CHAPTER: Help me out
DECLAIMER: the song is " I don't
want to fight no more" by Tina Turner and it is edited for the purpose of the
story.
She walked out of the elevator and then
into Logan's apartment. Just as she expected, candles and Logan's favorite
CD playing in the background. He was so predictable. " Hey," she said trying
to sound happy.
"Hey, so how was work?"
" Good." In reality her workday
actually sucked since she hardly spoke to Alec. " How was your day?"
" Productive." She smiled at him.
" I made dinner."
She already knew it was Pasta since it
was all he seemed to be able to make. " Nice, I'm kind of hungry."
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A few minutes later they sat eating
pasta looking for conversation. " Nice sauce," Max commented.
" It's the oregano, it brings out
the life in anything with tomatoes."
" Alec, for some reason doesn't
like pasta."
That's all she could talk about,
Alec. " Really."
" Yeah."
He couldn't help but feel like she
didn't want to be there with him. She looked far away. He decided to talk
about something that in no way could involve Alec. " I like this song."
Of course he'd like the song since it
was his CD. " It's nice."
" Tina Turner was a great singer back
in the day." Max nodded like she couldn't care less.
There's a pale moon in the sky
The kind you make your wishes on
Like the light in your eyes
The one I built my dreams upon
It's not there any longer
Something happened somewhere
And we both know why
But me, I'm getting stronger
We must stop pretending
I can't live this life
The song was slowly starting to grow on
her. " You know, it's kind of nice."
" It's about her husband," he
added.
I don't care who's wrong or right
I don't really wanna cry no more
Let's sleep on it tonight
I don't really wanna cry no more
(This is time for letting go)
" It's very real," she added. "
It sounds like it could actually happen."
I hear a whisper in the air
It simply doesn't bother me
Can't you see that I don't care
Or are you looking right through me
Seems to me that lately
You look at me the wrong way and I start to cry
Could it be that maybe
This crazy situation is the reason
why
She stopped and looked at him. It was
like the song was about her. Was someone trying to tell her something?
It took a song from a dead person for
him to realise what was going on. They let it go on for too long.
Hanging on to the past
It only stands in our way
We had to grow for our love to last
But we just grew apart
" Logan," Max started. " I
don't know how to say this but . . ."
" It's okay, I understand." He
took her hand in his. " What we had was special but our time is gone."
" Sorry, it's just that."
" It's okay, I could see the
reasons in your eyes when you talk about him." She laughed. " Stop wasting
time here, go get him."
She kissed him on his cheek and ran out
the door. Free at last.
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He was just lying there watching a
movie. He wasn't paying much attention to it since his mind was entangled in a
spider web of memories. He heard a knock on the door and he went to it.
Max stood nervously outside. She had
this fear brewing inside her.
When he opened the door he saw Max
standing there. Why? He wasn't sure. He moved aside to let her in. She walked
in past him and sat on the couch in a straight upright manner that indicated she
was nervous. He sat next to her and waited for her say something, but she said
nothing. He tried to focus his attention on the Tv screen.
Max got up from next to him and sat on
the coffee table blocking his view of the screen. She took his hand in hers and
he looked up at her like he was totally confused. " Let's give this love
thing a try."
It was his dream playing out in front
of his eyes. He needed to breathe before he dropped down dead. If someone had
told him it would happen he would never think it possible but it was happening
and he was very much awake. He hoped he was awake. He tried to open his eyes and
he discovered they were already open. He needed to say something before she
thought something was wrong. " Yeah, let's do that." And there it was, the
overwhelming sense of completion he longed to feel. " I love you Max."
" Perfect," she said. It was
exactly how he described it and it was even better because it was real this
time. " That other scenario really wasn't working for me."
" Why is that?"
" Because no where in it said that I
was in love with you." He looked so happy. She bent over and kissed him.
His lips touched hers and felt his
entire body shiver. They separated only leaving only finger space between them.
He looked into her eyes for a respond, for approval and she looked right back at
him and smiled. " How did it happen?"
" I had a little help from Tina
Turner."
He kissed her again just for the
feeling again. " Thank the lord for her, whoever she is."
THE END