22.

Ashley

"How is the new album coming?" I shrugged.

"I haven't really focused on it to be honest, I just need a break" Kyla nodded, and took a sip of her tea.

"Are you planning on moving back to New York?" I looked at my drink, then looked over at her. We both knew things were a lot different now since Spencer and I were dating.

"I don't know Ky, with everything going on I honestly don't know."

"Well have you talked to Spencer yet?"

"Talk to me about what?" I smiled as Spencer walked into the living room, giving me a kiss then sitting down beside me.

"About Ashley going back to New York" I gave my sister an evil look.

"Oh" is all Spencer said, and looked at her hands.

"Well on that note I'm going to go help Aiden in the kitchen"

After she left I got up from my spot, walking over to sit next to Spencer. I grabbed her hands that she was staring at, and kissed them. I looked into her eyes, and they looked so sad.

"Spencer I don't know what I'm doing yet. I honestly don't even know if I want to keep working on this new album"

"What why!"

"I just have been focused on us that Its been nice not having pressure of everything that comes with being an artist" She nodded.

"I get it, but you love music Ash. You should keep going, but its up to you."

"Thank you, and Kyla was asking if I was going to go back to New York. T hats where I usually live, but I want to stay here with you"

"Ashley if you want to go back home then that's what you should do, I don't want you to not be happy"

"You make me happy Spencer, and I want to stay. I just don't want to seem like I'm rushing this relationship to fast"

"I think we are already caught up and past rushing Ash. I love you and If you want to stay then stay. If you want to go back to New York then we will work it out" I smiled.

"Thank you"

"If you do stay, can you still make your album here?"

"I don't see why not."

"Okay, well I think dinner is ready" I leaned over giving Spencer a light kiss.

"I love you Spencer"

"I love you too Ash, and we will talk more after" I smiled holding Ashley hand as we walked into the kitchen to have dinner with everyone.

"Well Ladies dig in!" Aiden said


We were out side looking up at the stars, and Spencer was holding me in her arms. These moments I wish everyone saw. Spencer was a hard ass, but these moments she seemed so peaceful.

"Stop thinking Ash" I smiled.

"I'm thinking about you if that helps"

"Oh ya what about?"

"How your so heartless to everyone, but soft to me"

"You bring that out of me, I can't help be soft for you" I smiled as I felt her lips on my neck.

"Spencer I'm sorry I wasn't there for you, I'm sorry I broke your heart" She didn't say anything, she just held me tighter.

"Your parents were like parents to me, and I should have been there for you. I am so sorry I caused you so much pain that you felt like you had to stop trusting people. I'm sorry that I made you never want to feel love again. I am truly happy that I have your heart again, and I get to call you mine again" Silence filled the air, and I expected it to be. I didn't expect the wetness on my shoulder. I turned my head to find Spencer crying.

"Oh baby" I turned my body so I could hold her in my arms and let her cry. I kept rubbing her back, kissing her head.

"I miss them so much!"

"I know baby, I know"

Kyla

I stood by the door, letting out my breathe as I felt Aiden wrap in arms around me from behind. I leaned back into him as we watch Spencer break down into Ashley's arms.

"Whats going on babe?" Aiden asked me, as he saw Spencer crying.

"Ashley broke through the last wall"

"Spencer Carlin has a heart" I said, as we turned to look at them one more time before we left them to be alone.


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