetent people in my head "Davis how is this important to me, I need to know where he is what he is planning" I get frustrated than angry "I think Jeremy is helping him Miss Gilbert, after his funds ran dry Jeremy's trust fund starting bleed-" I cut him off as Olivia poke her head through the door after a soft knock "I'll look into it, keep digging" I don't wait for his answer I cut the call "Olivia" I say acknowledging her "Mr Salvatore is here" before I could stop myself a question fell from my lips "is he alone?" my eyes widen but I gather myself quickly before she notice "no ma'am both Salvatores are here" "I'm ready, send them in" my words lie easily I'm not ready or am I? I miss Damon every moment I had my thoughts fell on him but I stopped myself every time. I look out the glass wall behind me.

"Elena" Stefan announces himself I turn towards him but my eyes fall on the man behind him, ocean blue eyes boring into brown he looks he has aged overnight. His black locks lay messy upon his beautiful head like he been running fingers through them all day. His eyes comforted by bags underneath them as if he haven't slept for a year, my heart sinks.

I swallow thickly my eyes deflect to Stefan "good afternoon Stefan, Damon" I greet Stefan smiles back but Damon doesn't say anything instead he takes his seat. The air is suddenly thick with uncomfort awkwardness although Stefan trying to be normal as possible "so the launch is next month, everything is going smoothly as can be" he says I stare at Damon but he busy with his phone completely ignoring my existence I tear my eyes away from him to focus on Stefan "uhm.. Yes you mean the malfunction is under control?" I gather some sense to ask "yes the techs assured us there's nothing to worry about, I got samples of packaging and we have two teams working on presenting the look, advertisements and so on. They will be ready tomorrow to present something" he says my eyes advert back to Damon who hadn't said anything or moved his eyes from his phone "good good I trust your decisions Stefan and I think you should see this through. I'm still opened to selling those shares back" I say I know it's childish but this awkwardness is driving me insane I know this will get a rise out of him and just like that he looks up for the first time since sitting there "those shares aren't for sale" he says flatly but his stare was deadly. My mouth goes dry unable to say anything he looks back down on his phone. I roll my eyes I was about to say something but Stefan continued the meeting and that how it stayed for the rest of the session.

"bye Elena, I'll call you about those stats" Stefan says as he leaves Damon follows "Damon" I call out his name. He freezes for a moment I think he will walk out but he turns "yes miss Gilbert" he says dripping with sarcasm and irritation "Damon please stop this-" "stop what? Miss Gilbert" I sigh "I never meant to hurt you - I-I just don't I can't do relationships" "oh yes I got that perfectly clear" "can't we at least be friends so it doesn't have to be so awkward between us" he let's out a bitter laugh "friends?" he says the word as if it's poison "you think I want to be your friend? You think that I want to be friends with the woman that I can't stop thinking about every single moment I breathe, with the woman that walks into a room and my world suddenly stops, The one woman ever fell in love with. No Elena I don't want to be friends" he says distressing the last word in disgust.

"So this is how it's going to be, if I can't give you a relationship there's nothing at all here" I state "I guess so" with that being his final words he leaves, leaving me staring at the door closing and feeling like can't breathe. I sob quietly. 'Why can't he understand me?' I gather myself from my sudden weakness, once again I pick myself and go about my life.

After my long day I was in need of an afternoon with ass kicking Finn, which due to my stress I managed to kick his ass about five times to the ground, which of course earned me a very unhappy Finn. The grill was like usual busy with dininers and the bar was full with drunks or some people who wants to relax and unwind. ".. So you are planning to keep the authors or dispose of them?" Elijah ask "I think we should review meaning you, see whose actually worth my money or just dead weights. And I was thinking we should promote more female writers make them the center of focus so to speak" I say

"ahh so you want to jump on female empowerment band wagon, with all due respect then why dont you turn it into all female driven company then" he suggests "wouldn't you think that would be a typical move coming from a woman billionaire, look male authors aren't any less to females I just want as you call it jump onto female empowerment band wagon" I take a sip of wine but I almost choke when the sound of Damon's voice rings my ears.

