codependence
19.

Our family of two
was too small
in the end.

I had friends
but in the end, it was
your friends
that became
family.

And I like your friends.
They're so different,
so lively
and you smile with them.

Before, you'd only smile
with me

And I wonder
if that smile was also
for me.

It's different now.
We smile together, yes,
but we smile for ourselves
as well as
each other.