a/n: different Ana and Christian... Christian is the biological son of Grace and Carrick, Christian is 25 years old, millionaire and CEO. While on a vacation in Seattle she met Christian in an event hosting Christina's parents and they hit it off or so she thought. Since then they agreed to no string attach type of relationship.
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Chapter one
When I first came here in Seattle all I knew was, I was here to visit my bestfriend Kate to enjoy life before facing the real world, a world of full of work and being an adult, I just graduated and I didn't think for one second that this place will hold so much painful memories.
I met him when my the Kavanagh family got invited to an annual gala, the first time I saw him I was a goner the moment he flashes me his panty dropping smile and kisses my hand.
Christian Grey the most beautiful man I ever met and I knew that I would do anything for him, just to be with him; stupid, naïve me just did that. The next day I receive a bunch of red roses with an invitation for a dinner date.
That night we had our first dinner date and my very first kiss. A week after that I lose my virginity to him at first he was so shock and couldn't believe me but after he overcame his shock, his so gently and loving towards me.
I feel like I was in heaven and the luckiest girl on earth for a few weeks I realize that I've fallen in love with him but I'm so scared to admit it to him after all we are not in a committed relationship, for Christ sake none of his family knew that I was exist. I never met his family or his friends, no one knew that we are seeing each other.
I changed all my plans just to stay with him, I turned down the job in my dream country and look for a job in Seattle. For the couple of months I was his beck and call whenever he feel like it and I'm ok with that, I will take him whenever I can get him.
Then one morning his parents came to visit him and they walk in on us, his mother was so happy and he was forced to introduced me as his girlfriend, I was so happy that day but it only for a short time.
We are in a restaurant for his parents wedding anniversary that night I was ready to confessed my love for him but the moment a tall stunningly blonde came and when Christian look up and saw her, his demure changed for a moment he just sit there with shock expression, unable to move until his mother snap him out of it. I knew that I will try harder for him to love me back and I'll do it no matter what even if I turned a blind eye.
I learned that her name is Elena Lincoln a childhood friend, his first love and first girlfriend but I turned to her and greet her with a smile on my face and friendly attitude. She's sweet, kind and elegant everything that I am not. Looking at myself wearing a cheap dress and borrow shoes, I'm no match to her.
A week after the dinner Christian along his friends, Richard, jerry, Jack and their Girlfriends; throw a welcome home party in one of Christian's clubs.
Mia and Elliot are there so I invited Kate to come with me, I feel out of place with those rich people, it was the first time I don't feel belong in there that Christian and I are world apart.
Christian was so attended to Elena like I wasn't even there, all night Christian follow her like a lost puppy dog while Elena throw me a smirk at every turn she get. I was so hurt that night but I suck it all up, all the tears and hurt I'm feeling.
I was just returning from the ladies room when I got back to our VIP table when I saw them in the middle of heated kiss, I should have slap them and grab her hair but instead I turned away and run as fast as I can and cry my heart out into a dark alleyway and when I composed myself I returned inside the club to say goodbye to them.
"ana where have you been?" ask Kate looking at me concerned.
"oh…. I need a bathroom break" I lie
"I think I had a lot of drinks for one night and I'm headed back home" I say
"I'll take you home" says Christian while looking so guilty.
We say our goodbye and head back to his apartment. He spent his night to his study to work a little bit while I cry myself to sleep.
The next morning I woke up with a massive headache but Christian was not there but I know he sleep beside me, I feel him get in the bed and pull me to him.
'sorry I didn't wake you up, I had an emergency and
I needed to go to the office, I'll be right back after lunch.
Christian'
I sigh and set aside his note and take a shower.
I'm reading a book to the great room when the elevator ping alerting me that Christian is back, only I frown seeing Elena fucking Lincoln.
"Elena what are you doing here?" I ask think of how she get in.
"oh…I was looking for Chris" she say in a fake smile.
"Christian is not here" I say,
"I'll wait then till he came back" and walk to the great room like she own the place.
"you know I was shock when Christian introduced you as girlfriend" looking me up and down with a disgust in her face.
"why is that?" I ask crossing my arms across my chest and held my head.
"well look at you? In a cheap clothes and look at him…. You don't belong here" her words is like a knife in my chest but don't give her the satisfaction of seeing me hurt.
"what do you think you belong to him… oh please Elena" I say sarcastic
"yes we do belong to each other… after all I'm his first and his still love me" then she slap me, I don't know what came over me but before I knew it I feel my hand sting and the right side of her face has an angry red print of my hand.
"get out and don't you dare came back here" I scream at her.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?" Christian's voice boom and I turned away from Elena to look at Christian, his fuming and looking at Elena.
He walked toward her and I thought that he will throw her out but for the second time I got my heart shattered.
Christian went straight to her and grasp her chin to inspect her red face, he look at me with angry in his eyes and disappointment; I couldn't look at them so I turn away and try to hide the pain and tears in eyes.
"get out ana" I gasp and look back to him.
"w…what?" I couldn't believe it.
"you have no right to hit her" I open and close my mouth trying to say something but I knew it was useless.
Nodded my head I turned my back and walk to his bedroom and gather my things.
"I didn't mean to hurt him Christian…. Just so you know she hit me first I was just-" I stop mid-sentenced.
"I'll go then goodbye" I rush to the elevator and never look back.
On the way to Kate's I couldn't stop crying, I feel like my heart is going to explode; I want to scream, hit him and do anything but I couldn't there's no fight left in me.
The moment kate sees me she envelop me and let me cry to her shoulder. When I calm down I told her everything how stupidly agreed to this fuck-up situation to how he threw me out.
Kate is so furious and ready to kill him but I talk her out of it.
I didn't realize that I fall asleep on the couch and I decided to end this now with Christian.
Kate is still sleeping when I left to return to Escala but no one prepared me to what I'm going to see in his bedroom.
They are still sleeping and I know they are both naked. I stuck frozen in his bedroom door, that moment I feel my heart become hard and filled it with hatred towards him to them.
I pushed further his door to alert them that someone is here and Christian woke up startle and look at me with guilt, shock, and remorse.
"ana" he gasp my name and get up from his bed, putting on his boxer.
I look at Elena and she's looking at me with victory in her face, smirking smugly at me.
"why?" I whisper and I couldn't hold it back the tears and the pain he cause me.
"I love you Christian…. I did everything just for you to love me" I say
"I'm so sorry ana…. I didn't mean to hurt you… but I love her" that's the last straw for me to wake up in my daze. I hit him over and over until I feel numb and just walk away from him and harden my heart.
I promise myself that no one will ever come close to me again, no one is going to hurt me this way again.
I deserved better, better than this, better than him.
AN: To those who is still waiting for me to update my other story 'till I met you' I'm just waiting for my beta to send me the two chapter I sent to her and when she sent it back I will update it….thank you for all the support and please feel free to review, follow and fav this story….