"well what do we have here?" he announces himself. I swallow hard before it lands on Elijah's impressive suit "Mr. Salvatore, always a pleasure" Elijah greets him "I wish I could say the same" Damon mumbles under his breath but quickly changes his answer "please call me Damon" he says but before Elijah could respond Stefan shows up with Caroline tagging along "good evening Elena, Elijah" he says "Elena. Elijah. Hi!" Caroline greets cheerfully with a certain surprise etched on her face which she tries to hide, it makes me want to roll my eyes but I'm too distracted by Damon who staring us down.

"Damon, is Andie not joining us?" Stefan ask him and just like it was her cue the blonde makes her presence "hello everyone. Traffic was a nightmare" she says "hey lover" she says seductively to Damon placing a quick kiss on his lips, he startled at first but he relaxes into the kiss when pulls away he has his notorious smirk on his lips with miss bimbos faint chep lipstick stain.

I resist the urge to gage but I look to Elijah, who offers a small smile. "well if we are done with the unwanted porn show, could we please get our table, I'm dehydrating as we speak" Caroline dramatically says "why don't you guys join us, I don't think Elena will mind. Would you? Elijah asks everyone's head snaps towards me, "sure... I mean of course not" my eyes follow Damon has he slides into the seat next to Elijah and Andie right behind but he completely oblivious to my existence 'well ain't this going to be an interesting night' my thoughts says "scooch little more Elena" Caroline urges me to move more while lost in thought until pressed shoulder to shoulder with Elijah I realize what she was doing. I turn to her raising a brow but she plays it off with a smile.

"drinks anyone?" Damon offers "a beer for me, Caroline will have cosmopolitan" Stefan says earning a kiss on the cheek from Caroline "Jules" Damon calls out a blonde waitress "you called boss" "get me double shot bourbon hold the ice, two bottles of beer and two cosmopolitans" he pauses turning to Elijah "more wine?" Elijah nods in response but I need something strong for this night "actually can I have an old fashioned, make it strong" I say to the waitress, I notice from the corner of my eye Damon smirks because he knows this situation is making me uncomfortable 'just great' "that will be all for now Jules" he says to the waitress she nods in response and walks away.

Damon turns to Andie whispering something in her ear, and I know it's something dirty by the way she responds she giggles then bites her bottom lip. God I just want to throw up. I'm behaving like a freaking jealous teen, grow up Elena- "Lena" my mental rebuking myself comes to an halt when Caroline calls me out "sorry care, I zoned out for a second" "yeah I can tell, what's wrong?" she whispers slowly "its nothing, just work" "see! This is why I decided on a distanation wedding, everyone needs a break and some sun in their life" she says excitedly "so we decided - " she pauses looks to Stefan then smiles he smiles back with a goofy grin "we going to get married in half moon bay in California" she says the group erupts in a cheer just as Jules arrives with our drinks "Elijah you should come" Caroline offers him "Caroline-" I was about to object but he beats me to it "thank you for the offer but I have to decline" "Caroline I have hired Elijah as editor and chief of soon to called Saltz publishers" I say proudly "well then this calls for an celebration" Stefan says raising his glass with everyone else following.

My eyes fall on Damon's.. We lock eyes but it only last for a second until everyone cheering and clinking glasses with each other. "Andie you are from news24? Loved the piece you did on the Detroit drug cartel" she giggles "thank you but you have me at a disadvantage, you are? " "oh sorry, I'm Elijah, Elijah Mikaelson" "ah yes, I thought you look similar" she says with a grin on her face.

"Elena could you come with me to the ladies room" Caroline asks which makes me suspicious she is up to something "sure" agreeing anyway as we get up to leave I notice Damon is staring while Andie is busy chatting to Elijah who hardly takes notice of us leaving. I give Damon a smile he body relaxes but his face wears no emotion 'was he worried about me?' 'probably not, just my imagination' I question and answer myself eternally.

"So you and Elijah huh" Caroline says throwing her purse on the counter while checking her makeup. I roll my eyes once again "can you ever be so blunt Care." I state than question her "tell meee. Is he living room panty guy?" she says excitedly turning towards me mouth opened like she was hungry for more juicy details. I look away back her, exasperated at her ridiculous accusation and behavior.

"Caroline you being ridiculous right now-" my beeper goes off at that exact moment "just great, I need to pee" I walk off to the nearest stall "I approve of him" "gee thanks Care, because I was so worried about your approval" I say sarcastically "oh come Lena, I see it, he is handsome, intelligent I mean he was successful until that bitch sank her filthy fangs into him, do you know Damon dated her?" she asks "huh?" I flush and respond to her but she didn't hear me when I step out she in front of me calling out to me "I said I know" as I wash my hands and catheter "you know? How?" she asks stunned " Damon told me " "Damon told you" she repeats, I let out a small laugh "yes. Why is so hard to believe?" "well for starters Stefan says Damon doesn't like talking about past let alone utter the name of that vampire whore" "what with the vampire reference?" "that's what she is Lena, instead of blood she sucks the life right out of a person. Do you know that damn woman changes her God damn colour scheme like everyday, saying it's a Lockwood wedding and that means only the best. I swear I think she wakes up everyday thinking of new colors just to screw with me. " she exaggerates 'Damon told something he never tells anyone, what does this mean? no Elena stop just forget about it' I mentally scold myself "are you coming Lena?" Caroline calls out to me, pulling me out of my head "right behind you Care"

Back at the bar where Stefan and Damon sat chatting. "hey where is Elijah and Andie?" Caroline ask Stefan points his chin towards out table where we see them chatting very cosy "I really thought he was living room panty guy" she pouts looking at them.

"living room panty guy?" Stefan questions arching his brow Damon on the other hand, finally turns I guess the word panty would make him all ears. "yeah the other day I went Elena's place I found her panty in the living room" "CAROLINE!" I gasp blushing furiously as Stefan tries best to straighten his face, Damon on the other hand flash his notoriously smug smirk "well I think this one and I should call it a night" Stefan says reffering to Caroline "call you tomorrow Elena." Caroline says kissing me on the cheek followed by Stefan biding his farewell to Damon and I.

"I think I should get going then" I declare Damon ignores me and turns back to his drink "there's something I don't get, why did you tell me about your past with Katherine?" I blurt out unable to stop my curiosity, he chuckles "for billionaire, you are dumb" he says turning to me "Damon-" "what do you want from me Elena you said to leave you alone yet here you are. I don't get your game but I'm certainly not going to play" he says exasperated.

"Damon-" I say stepping closer but he gets up and leaves and some reason I feel like I lost something special or important. I hated it the thought of never seeing him again before mind couldn't register but my feet moved like heart took over. I rush out the door looking left and right like a crazy person but my eyes find him almost instantly.

"Elena-" I take him by surprise, walking right up to him and kissing so deeply I felt like my toes curled inside my shoes My skin tingle under his contact. Nothing ever felt so right in that moment. "Elena stop-" he says pulling me away looking at me "take me home Damon" I say breathless "oh Elena-" "I don't know Damon but all I know is I just can't seem to walk away from you" I plead he kisses me once more before we get into his car.

When I wake, I'm slightly disoriented and pressing need to pee. I turn over to the clock which read 3am, turning back I see Damon's sleeping form besides me. I creep out quietly trying not to wake him I find his shirt on floor on my side of the bed. I slip into it before I make my way to the toilet, sniffing his scent from his shirt. I can't get enough of it, I smile but my smile doesn't last long atleast not until I'm done in the toilet, washing my hands and staring into the mirror. "am I doing the right thing?" my demons comes out to play. Questioning my worth. "like am I worthy of Damon?" but my thoughts stop once his voice echoes through the room.

"Elena" he calls again I disgard my demons "I'm here" I shout from the bathroom, leaning against the bathroom door I smile as his eyes rakes up my legs to my eyes.

He is still in bed sitting up the sheet covering his lower parts but his well sculpture Greek God upper body is on full display. I bit my lip, he smirks darkly in return like he knows my dirty secrets.

"come here" he says seductively I walk to the bed, straddling him. He smiles up at me while his hands slip up my thighs beneath his shirt that rode up a bit. He leans up capturing my lips with his, removing his shirt off my body. I start to grind my hips into his, feeling his hard cock against my sex as our kiss heat up between us. "mmm" I moan grinding down hard into him "Damon" in that moment I felt the need to taste him so my hands traced up his thighs lightly, setting his skin on fire as I lower myself down his body. Our never losing contact, my lips feeling every inch of his skin. A small smile played onto my lips as I find my target, my hands snaked up to his hard member and gripped it at the base, while the other hand caressed his thigh. I run my hand up and down his shaft while I kissed the head. "Elenaâ please." Damon begged silently to stop my teasing.

I then licked a line from the bottom of the underside of his shaft to the tip. Damon groaned as he involuntarily raised his hips, craving more friction. Slowly, I took him in my mouth inch by inch, until he disappeared completely. I made eye contact with him, Oh what a beautiful sight to see him gone like it encouraged me more. "ummm" I moaned onto his cock while he is deep my throat, The vibrations doubled the pleasure that Damon was feeling, his eyes rolling into the back of his head. "Aaahhâ Oh God," he gasped out, fingers tightening in my hair. I began to take his shaft in and out bobbing along in motion, taking him deeper and deeper each time I went down, and Damon's eyes closed in bliss. "Yesss," he moaned, in encouragement "just like that."

The more I took of his length, I wanted more and it made me hot as he felt, clenching my thighs together. I was getting wet.

"Oh fuck!" Damon gasped when I moaned more around his shaft and my throat swallowed, milking him. I felt him grow closer to his release. "Elena!" he panted, gripping my head and trying to pull me off him but l refuse to budge.

Damon groaned. "I don't think you understand, baby, I'm going to-oh shit!" He clenched his eyes as he about to explode inside my mouth.

"Elena! If you don't stop now, I won't be able to stop myself!" he warns

I didn't care. I wanted to taste him, feel him inside my mouth as he come apart. "sweet Jesus" he moans once more I then relaxed my throat and took as much of him down as I could, allowing him to fill my mouth. I let out a breathless hum when his hands clenched so hard in my hair that he pulled on it roughly. "Oh fuck-shit! God! Elena!" he chanted, uttering prayers as his entire body went rigid and he exploded, coming hard.

When his hot cum spurted into my mouth and slid down my throat. I continued swallowing every couple seconds, still sucking him gently until he was spent and limp in my mouth. I withdrew slowly and gave the head of his penis a gentle kiss. A victory kiss I smiled and flopped down on his stomach, listening to his heavy breathing as he tries to find his control again.

When he came to, he chuckled "you never cease to amaze me Elena Gilbert" he says running his fingers gently against my skin. "and I didn't know you were so holy" I laugh "it did feel like heaven" I smile looking up at him, he smiles back "your pleasure was all mine Mr Salvatore" I smirk looking up at the ceiling "smart mouth" he says and we chuckle once more. "Damon" I say quietly "hmmm" murmurs while stroking my skin "I don't want to expect alot from this relationship, I mean I don't know what this is but I can't be or give anymore than what this is" he doesn't reply I lift my head turning to him I see him deep in thought but he smiles "let's just take whatever this is as it comes together" he leans up kissing me then conversation fades and I'm lost once again under the Damon Salvatore spell.